Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
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It's All Over by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
06 Feb 2026
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When you're on the edge and falling off,
It's all over for youOr: Prequel to A Step From the Edge. How Connor got hooked on drugs.
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- Part 2 of A Step from the Edge
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A Step from the Edge by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen (2021)
01 Feb 2026
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Evan’s the kid with no friends. The kid who stutters constantly, has sweaty hands, and’s hidden in the shadows for years. The kid with anxiety that makes him decide to jump from a 40 foot tree.
Connor’s always been aggressive, impulsive, and a whole shitload of other issues. The kind of issues that’ve made your parents drag you from one miracle cure to the next since age 12. The kind of issues that make you slash your wrists before senior year.
Jared’s not sure when he stopped being the too-clingy, too-nerdy kid and became the asshole who laughs at people and kind of hates himself for it. He’s not sure when he started enjoying his parents liquor a bit too much. Not sure why it nearly led him off a roof.
Alana’s the kind of person you’d expect to see making valedictorian then becoming a top doctor. She’s not the kind of person who gets depressed when her grandmother dies. Not the kind of person who does drugs to numb it. Not the kind of person who wants to die. Except she is.
Four kids, all seeming like polar opposites. Kids who in another world may never have crossed paths. But all it takes is a small dose of fate for them to realize that they may be more alike than they seem.
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- Part 1 of A Step from the Edge
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I see you (And I'm still gonna stay) by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
18 Jan 2026
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The room is dim, tinted with early morning gray-blue. His brain is foggy, but his body’s too wired to sink back under. Typical.
For a few seconds, he just lies there. Blinking slowly. Staring at the ceiling like it personally offended him. Over the leaf blower, Connor can hear noise coming from downstairs. Muted voices. The coffee grinder. The sound of a pan being tossed into the sink. It’s all too familiar. Things he thought he wouldn’t have to hear again.But no, Trust him to screw up something as simple as dying. Couldn’t even do that right.
Or: What if Connor survived? What if Evan decided to reach out to the only person who might understand him?
What if what they found in each other, was much more than either of them could've imagined. -
Oneshot requests! by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Next to Normal - Kitt/Yorkey
15 Dec 2025
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Oneshot request page :)
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- Part 1 of Deh Oneshots 🥰
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 214
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 1
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Broken things still work by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
05 Dec 2025
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He rubs his thumb over the lighter’s peeling red paint, tracing the chipped edges. It feels rough in some places, and smooth in others. Like the patterned wrapper had been beaten up over the years, used so much it finally gave up and faded to plain metal. He wonders briefly how many times his dad used it. How many times he almost tossed it. How many times he ignored it until it was just another tool in a pile of forgotten crap. How many times someone thought it might blow up and they’d have to dump it. Classic. Ignore something until it stops working, then blame it for breaking.
Or, Connor gets high for the first time.
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- Part 2 of Deh Oneshots 🥰
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A Step from the Edge by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
Fandom Dear Evan Hansen (2021), Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
06 Feb 2026
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- Works:
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Deh Oneshots 🥰 by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
Fandom Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Next to Normal - Kitt/Yorkey
15 Dec 2025
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Just a collection of DEH oneshots <3
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- 2,287
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My attempt at describing the thoughts of Lo’ak as he walks down that beach in that one scene.
It’s his fault, isn’t it? That Neteyam is dead, that his family is suffering. There’s one way to put an end to it- and that’s to put an end to him.
But he can’t even do this one thing right.
Will he learn to recover, or will he drown in the tide of his emotions?
Bookmarked by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
15 Feb 2026
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A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes by Multifandom_damnation
Fandoms: Avatar (Cameron Movies)
13 Feb 2026
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Spider's very first Tsaheylu was with Varang. It was terrible, despicable, and caused him only pain - nothing like a Tsaheylu is supposed to be, especially not someone's first. Jake didn't know nearly enough about how Spider had suffered while they'd been separated, and, regrettably, he probably never would, but his children were always brave enough to voice the things that Jake was too much of a coward to say.
“Dad,” Tuk said, looking at Jake with her hand wrapped around Spider’s wrist. “Can you do Tsaheylu with Spider? He says the first time was really bad, because it was with Varang, and she didn’t do it right. But you’ll do it right, so do you think you can do it with him, so he knows what it feels like when it’s done with someone who loves him?”
And, well, how could Jake possibly say no to all four of his remaining children, whom he loved with all his heart?
Bookmarked by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
12 Feb 2026
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How to Train Your Monkey by Tuima11
Fandoms: Xi You Ji | Journey to the West - Wu Cheng'en, 黑神话：悟空 | Black Myth: Wukong (Video Game), LEGO Monkie Kid
06 Nov 2024
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When Xuanzang spotted the bundle of monkey skins dangling from the trapper’s pack, his first instinct was to flinch. But his second was to catch the man’s arm and say, urgently, “Your pardon, honored sir. Would it be possible to ask you a few questions about your line of work?”
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Tripitaka acquires a manual entitled "On the Training of Monkeys." Bizarrely, this does not backfire on him.
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- Part 1 of The Found Family Instruction Manual
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- English
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Bookmarked by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
02 Feb 2026
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At the Centre of Everything (We Fade Away) by gaybiologynerd
Fandoms: Next to Normal - Kitt/Yorkey
01 Feb 2026
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“But that’s the way it’s always said you have to be.” Gabe once told me. “My mom tells me it’s a miracle I’m alive. I have to do something big with my life.”
“That’s a lot of pressure.” I told him. “It’s okay to be in the background, and be insignificant for a while. Insignificant doesn’t always mean unimportant.”
“People tell me I’m important all of the time.” Gabe had sighed, picking at the food in front of him. “I don’t always want to be.”
At eight months old, Gabriel Goodman almost died of an intestinal blockage. Survival always comes with a price.
- This is my first next to normal fic and the first time I've written an OC. I've been working on this for months and only now do I have the confidence to start posting it. Thank you! -
Bookmarked by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
19 Jan 2026
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A series of Goodman family vignettes based on the lyrics of "Just Another Day."
Bookmarked by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
10 Jan 2026