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    Eddie huffs. It’s respectable and masculine, probably. “You know I’m not interested in—”

    “Yes, Eddie, I know,” Buck drolls. “You’re off the horse. The meat market is closed. Your dick is on Do Not Disturb. I just think the pot shouldn’t be calling the kettle out,” he gestures between them with an emphatic finger, “for bad dates. Not when the pot is, ostensibly, a born-again virgin.”

    “I’m not a born-again virgin,” Eddie grumbles. “Don’t start this again.”

    “I’m not starting anything,” Buck lies. “I’m watching the movie.” Another lie. Then he flops unceremoniously back down, head strewn across Eddie’s clenched thighs.

    Or: Buck’s mouth moves faster than Eddie’s brain.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    He swiped quickly past his mom and Hayden’s messages, each including various degrees of surprise and reassurances.

    Mom: Have you heard anything from Coach Theriault? I’m sure the announcement is coming any day. You’re the obvious choice and—

    Swipe.

    Hayden: Dude did you see this shit? I can’t wait when they announce yours and we get to—

    Swipe.

    Lily: Did you see they make me captain before you?

    Lily: ???

    Lily: In two weeks you will be saying “please please captain can I suck your dick”

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    Shane visits Ilya’s Boston penthouse for the first time after they become newly-minted captains.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

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    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    He sometimes imagined what might happen if he caught it in his mouth. If he moaned at just the right moment so the tiny gold crucifix would fall into place on his tongue.

    An accident.

    Plausible deniability if Rozanov found it weird.

    or

    Shane has a lot of feelings about Ilya Rozanov’s necklace.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t say anything. He keeps watching Shane from the doorway. When he speaks, his voice is quiet and he’s looking down at his bare feet. “You said you would stay,” he says. “That is what I remember.”

    In which Shane freaks out but doesn't leave in episode four.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Ilya has some fun ideas about how to show Shane exactly how good he looks getting fucked.

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    “Is Polaroid,” Ilya clarifies. “No files, no sharing… very private.”

    Hollander swallows, stares a beat longer, and then aggressively doesn’t look anywhere near the camera or Ilya. “Okay. So?”

    Ilya thinks, it’s always this. Hollander feints towards something he wants, and Ilya gets it for him, and he offers it up like a toy for a cat. Not too needy, not too blasé, he must twitch it at just the right pace. Here, kitty kitty. 

    “I would like to take some, see how you look,” Ilya offers oh so casually. “It’s just for fun. You can keep all of them, after. Put them through the shredder. I don’t care.” He cares. The things he’d do to keep one of those photos.

    Hollander wets his lips, glances back at the camera, flushes. Then the pounce: “You can leave it on the nightstand.”

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    25 Feb 2026

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    He’s frowning down at his shoes when a sleepy, beautiful, rumpled Shane Hollander pulls open the door. God, he’s so pretty, Ilya thinks. His hair is sticking out in all directions and there’s a pink line across his cheeks where he must have been laying on his own arm. He’s only in his boxers. He gives Ilya a very sweet little smirk.

    “You know where the spare key is,” he mumbles, voice rough with sleep. “Why didn’t you just use that?”

    Ilya shrugs and lists to the side a bit. “Forgot. Did I wake you, baby? I’m sorry,” he’s still slurring a bit, he knows. And the ‘baby’ is a dead giveaway that he’s drunk. He hardly ever uses that pet name. Can’t resist right now.

    This is his baby. His baby Shane. He loves him.

    “You’re drunk,” Shane chuckles.

    “Mmm,” Ilya muses. “Yes, very.”

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Hollander is always a bit like that, in increments. He takes every loss personally – every missed shot, every empty netter, every failed pass. He could stand to get out of his head for a while.

    It would be good, Ilya thinks, for him to calm down.

    To sit and relax, maybe.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

    *

    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    A decent crowd is gathered in the corner, overlapping cheers and laughter and whooping doing a great job at replacing the banjo playing in his ears. Too many people are obfuscating his view of whatever attraction that is, until Eddie spots a head swiftly appearing and disappearing over the crowd. Again. And again. No.

    His gaze slowly drags towards Buck, who is already looking at him with a mischievous glint in his eyes and a self-satisfied grin splitting his face in half. Eddie starts shaking his head before Buck even utters a word.

    “Absolutely not.”

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    Buck rides a mechanical bull in Nashville. Eddie has an appropriate reaction to it.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

    ---

    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    “Jackie?” Shane’s question cuts through the silence, and Jackie winces at the frantic rasp of his voice.

    “Right here, honey.” She tries to keep her voice light, wrapping her hand around Hayden’s wrist and meeting his worried gaze over the phone. “What’s going on?”

    “I need your help.” Shane croaks out. “They called, but they won’t - I need to know if he’s okay, but they won’t tell me.” The end of his sentence disappears in something so close to a sob it makes something in Jackie’s chest freeze over.

     

     

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Ilya hums, playing the card he's been considering for this entire conversation. “We could make more interesting, yes? A bet.”

    “A bet,” Shane repeats, eyes flashing. “Like what?”

    The reporter cuts in. “What about wearing the other player’s jersey?”

    They both turn to her, and Shane says, “Like, the loser wears the winner’s jersey?”

    “Maybe at the next game in a couple of months?”

    “Is a good idea,” Ilya muses, nudging Shane’s elbow. “You will look better in my jersey than in Montreal jersey.”

    Shane makes a low noise, his eyes holding a bit of a spark when he looks back to Ilya. It’s what Ilya was hoping for—the tiniest crack in the mask. He can see a hint of exasperated affection around the corners of Shane’s eyes, a little bit of fire burning just beneath the surface. It sends a thrill down Ilya’s spine, and he wonders if Shane will be snarky when Ilya gets him naked tonight.

    “That’s not happening,” Shane replies, shaking his head. “Because you’re not winning.”

    ---
    Ilya should have known better.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    He watches silently as his rival, a man who hates him on the ice, and is at best indifferent to him off the ice, squeezes shampoo into his hand. Those hands that manage to drive Shane crazy; big and strong and dexterous. His fingers are thick and long, and Shane hates to admit to himself how much he loves sucking them into his mouth, especially when he knows Rozanov is going to use them to open him up.

    “Hollander,” he hears, drawing his attention back to Rozanov. He’s shaking the shampoo bottle in his face and Shane’s mind races to catch up. Apparently his mind lags for longer than Rozanov has patience for, because before he can reach to take the bottle, he huffs a laugh and shakes his head. He puts the shampoo bottle back and steps in close to Shane.

    “I will do it myself,” Rozanov murmurs. Before Shane can respond, Ilya Rozanov’s hands are in Shane’s hair, scrubbing shampoo into his scalp.


    or; set in early 2016, one of Shane and Ilya's hook ups starts to feel like it might be something bigger than either of them realized when they shower together after having sex.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    'He forces his eyes up to the array of moles along Rozanov’s chest and arms. The highlight of tonight’s ‘boring sex’ as Rozanov put it. Shane wants to connect the scattered marks all over his body. He wants to build a topographic map of Ilya Rozanov and burn it to memory. “Your beauty marks…”

    He sits up on his elbows. “My what?” He looks down his body, like he’s trying to figure out what Shane is talking about.

    Shane climbs into his lap, cupping Rozanov’s face in his hands. “Beauty marks… these.” He pokes the prominent mole that rests on his cheek. The one Shane has been dreaming about since the moment they met as teenagers.'

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    AKA - Shane is a little bit obsessed with Ilya's moles... Sex ensues.

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    17 Dec 2025

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    When Shane slips into the hotel room in Boston, there's a familiar jersey spread over the bed—Raiders, number 81, Rozanov in stark white lettering jeering up at him.

    "Not a chance," Shane says immediately.

    Or, Ilya fucks Shane while Shane wears his jersey.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    "What, you think I'm making it up?"

    "No, I'm just saying, like, I've seen you. We share a locker room."

    "So?" Buck demands, hilariously outraged.

    "Just saying." Eddie shrugs, grin tugging at his mouth, and goes in for the kill. "You know, nothing to be ashamed of, but I'm pretty sure I'm bigger."

    -

    Or: Buck, and Eddie, and the (literal) dick measuring contest.

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    26 Nov 2025

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    This dumb little flat box with a screen gives him far too much access—too many opportunities to act like a fool. He has the sudden urge to chuck it over the railing and listen to it shatter into a billion little pieces on the floor below.

    He sort of wants to hurl himself over the railing, too. He could join his stupid, evil phone in a mess of broken glass and bones downstairs, and all his problems would be solved.

    He probably should have done that before he sent that damn SOS text.

    Really, he should have had his phone privileges revoked ages ago.

     

    Things get a little confusing after Buck and Eddie sext for the first time. Obviously, the only solution is to keep on sexting.

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    19 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 35

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    “You can say anything to me.” Buck argues.

    “I know. I just can’t. I’ve tried, and it feels like the world’s gonna end.”

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    09 Oct 2025

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