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Essek had a problem. A human shaped, red haired, annoyingly sharp problem that had been tormenting him ever since Caleb had become a grad student at the Marble Tomes Conservatory.
His solution to that problem, in hindsight, had been incredibly foolish. But how was he to know that after hours of searching the internet for the perfect video that he could take himself in hand to, letting himself imagine that he was the lavender skinned tiefling between the anonymous pale thighs — he would meet Mollymauk in all his ostentatious glory the next evening, wrapped around Caleb’s shoulders.
What follows is Essek’s slow descent into the chaos that is the Mighty Nein’s friend group, and the tangle of feelings that comes from having a crush on your brightest student who you have watched be thoroughly railed by a very very pretty tiefling online.
Or; A Professor, a Prodigy, and a Pornstar walk into a bar …
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Hold Tight, Feather Light by Thatonesadending for NayaZephronic
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
09 Apr 2023
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“Either touch me,” Caleb said a little too loudly, catching Molly’s retreating wrist and bringing it back onto his shoulder, but firmly this time, “or do not touch me at all.”
Caleb is the only one who is surprised that this lead to later being in Mollymauk's arms.
(Eventually will be a two parter with Essek's POV as "Feather Light", but no promises on timeline"
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- Part 1 of Touch Spells
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He closed his eyes and waited for the familiar shuffling of belts and pants dropping, using the moment to stop his hands from the nervous shaking they were doing. It’s not like this was the first time he had done this, and he was sure it wouldn’t be his last. He had just gotten a little spoiled traveling with a group.
When the beat of silence came, he opened them to a very familiar sight. Too familiar. He cast just one of his dancing lights to make sure, before quickly snuffing it out again to sit back in shock.
*Now with happy-ish ending in chapter 2
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The impossible was done even before they even had to battle the Somnoven, and Molly had been brought back to the Might Nein with a kiss. Back to friends that have changed and grown, and some even have fallen into love while he was gone. To a world that has lived without him. But could it last?
Thrust into a fight that he could not have understood, Essek had to learn what it really meant to trust and love his friends, how rich life could be if he thought of more than himself. But there is still danger lurking for him from his past choices.
Caleb finds himself between two magical purple men, who shouldn’t still be in his life, but against all odds are right by his side. Even as the adventures keep coming after Cognoza, with Trent’s defeat, lap dances at the Lavish Chateau, fights with the Cerberus Assembly, a bisexual maelstrom of sexual tension from all his past and present love interests, revelations about the Luxon and Lucien’s past.
Come for the sexual humor, stay for the angst. A reimagining of episodes 136-141 and after. Slow burn Shadowidomauk. Smut is marked with “*” in chapter titles if that's what you are here for.
Marked complete 01/25/25 even though there could be more story to tell.
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- Part 1 of Flirting with Magic
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A collection of fic prompts from the Shadowidomauk server.
1. Molly/Essek: Kiss of Desperation
2. Essek/Molly/Caleb: Can't solve problems with your fists, but you can give a kiss hello
3. Kingsley-Molly/Caleb: If you’re gonna stay here you can’t be sober
4. Essek/Molly/Caleb: I didn’t know they were drugs
5. Essek/Caleb and Lucien: I remember giving you this scar
6. Essek/Molly: Look me in the eyes and tell me you love me/Winter’s Crest Gift Exchange
7. Essek/Molly + mutual pinning after Caleb: I’m here to raid your fridge cause my date went really bad
8. Essek/Caleb + Molly: This isn’t working
9. Molly/Caleb + Essek: What if Molly had been there that day in the Queen’s Court
10. Molly/Caleb/Essek: You’re going to fucking regret that
11. Molly/Caleb/Essek: “I am cashing in that favor.”
12. Molly/Caleb: “You were always there for me. Let me be there for you.”
13. Caleb/Molly: "What if..."/"Slice of life"
14. Caleb/Molly + Essek Pining "Can we just have some meaningless sex we can both pretend didn’t happen tomorrow morning?”
15. Essek/Molly: Muse admits their true feelings for your muse after believing they’re about to die
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Essek takes a bold step in his and Caleb's relationship by sharing one particular spell involving tying the vitality of two people together with a length of platinum thread.
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- Part 4 of Shadowgast Week 2025
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08 Jun 2025
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Familiar and Strange [Pilot Chapter] by Midnigtartist
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
14 Feb 2025
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Snipit of a larger au I'd like to write where Caleb (Bren) was the mage helping Lucien preform his ritual, only to run into Mollymauk two years later. After realizing Molly has not memories of his past life, Caleb see an opportunity to keep the Tomb Takers off their trail, while also securing an ally within the Mighty Nien.
This is a section from the first chapter. If this does well (gets literally any comments) I'll write and post the rest of the roughly four to five chapter long fic. It will get to romance but like in a weird and messy way, promise.
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02 Mar 2025
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Mollymauk has three nights before his soul will be stolen by an incubus; but once he captures his tormentor, will he want to let go?
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17 Feb 2025
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i know several lives worth living by neinofthem (greekphilosophress)
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
16 Feb 2025
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Beau begins by sighing exasperatedly, which is typically not ideal for selling a pitch, but what the fuck, right? “I wanted to ask you,” she says, carefully now, “If you would maybe be interested in working with the Cobalt Soul. In a more, uh, official capacity. Like with a salary and everything, or whatever.”
There is a silence which is somehow worse than the silence that they were sitting in before. Essek makes a small sound that must be unconscious, sort of like a death rattle. Beau didn’t know such an undignified noise was in his repertoire.
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16 Feb 2025
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In the middle of some weird dream dunamancy shit, Ashton and Essek explore probability.
When Ashton wants more, they know Essek can't give it to them. Essek can, however, give them a creative solution. Wizards are fucking wild in the bedroom.
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- Part 3 of Experimental Dunamancy
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19 Jun 2024

