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    ~And from your lips, he drew the Hallelujah

    Ilya Rozanov leaves Boston and signs with Ottawa, trying to fight a slow slide into emptiness and find meaning in his life again. Shane Hollander is a lonely, struggling artist who lost his spark. When they meet by chance, they both have to decide what's worth living for.

    Or…Shane never gets the chance to become a pro hockey player, so they meet a little later in life. Basically, they’re both sad boys, but the healing will be worth it. More baggage, fewer hangups.

    ~You see I used to live alone before I knew ya.

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    “So maybe we would have played together,” Ilya said.

    “Yeah. Maybe we would have been rivals,” Shane said, and that got a grin out of him. He couldn’t quite imagine it, but he thought that would have been fun, facing off against Ilya Rozanov. In another life.

    Ilya nodded slowly. “And yet here we are, meeting anyway. Maybe we were meant to.”

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    01 Jul 2026

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    During the 2014 MHL Awards, Shane and Ilya find themselves hiding out in the bathroom after a six month silence.

    Much to Shane's dismay, Ilya seems he could care less about the hell he put Shane through during those six, painful months.

    The two end up worsening their already strained relationship and Shane does not come to Ilya's penthouse afterwards.

    The chance of reconciliation is cut short when Ilya reads the stomach-dropping headline that The Montreal Metros' Shane Hollander had been in a severe car accident on his way back after the MHL Awards after party.

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    What if Shane stood his ground that fateful night in the Vegas bathroom?

    What if Ilya had to learn that a few of his last words to Shane after six months of silence was "I want you to suck my dick," and not "I love you"?

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    The Hollanov timeline diverges in 2014 with new twists and turns they'll have to navigate if they ever want to be together. (Danger is approaching...)

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    07 Jun 2026

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    It was new, knowing he was cohabitating with his mother. They couldn't speak, not truly, and he couldn't feel her touch barring occasional cold spots, but there was a weight in the air just knowing she was there. Growing pains, Ilya thought softly.

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    Shane and Ilya struggle to be together while juggling his dead ghost mother's unfinished business, the mental illness Ilya swears he doesn't have, homophobia Shane promises he's not a victim of, and Russia which seems unwilling to let them go.

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    07 Jun 2026