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Sometimes friends just secretly keep pieces of the other friend and makes sure it says near them at all time because they mean a lot to them. That not weird! And it’s totally not weird to use it for… extracurricular activities… sometimes you’re just trying to spicy up your me time and like I said earlier it’s just always there!
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Dean finds a couple of Castiel’s feathers that have fallen off and he keeps them on him at all times… and castiel can feel him play with them…
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Cas eats all the candy and Dean wanted some.
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Dean Winchester thought he had the perfect life until his world changes when his wife Lisa gives birth, and a complication arises that claims her life. Dean grieves while trying to raise his son, Ben, as a single parent and his brother convinces him to get out of the house for some time alone. He stumbles across Purgatory, a club that takes him into the world of BDSM and becomes a sub to a Russian Dom named Dmitri. He keeps his new life secret from his family and frequents the club for five years, trying his best not to fall in love with his dom.
Castiel Novak lived a simple life and thought he would be married by the time he reached 35, but had not found the man of his dreams yet. He taught kindergarten during the day, but by night, he was the most popular dom at Purgatory where he carried the persona of a Russian named Dmitri with an accent to go with it. For five years he has a regular sub named Michael and he tries his hardest not to fall for the man, but he can picture a future with him.
Then one day, five years after Michael and Dmitri meet, Dean walks into Castiel’s classroom as his son starts his first day of Kindergarten and everything suddenly changes for both men.
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14 Dec 2025
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The year is 1994: Mortal Kombat II is the best-selling arcade game, All-4-One are at the top of the charts, and grunge dies with Kurt Cobain. It’s also the year that Dean Winchester gets drafted to the biggest and most important professional wrestling organization in American history — the World Wrestling Federation. Rising quickly up the card thanks to his in-ring talent, mic-ability, and charisma, there’s only one thing standing in Dean’s way of becoming number one on the roster: Castiel Krushnic. Technically proficient and universally respected, Krushnic seems to hate Dean from their very first meeting for reasons that Dean can’t fathom, but sets about picking apart through outlandish and attention-seeking behavior.
It works. Pretty soon, Krushnic’s paying way too much attention and their fierce rivalry ends up sparking a passionate, toxic affair that burns bright and hot, and oh-so dangerous. Egos and obsessions get in the way of true happiness though, and combined with Dean’s escalating drug abuse, it sees the two of them struggling to keep themselves together and whole. After an inciting incident, they hit breaking point, resulting in betrayal, broken hearts, and career-ending injuries.
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14 Dec 2025
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Opening his own clinic, Doctor Castiel Novak is doing his best to get his business and brand out and established in his new community. What he doesn’t expect is to come face to face with his high school crush and first lover, Dean Winchester at a local LGBTQ community health event. He’s even more shocked when he learns that Dean is the popular bisexual porn star Dean Smith, who in between shoots volunteers at the local community college LGBTQ organization.
Though Castiel tries to brush their chance encounter off as nothing more than a sheer coincidence, suddenly Dean is everywhere. Dean makes it clear that he wants to see more of Castiel, but Castiel isn’t sure what to do about these conflicted feelings for Dean he’s had ever since he and Dean last saw each other years ago. Add in a brother and best friend/employee who seem determined to meddle in his love-life and Castiel is beginning to think the universe might just be pushing him and Dean Winchester back together.
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11 Dec 2025
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Dean is addicted to Castiel's Grace. Cas is content to give him as much as he wants, and more. Both get more than they bargain for when their uneasy courtship spirals out of control.
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- Part 1 of Graceless
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If Lisa Braeden acted how real women act, and Dean didn't fall victim to picket fence ending syndrome, and Sam never came back, and Cas didn't betray the shit out of everybody. Post-season 5 fix it.