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The Amazing Digital Mental Hospital by Steamyburrito
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
14 Sep 2025
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WARNING: Mentions of Suicide
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"And on a scale of one to ten, how suicidal are you feeling right now?”
Pomni stilled. She bit her lip, thinking about how her mind would wander in the hours she spent on that stretcher. Wander to the knives and glass in her kitchen, the pills on the counter, and the height of her apartment building. How she had caught herself looking around the ED for something, anything she could use to hurt herself, kill herself, end the pain and fear and exhaustion-
Pomni took a breath, trying to clear her mind before it wandered further into dark places. She tentatively peeked up at Melissa through her bangs. “Maybe like an eight?”
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5 Times Sans Didn't Know the Human was a Child and One Time He Finally Realized by Steamyburrito
Fandoms: Undertale (Video Game)
23 Mar 2025
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He was surprised, that’s for sure, when he heard the loud creak of the Ruins’ door from his post. Even more surprised when he turned to the sound and squinted his eyes to see a tiny figure emerge from the normally locked door. And he was even more surprised when he shortcutted over to find that said figure was a human.
And a puny one at that.
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“Your fellow royal don’t want you dead no more,” he hissed, leaning down so that his sharp teeth were mere inches away from Stolas’ eyes. Striker grabbed his face roughly, evoking a sharp cry from the bird as his nails dug into the tender cuts there.
“But…” he began, bringing the knife up to the Goetia’s face as a wicked smirk spread across his own, “she didn’t say what condition you had to be in.”
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OR: A little "what if" of if Striker had actually had the time to remove Stolas' eyes like he threatened to. -
Dishonorable Desire by Steamyburrito
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
31 Dec 2024
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Mikey looked up, eyes wide as Tigerclaw sauntered toward him. Grunting, the small turtle’s feet kicked as they sought purchase, slipping uselessly against the train’s slick metal. The tall tiger unsheathed his sword with a flourish, coming to loom before the cowering teen. He raised the weapon high above his head.
"Your ride ends here, turtle,” Tigerclaw sneered.
Mikey glanced at the ground flying by beneath him before he looked back up at the tiger. His gaze lost its frantic edge. Instead, he looked tired.
“Ugh,” the smaller mutant softly groaned, “maybe you’re right.”
He let go.
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OR: I haven't seen anybody talk about the time Mikey (kinda sorta) actually attempted suicide in the show??? So I'm trying to fix that.
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Split the Night by T33la
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
22 Jun 2025
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Raphael has ALL his brothers, just not in the same place. In a wrenching tragedy, Raphael’s world is ripped into two pieces. Pulled back and forth between two different realities, one with Leo and Donnie and another with Mikey and Donnie, can he keep his grip on each?
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And then Raph was in the air, and he had—he had—timed it right. He was reaching for Leo and Mikey, and they were reaching for him, arm in arm. Their hands stretched up to where he now flew above them, their eyes trusting—even in this pepto-bismol colored nightmare. They had this just like they had always had each other. Just like they had never, never failed. Not when it mattered. Not in these moments. He would use his momentum and pull them to safety. It would be a hard landing, he knew. A crash landing. It would hurt. But they’d be hurt together, and then laugh about it and groan and complain and go home.All he had to do was grab their hands.
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15 Apr 2026
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Shell Game by T33la
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2003)
17 Apr 2023
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When Donatello makes a bizarre and chilling discovery, he and his brothers have to decide together what is worth risking.
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In the fullness of the headlamp’s glow, the concentric patterns of dark and light emerged, turning each scute into its own kind of topographic map. Donatello knew his brothers’ scutes intimately, but he’d never seen his own quite like this.
How could this be? How could this be here?
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- Part 2 of SAINW-Prepper
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14 Apr 2026
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“It’s okay,” she assured them. “I’m gonna be the best big sister ever, and you guys will never need to worry about anything ever.”
They chirped from under the lamplight, making Venus smile.
“I’ve got this,” she muttered to herself as she picked up another book and clutched the cover with desperation. Her voice shook, “I have to.”
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- Part 1 of holding the world on her shoulders
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Little Steel Intruder by TroubledWench
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
05 Sep 2024
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Donnie’s brow somehow lowered further. “I… you’re taking this remarkably well, Mikey. You got shot. I don’t even know if that’s fully registered with you yet, but even still, no normal 15 year old should be making jokes about a bullet embedded in their body only an hour after it happened.”
While out on a Saturday night patrol, Mikey suffers a bullet wound and falls unconscious. Once he wakes up, Donnie can't understand why Mikey's still so jovial.
(Rated Mature for swearing, general violence, blood, referenced self-harm and suicide, past character death, and some intense emotions.)
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- Part 2 of Rust - TMNT AU
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12 Mar 2026
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we got something to lose by stillateenageabomination
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
29 Sep 2024
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LOOP: 237
FATALITIES: 238
TURTLES CONSCIOUS: 3Leo tipped backward, letting the cool air of the night wash over his warm skin. He’d caught himself threatening to fall forward, probably straight into some diner’s dumpster, and taken the chance to right himself before he did something so completely ridiculous. Sensei would blow a fuse if he saw that. After all the drills he’d had Leo run through from such a young age, one would think that he’d retain one or two of them, especially in such a low-stakes environment.
He shook his head, amused at the thought. He could probably recite the very Space Heroes episode he’d watched the day that his father first taught him the importance of his balance, yet the information all but disappeared from him now.
It was weird how the brain retained memories. He supposed it had to do with their bases. Too bland, and they’d never stand out against the sea of all that came before them. Too eye-catching, and he’d never move past them. They had to be just right, just the correct blend of both for the mind to keep them.
or, in an ironic turn of events, the only one unable to remember the time loop that always ends with Leo’s death is Leo.
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- Part 23 of Abomination Does Whumptober 2023
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12 Mar 2026