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    Like everyone else Dean has always looked forward to his 21st birthday, when his countdown timer would appear and tell him how much longer he had until he met his soul mate. And at least then he would know whether or not he was an alpha like John always wanted, even though the name of his soul mate was written in a weird language he couldn't read.

    But then it actually happened, and Dean was positive he actually met his soul mate... unless that was a dream. On the other hand, as the years go by and his countdown ticks away, the increased strength and vision, lack of a need for food or sleep, and weird new growths on his back that seem to be growing feathers(?!) suggest otherwise...

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    26 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    In the glass towers of Puerto Madero, Castiel has spent years pretending Dean Winchester is just another coworker—someone he only ever catches in passing, across cafeteria tables and crowded elevators. But after the company’s holiday party, one reckless night changes everything… and then Dean vanishes.

    The next morning, Castiel replays the memories he can’t forget—kisses, heat, guilt—while the office moves on like nothing happened. Until he checks the building cameras and sees the truth: Dean didn’t leave. He was taken.

    Now Castiel must find him through a Buenos Aires that never slows down, uncovering a forgotten past that ties them together—and facing what they’ve both been running from for years.

    What We Owed Each Other — a slow-burn Destiel office romance with mystery, danger, and second chances.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    Dean discovers there’s a lot of Dean/Castiel fanfiction. A LOT. Then, believe it or not, he makes the drive to meet Cas at the Gas-N-Sip. Oh look: it’s the fanfic gap in ‘Heaven Can’t Wait’.

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    13 Dec 2025

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    Dean came for the pool tables. He stayed for Cas, the older, tattooed bartender who never flirts but always steps in when Dean gets in over his head. One night, things go too far, and Cas crosses a line of his own. It could break Dean down… or be his lucky break.

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    16 Nov 2025

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    Dean finds the video by complete accident.

    Not that he was looking for anything in particular—finding time to watch porn nowadays is few and far between, with how often they’re on the road—but the thumbnail amidst the black background catches his eye. Two well-built men stare at the camera with their arms around each other’s shoulders. An obvious promo shot, but something about one of them seems…

    It couldn't be, Dean thinks, but clicks on the video anyway.

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    09 Nov 2025

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    In this post-God world, everything is different. A little quieter, a little softer.

    Cas grows a garden, Dean cooks, and they take care of each other.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    “My mom used to tell me that angels were watching over me.” Dean clears his throat and looks at the gargoyle statue that has become his friend over the past few months. “Maybe instead of angels we need gargoyles. With angelic names."

    While on lunch at Dean's new part-time job, he is driven out of the museum breakroom by his incessantly annoying boss. He seeks solace on the roof of the building with only a few gargoyle statues for company, and is especially drawn to one named "Castiel."

    Dean soon finds himself spending all of his breaks on the roof, talking to the statue. As time goes by, he even starts to view Castiel as a sort of confidant.

    But everything changes during Dean’s first night shift.

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    15 Oct 2025

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    The same day that little Sammy Winchester is born, Dean scents his true mate for the first time. He may not know what that scent is, but he knows that nothing has ever smelt that beautiful in his four short years of life and nothing else ever will.

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    21 Sep 2025

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    Lavender Fireflies Camp is possibly Castiel’s final chance to mend his troubled relationship with his daughter. After an ugly divorce and a nine-to-five job that only further distanced him from Claire, his sister — Anna — suggests spending two weeks camping with Claire. Castiel sees this as his opportunity to bring his daughter closer to him.

    He had not anticipated meeting a charming firefighter, Dean, on the first day and becoming instantly enchanted by him. Still, Castiel can’t help but feel disappointed when Dean seems to change his mind about them.

    Usually, the hippy, kumbaya shit that Sammy digs so much is a hard pass for Dean. But coming to Lavender Fireflies Camp wins big brownie points for allowing him to spend time with his brother and his daughter Emma.

    The last thing Dean expects to happen is to find sex on a stick and everything his dreams are made of in the guy with messy dark hair and blue-as-fuck eyes he meets there. Dean is immediately smitten. Too bad that being a jump-the-gun kinda guy, the first thing Dean assumes is that the redhead camping with Cas is his wife. Then he makes everything a fuckton more complicated for everyone, y’know, Winchester style.

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    03 Aug 2025

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    Castiel is a member of the Bratva who holds a lot of power inside and out of prison. Dean is a former Army medic whose big mouth got him into deep trouble with the Aryan brotherhood just weeks into his sentence. He needs protection, or his measly two years in lockup could end as a death sentence.

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    27 Jul 2025

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    Dean could tell you exactly how he came to be an enforcer for a long standing prison gang called the Alphas. Each tick of the timeline was bold and distinct. His dad had been second in command for years until he took a shiv to his kidney for stealing hooch from some meth head. That's what happened to drunks on the inside.

    Dean was practically born into prison life. With his mother dead and his dad locked up, he had spent all of his time trying to take care of his baby brother. Crime was the only method he'd been given.

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    22 Jul 2025

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    "I… I can't feel my toes. Or my fingertips. Is that bad?"

    Dean swore under his breath. "Uh, it ain't great, buddy. Can you move 'em?"

    Cas furrowed his brow in concentration. "I don't know. It burns. Why does cold burn?"

    "It just does, Cas." He picked up Cas' hand, and his fingers felt like ice. He peered at Cas' face, and caught a tinge of blue on his lips. "Shit. OK, Cas, we might be gettin' into territory where you think about usin' some grace. Not on me, I always run a little hot, but you're lookin' like you're gettin' hypothermia."

    "I don't think I can," Cas said slowly. "There's so little left, and I'm so cold..."

    "Shit." Dean scrubbed his hand over his face, then came to a decision. "Take off your clothes."

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    11 Jul 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 99

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    Castiel, youngest brother of the king and general of the armies of the north is given a bedslave - a male bedslave - for his 30th name day. Dean’s everything Castiel never thought he could have beautiful and defiant and their time together is some of the brightest he’s ever known. When the threat of war draws Castiel from their holdfast he can only count down the days until his return

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    11 Jul 2025

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    Long-time friends Benny and Castiel are about to start their fifth year working at the Lebanon Renaissance Festival. Every year it gets harder to ignore their simmering desire for one another, but this year might prove the hardest of all, because Cas’ high school crush Dean Winchester is back in town, and he’s literally a knight in shining armor. Set against a backdrop of jousts, swordplay, kilts, and sweltering heat, the summer promises to be full of surprises for everyone.

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    06 Jul 2025

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    The first time Dean and Cas kiss, it's not really even a kiss at all. It is not, however, the last kiss that they share.

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    Dean doesn't think about it. Not about what it means, not about what it makes them, not about how it affects him. This life—that's not how things work. It's just this, these "in the moment" moments that always slip right out of his fingers because he lets them. He doesn't try to hold onto them, and neither does Cas, and maybe they shouldn't.

    Cas kisses him like no one else does, like no one else ever has. Dean absolutely does not think about it unless it's happening to him, and then he doesn't have the ability to think at all. What does it say about him that he occasionally kisses his best friend, who's a man? Dean doesn't know, and he doesn't really want to find out, either. 

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    05 Jul 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 61

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    In the end, it’s desperation that makes Dean do it.

    Charlie chewed her bottom lip as if in thought, and it was probably (hopefully) the wine she had been sipping from for the better part of the evening that made her say what she said next,
    “You know, if push comes to shove, you got the looks to get yourself a sugar daddy.”

    Dean laughed it off and called her crazy, of course, but still.

     

    or, the one where Cas just wants someone to travel with, and Dean is fine with that, really, he is

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    29 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 54

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    Dean likes his job just fine for the most part. Sure, there are days, clients, that suck more than others (no pun intended), but overall, he makes a decent living out of it and experiences things most people couldn’t even dream of.

    Recently, there’s been a new client, though, and Dean wouldn’t trade him with any of his fellow whores for the world. Castiel Novak, or Cas, for short, is a walking conundrum. It starts with his name, really – I mean, who gives his real name to an escort?

    That’s not all, though. See, Cas had a very specific kink, the one thing that would get his rocks off like nothing else (or “help him achieve preeminent pleasure”, as he phrased it). To put it short, Cas had the hots for fucking people while they were sleeping.

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    29 Jun 2025

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    Dean has lived long enough denying himself what deep down he’s always known he wanted. Has spent too many nights buried in warm bodies, trying to ignore how their overly sweet Omega scents made him feel, pushing away his nausea when he washed slick off his body afterwards.

    Went through his ruts, alone and miserable, too afraid of the deep longing he felt for a body similar to his, for a musky scent surrounding him, was squeezing his knot to the wildest fantasies, only to bury them deep, deep inside a box in his mind when those days had passed.

    But after several failed relationships with Omegas and Betas alike, this might be his last chance at finding out what being with an Alpha really is like before he has to accept he’s going to die bitter and alone.

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    29 Jun 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 63

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    All Dean ever wanted was to help his baby brother get out of the shitty life their father raised them in. It was too late for him to escape a life of petty crime, but he'd be damned if he let it be too late for Sam.

    He thought he'd gotten him out for good too. Sam was finally a lawyer, just like he always wanted. He was free - but in the blink of an eye, everything came crashing down around them. After Jessica, Sam slipped further and further through the cracks, and one bad deal later had him kneeling at the boot of one Castiel Fucking Novak.

    Like hell Dean was going to let his brother become another cog in Novak's fucked up crime syndicate!

     

    (Title from "Million Dollar Man" by Lana del Rey)

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    29 Jun 2025

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    The wolf that rescued Dean from a Wendigo attack keeps hanging around, even after Dean’s healed. For such a large thing, he’s quiet. For an alpha, he’s respectful. Despite himself, Dean finds himself drawn to the wolf and friendship easily grows into something more.

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    24 Jun 2025

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