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    Shane slips through his front door and back into his quiet apartment. He leans back against the door and takes a steadying breath in his dark apartment. After a moment, the music next door turns off and Shane is left with only the pounding of his own heartbeat in his ears. 

    He closes his eyes and tries not to think about Rozanov or the way Shane’s entire body lit up like a live wire when he said in that low, accented voice, only if you ask nicely. He’s hard in his penguin print pajama pants and now he’s going to have to jerk off and shower before he can sleep. While trying not to think about his asshole neighbor.

    This is bad. This is very bad. 

    In which Shane Hollander's new next door neighbor is a menace who always seems to answer the door shirtless. 

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    25 Apr 2026

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    "We are not anything."

    And that was how it started.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Shane skated forward with an intensity he was lacking before, and saw Rozanov closing in towards him fast. His jaw was now so locked that Shane thought it might snap. They stopped short at their mark, their skates kicking up ice. Shane stared at Rozanov’s face, then looked into the man’s eyes. Their sticks thwacked down between them. His eyes were full of an emotion Shane couldn’t decipher, but he could feel the vehemence rolling off him. Rozanov was looking into his eyes right back, and…
     
    Everything was still shades of grey. Nothing happened.

     

    or; their world is black and white until they look into their soulmate's eyes, and then they see color. One of them might be hiding something.

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    24 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ilya Rozanov does not allow himself to want things outside of his grasp. He has faced enough disappointment in his life to know that you do not set yourself up for such failure.
    Except.
    Except that he can’t help but think of Shane in almost every waking moment.

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    24 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    Hayden doesn’t know what to make of the way Ilya Rozanov is acting in his best friend’s hospital room.

    Or, another way people find out, post-Marlow hit

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    22 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 60

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    Ilya Rozanov is twenty years old when he notices that Shane Hollander doesn't shake anyone's hand.

    Of course, except Ilya's, that is.

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    Ilya's spiral from ages twenty to twenty-six.

    (FUCK AI)

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    21 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 73

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    Shane is tired of having to sit and be quiet while his teammates brag about their sexcapades, so he decides to not be quiet anymore and tell them all about how great Boston Lily is in bed.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    How did he let this happen?

    Shane's not sure.

    One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's gorgeous sweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...

    Well.

    Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.

     

    Or

    Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.

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    20 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    Ilya Rozanov is getting married to Shane Hollander in July. He finally has everything he could have ever wanted, except one thing -- a relationship with his older brother, who he quit speaking with after their father's funeral.

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    19 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 21

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    In his kitchen, Shane is in the middle of cooking something. There is a look of concentration on his freckled face. Sunlight is painting a picture Ilya wants to deposit somewhere safe.

    (Alzheimer’s is highly heritable. Towards the end, his father seemed to hold on to less and less of what made him the person he was. How do you know which memories to keep and which to throw away? How can he keep this one?) 

     

    OR: There is a slight delay in Ilya's arriving at the cottage. But they get there, eventually.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Shane ran, leaving Ilya to shatter to pieces alone.
    Luckily for Ilya, he had a Svetlana.
    (Un?)luckily for Shane? Ilya had a Svetlana.

    or

    Shane running after the tuna-melts kick-starts a depressive episode in Ilya. Luckily for both of them, Svetlana is Svetlana.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    “Hey,” Hollander says softly, settling a hand on Ilya’s back.

    Ilya turns away and fixes his gaze on a spot of chipped paint on the wall, trying to will the moisture trailing down his cheeks back into his tear ducts. “Sorry,” he whispers, shaking his head.

    He can’t actually remember the last time he felt so utterly mortified. This is not at all what he’d envisioned happening when Hollander asked for his room number. He’d guessed that a conversation was on the horizon; Ilya had just imagined it happening after he reminded Hollander exactly what he’d been missing while he was off being Rose Landry’s boyfriend. But no, Hollander always wants to clear the air, always needs to fucking talk, even though Ilya never has the right words for him.

    “Hey,” Hollander says again, somehow even more tenderly.

    The bed shifts, and suddenly Hollander is crawling into Ilya’s lap and cradling Ilya’s face in his hands and kissing him.

    (or, filling in the blanks between Ilya crying in Shane's arms and the bed being absolutely wrecked in the last shot of that scene)

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    14 Apr 2026

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    14 Apr 2026

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    At last, Ilya arrives at Shane’s cottage.

    After barely surviving the worst year of his life, the only thing that got him through was thinking about getting back to Shane, touching him again, finally getting those two weeks that Shane promised him all those months ago.

    But, bylat, why is Shane acting so weird?

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    12 Apr 2026

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    "Do you ever wonder-"

    "Oh god, yes," Ilya blurts out before he can even register the words leaving his lips. "Literally all the time."

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    AU where Ilya does cut things off before the cottage and Shane lets him.

    He watches Shane’s life and career from a safe distance, secretly looking forward to any games when they’d share the ice.

    Years on, Shane publicly comes out and transfers to the Ottawa Centaurs out of necessity.

    A story of repair. Eventually.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “My boyfriend thinks I’m an idiot,” Ilya says. "Well, not really but a bit, maybe.”

    “Your boyfriend?” Sandra, the queer studies professor sits down, hard.

    “Yes, he thinks it is not smart to say faggot in the locker room when you are locked in the closet and Russia has the keys.”

    Ilya had been talking about himself when he’d said it. Making a joke. Sailing a little close to the wind, sick of listening to the background hum of homophobic bullshit. But someone had been filming. The video went viral. The Raiders panicked under the terrible PR. Now he was here.

    Sent to Queer Studies 101 to appease twitter. Because he’d been cancelled. For being a homophobe. If was fucking ridiculous.

    He turns to the professor. “So, can you help me take on Putin and NHL at same time or I need more advanced class for this?”

    Plus Chapter 2 – Social media chapter. Once they've been outed, Ilya gets to demand an apology from twitter.

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    09 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 78

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    It's Ryan's millionth time being traded since his rookie year. No matter how many times it's happened, it's always hard and it always sucks. It always makes his anxiety flare.

    So during a preseason league event one of his first weeks in Toronto, it's not completely shocking that he gets a panic attack. What is shocking is Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Only when he closed the door behind him the four figures he hadn't even noticed were in the room stopped doing whatever they were doing and looked at him, surprise and confusion taking over their faces as they realized who had just come in.

    Hayden Pike was standing there. Next to him, sitting on a chair, was a very pregnant woman whom Ilya assumed was his wife. In another chair also sat an asian, elegant looking woman that Ilya recognised as Shane’s mother, and next to her was standing a middle aged white man that had to be Shane’s father.

    So much for you will be talking to the walls. Jesus Christ.

    or

    When Ilya goes to visit Shane at the hospital his parents, Hayden Pike and his wife are in the room. Even so, he finds himself being unable to leave. Stuff happens next.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    06 Apr 2026

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