The_Sadman



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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    Jonathan Alonzo Byers is going to kill himself on Saturday, November 12th, 1983. Or he might if he doesn’t spend the night in a jail cell. Because on top of everything else—his brother disappearing and turning up dead, his mother losing her god damn mind, Nancy convincing him his mother might have a point, some fucking portal in the woods opening up to another fucking dimension, Steve fucking Harrington calling him a screw up and a queer, at least two of his fingers feeling broken, and the handcuffs digging into his wrists during the uncomfortable ride in the backseat of a police car—he’s got a fucking boner.

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    5 times Jonathan thought about killing himself and 1 time Steve thought about killing Jonathan.

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  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    Jonathan moves like he’s trying to recreate a painting he’s never seen, one that’s been vaguely described to him. And Steve thinks that there’s some part, deep down, that does remember him, because, as unfamiliar with this person as he is, Jonathan still kisses him the way he used to.

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    Steve likes guys. He's liked guys since forever. However, he's never liked a guy as much as he likes Eddie, and his pining is getting a little ridiculous considering he's 80% sure Eddie likes guys too.

    So what does he do? Confess his feelings like a normal person? Date a girl who looks and acts conveniently like Eddie? Suffer endlessly and end up dying alone? No.

    He's whipping out the hanky.

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  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    The consequences of my actions and other things I'm having trouble coping with.

    Eddie fucked up big time, and the aftermath is bittersweet.

     

    Not really a standalone fic.

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  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    “He just doesn’t like me,” Steve says, in a plain, even tone. Just relaying the facts.

    Robin doesn’t really know what to say: she doesn’t say anything at all.

    The line falls silent, but Robin doesn’t hang up, and neither does Steve. After the uncomfortable pause…

    “I kissed him,”

    “Oh-,” She says, followed quickly by “Shit,” because what Steve is saying is confusing, but beyond that, she knows that is a fucked-up way to find out someone doesn’t like you.

    “Yeah,” Steve says.

    (Not as intense as the tags make it out to be.)

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