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   Faitour by GhostFox__Alex (orphan_account)

   Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Evolution SMP  

   • General Audiences
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   19 Dec 2024

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Anthony Viviano | Bigbst4tz2 & Everyone
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Secret Relationships (Find Out As You Read)
   • Life Series Ensemble (3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series)
   • Anthony Viviano | Bigbst4tz2
   • Evolution SMP Ensemble
   • Minor Characters
   • Anthony Viviano | Bigbst4tz2-centric
   • Anthony Viviano | Bigbst4tz2 Needs A Hug
   • Watcher Anthony Viviano | Bigbst4tz2
   • Psychological Trauma
   • Watcher Lore (Evolution SMP)
   • Misunderstandings
   • Insanity
   • POV Anthony Viviano | Bigbst4tz2
   • Hurt
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Trauma
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Insomnia
   • he's really going through it okay
   • it's not as bad as it sounds i swear
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Watcher Charles | Grian
   • Watcher Pearl | PearlescentMoon
   • Listener Martyn Littlewood | InTheLittleWood
   • Listener Jimmy | Solidarity
   • Watcher Annette Garrett | Netty Plays
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Additional Warnings In Author's Note
   • Tags May Change
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • The Author Regrets Everything
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Hallucinations
   • Scars
   • Hybrid Anthony Viviano | Bigbst4tz2
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Polyamory
   • Slow Burn
   • like the relationships aren't even HINTED at until chapter seven
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Pre-Relationship
   • Getting Together
   • eventually

   Summary

   Before the fifth season of the Life Series, BigB tended to watch the drama from the sidelines and usually only participate in things if another player dragged him along into it.

   Then the Watchers dragged everyone into a new season and forced them to carry out tasks for rewards. Wanting to play with BigB, disapproving of his lack of alliances, the Watchers centred their focus on him for the first half of session one.

   What follows is a downwards spiral, and a fic that fully embraces the tag 'It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better.'

    

   (AKA BigB's confusing antics in Secret Life, turned into an angsty fanfic.)

   Series

   • Part 1 of Traffic Light SMP

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   44,411

   Chapters:

   7/15

   Comments:

   27

   Kudos:

   56

   Bookmarks:

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   946

   Bookmarked by Umoona

   06 Sep 2025