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    "Do you ever wonder-"

    "Oh god, yes," Ilya blurts out before he can even register the words leaving his lips. "Literally all the time."

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    AU where Ilya does cut things off before the cottage and Shane lets him.

    He watches Shane’s life and career from a safe distance, secretly looking forward to any games when they’d share the ice.

    Years on, Shane publicly comes out and transfers to the Ottawa Centaurs out of necessity.

    A story of repair. Eventually.

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    30 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 89

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    Shane Hollander was all numbers. Ilya Rozanov was words.

     

    Rated Mature for the heavy themes.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Troy is completely over his ex. He has an amazing boyfriend, a great dog, the best team in the league, and a life he could never have dreamed about in the closet.
    So of course, an unsolicited Instagram message from Adrian De La Cruz one Friday morning before practice, hits Troy like a freight train.

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    28 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Shane, Troy, one awkward encounter at a post-win celebration and one less awkward followup conversation.

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    28 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    Shane takes a deep breath and tries to calm down. "I'm just... I like kissing. Like a lot. With you. And sometimes I just want to kiss. Make out, whatever. I just feel like- is that weird? To like it so much?"  

    Ilya's heart squeezes in his chest. He wraps his both hands around Shane's neck and presses Shane against him. 

    "Moy pomodor, my love, my life, you silly little thing", he murmurs and kisses the top of Shane's head. "Of course it's not weird. Why were you nervous about that?"  

    He can physically feel Shane relax against him, as if someone cut off all the strings attached to his body. Shane lets out a huff of laugh and mumbles: "I don't know. I know I'm weird sometimes." 

    or, at the beginning of their relationship, Shane feels insecure for needing kisses and touches. Ilya comforts him. (Shane is just a small, autistic little bean and Ilya loves him dearly)

    Edit. Added chapter 2!

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    27 Jul 2026

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    The NHL keeps a Central Registry of every team’s Emergency Backup Goaltender, or EBUG, an individual who must be prepared to play for either the home or visiting team should both goalies be taken out of commission. When the Registry was digitized in the mid 90’s a clerical error was made, and David Hollander has remained on file as Montreal’s EBUG. When Boston plays a preseason game in Montreal at the beginning of the 2017/2018 season, both of their goalies are taken out and David Hollander suddenly finds himself in the net in Boston black and yellow.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    In the medieval kingdoms of the New World, power is built through alliances. Omegas born into royal blood are often promised in marriage to secure peace between nations.

    Prince Shane Hollander, a 21-year-old omega and heir of the Kingdom of Montreal, has always believed he would marry for love. But when the powerful northern empire of Russia proposes a political union, his parents see an opportunity that could strengthen their kingdom for generations.

    The proposed mate: Prince Ilya Rozanov, a 23-year-old alpha warrior known across the northern lands for his ferocity in battle.
    To secure the alliance, Shane must leave everything he has ever known and travel across the sea to a cold kingdom where he does not speak the language… to marry an alpha he has never met.

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    25 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 21

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    “Be careful, people might start thinking you care about me”

    “I do..”

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is eighteen, second overall draft pick, and quietly, a father. He's learned to carry both versions of himself with practiced ease.

    Then there's Ilya Rozanov: first overall, unbothered, and already taking up more space in Shane's head than he has any right to.

    Their rivalry is the story everyone wants to tell. Shane is starting to suspect the real one is something else entirely.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Shane is upset with himself for potentially ruining what little time he and Ilya have together at the cottage, before the launch of the Game Changers camp, due to some stomach bug he can't seem to get rid of.

    ______

    Or a year after the first summer at the cottage, Shane is spiraling once again, due to finding out he's unexpectedly pregnant.

    COMPLETED! 3.8.26

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    21 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 41

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    5+1 Scott introduces Kip to his friends. Or: The Big Get Scott Hunter Some Found Family Show

    5 times Scott Hunter is reminded of the people in his corner, and one time Kip expands the circle.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “Of course you’d defend the traitor fag-“

    There was a distinct thud as Captain Hayden Pike’s fist connected with the underside of the chin of one of his own players.

    Everything descended into chaos.

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    Pike and Hollander have been ride or die since day one, no amount of decade long secrets or team transfers could change that.
    That is an unfortunate fact for the Montreal Voyageurs.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “So you’re saying Hollander would’ve beaten Haller fucking unconscious or some shit?” Bood laughs, clearly amused by Ilya’s dramatics. He looks at Chouinard like it’s the funniest joke the evening has brought them so far and then looks back at Ilya. His voice dies down when he gets a wink as an answer, making Chouinard choke on his beer. “Oh, fuck, seriously? Are we actually talking about Holly?”

    Ilya Rozanov regularly gets called out on fighting his husband’s battles. He thinks people should be glad it’s him they’re facing.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “I was not supposed to,” Rozanov murmurs, his thumb pressing harder into Shane’s sore gland, drawing a small involuntary squirm from him. “Go into rut here. Now.”
    “But why-” Shane breathes, rubbing faintly against Rozanov’s chest, as if his body is trying to tuck itself closer on instinct alone. Rozanov lets out a rough sigh, his heartbeat stuttering loud enough for Shane to catch it.
    “It’s you that should be in heat,” he says—no, states, heavy with frustration. “I think we… combined?”
    “We synchronized,” Shane blurts, like the words arrange themselves for him, the one functioning corner of his brain lighting up in approval. “Fuck. That makes sense.”

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have a complicated relationship. That doesn't stop a very primitive part of their brains from deciding that they should mate for life.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    His skates felt heavier than normal, the gear he’s grown accustomed to felt foreign and out of place, and his stick felt too heavy in his hands. His mind couldn’t focus on where the puck was nor was he in the mood for the Red Jackets’ chirps. In all honesty, Shane wanted more than anything at this moment to go home, shower, and go to bed.

    That’s why he knew something was wrong.

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    20 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 13

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    Without Ilya noticing, Shane had waited, had collected data, had watched him and listened to him patiently, trying to find the right path to him until he could spot Ilya from miles away.

     

    or, Shane does exactly what Ilya needs.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Do you know how fucking hard it is to get under Hollander's skin? I'd pay good money to know what Hunter said.

    The downside of playing hockey is that retribution against another team isn't always swift. For Ilya Rozanov, retribution against New York Admiral Scott Hunter for his slights against Montreal Metro Shane Hunter is slow to arrive. But when that moment finally comes, it's sweeter than any fight he's ever picked on the ice before.

    Or the aftermath of Scott Hunter telling Shane Hollander he's starting to sound like Ilya Rozanov.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    His mother’s eyes darken with weariness Shane recognizes instinctually, a grief separate but not wholly unlike his own. A tear makes its way down her cheek, but Shane’s stay put, stubborn, cradled in his lashline like if he doesn’t cry, maybe none of this is as bad as he thinks it is.

    “Just—I just have to ask,” she says. Her voice lowers to a whisper, that ever-steady corner of her mouth wavering as her palm envelopes his cheek. “How long have you been hurting?”

    My whole life, probably, Shane thinks. I'm sorry. I just didn’t know.

    --

    [Or: Shane learns that skill, passion, and meticulous control aren't necessarily immunity, and that rest isn't something he's owed so much as he has to carve out for himself; sometimes with a whisper, sometimes with his pride on the line, sometimes on his hands and knees. And still, regardless, despite—he refuses to give up on this either, even if this time it means believing in himself instead of familiar schedules or rituals. Even if it means his whole life has to change to do it.

    Even if it means having to believe that he's worth that much in the first place.]

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Just the freakiest depiction of the downward spiral of hEDS and pots I’ve ever seen. Scary accurate. I’m hooked like a fish. This is like reading my struggles in a book.

  20. Public Bookmark 29

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    Shane has a migraine after the Montreal-Boston game and forgets about him and Rozanov’s plans to hookup that same night.

    What does Shane do about it?

    He lets him in.

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    Comments:
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    5,194

    17 Jul 2026

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