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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    Eliott finds his eyes burning from holding back. He can repeat his words, he can shout them from rooftops, tell them to Lucas everyday.

    But the process of healing won't start until Lucas sheds his guilt...

    —or—
    A story of grieving and how support looks different for everyone.

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    04 Mar 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Because how does one have a conversation with a stranger just to explain that he is not in fact homeless. That he has a job. And an apartment.

     

    --or--

    Eliott, a kind stranger, mistakes Lucas' lack of warm clothing in January for him being unable to afford warmth. So he starts to give Lucas what he needs. He helps Lucas build a collection.

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    03 Mar 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 20

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    Lucas watched him wordlessly from the corner of his eye. His hand hovered over his tray, half-curled into a fist, knuckles bandaged tightly, like those of a boxer's. Eliott wondered how he'd hurt it. He had half a mind to take Lucas's hand into his own, curl his fingers around Lucas's, never let go. Their hands had fit so nicely on that bright, beautiful morning, clasped together against the cool white sheets of Lucas's bed.


    Lucas and Eliott's run-in at the school cafeteria, from Eliott's point of view.

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    12 Feb 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    Lucas and Eliott are friends when they're children. Then they stop being friends. Then they become more than friends.

    (basically, your standard childhood friends to lovers fic)

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    06 Feb 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    He knows Eliott smiles and laughs and his friends call him Eli or E, and only ever Eliott when something heavy happens. Or that Eliott runs around town like he is in a little gang. He knows Eliott doesn’t know him. Not intimately.

    Well, Lucas isn’t quite sure. But the one thing he is positive about. He wants to know Eliott. Because Eliott makes the grey taste a little sweeter. Bearable as it slithers down his throat.

    — or—

    Pearl River, Cadmium Yellow, Garnet, Black, Viridian, and Cerulean Blue. The colors that our boys fall in love to. 5 moments told in Lucas' pov and 1 in Eliott's.

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    05 Feb 2022

  6. Public Bookmark 44

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    “What he did so bad?” Eliott asks, his voice cold and emotionless. He's never asking questions. Ever.
    Boss looks up at him. Eliott keeps looking back without moving a muscle in his face.
    “Oh, him?” Boss points at the boy in the picture. “Nothing. He´s clean as lilium. But his father… his father owes me. You don't need to know the details. All you have to know is your target, which is this man.”
    Sure. Right. Yes, that's all Eliott needs to know.
    “He will be in the middle of a group of security guards,” another boss says. “He´s well-protected. His father expects a visit from us. And his son is everything to him. That's why he's the target. You have to punch where it hurts the most.”

    Right.

    OR: Eliott is an assassin and Lucas is the target.

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    31 Jan 2022

  7. Public Bookmark 51

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    Lucas does some breaking up and making up... not explicitly with the same person.

    A short, fun little University/ mutual friends AU.

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    27 Jan 2022

  8. Public Bookmark 12

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    Opening his eyes will also bring him back into the ceaseless flow of time, to the world, to the light. The light is fighting to get him: behind his lids, he sees a sea of orange-red. He is afraid of the light.
    *
    they just let me have my phone back and theyre walking me to the shower and to the bathroom and its not as bad as the worst time but it feels worse lucas it feels much much much worse
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    Eliott composes a series of unsent text messages in the aftermath of E8.

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    27 Jan 2022

  9. Public Bookmark 20

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    “that’s a really big dream.”
     
    “it’s my biggest dream.”

    “mine seems really lame in comparison.”

    “it’s not lame,” eliott rebukes, looking down at lucas for a moment before glancing back out into the distance. “i just… i just want more, you know? don’t you ever want more?”

    or: late night conversations

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    16 Jan 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 33

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    Lucas thought that he and Eliott were soulmates. Now, Eliott doesn't even know who he is. Lucas doesn't know what to do so he acts on impulse- if Eliott can forget, then so can he.

    aka an eternal sunshine of the spotless mind au

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    15 Jan 2022

  11. Public Bookmark 23

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    “No relationship is ever a cure for an illness, Eliott learned that the hard way with Lucille. But some people have such an important impact in one’s life they become something else. Lucas was never just Eliott’s boyfriend, he was something much bigger than that, a soulmate maybe. Lucas became that thing, that sweet relief that gave Eliott a break from his brain, but at the same time, he gave him the strength to fight for the good bits inside his brain because those, along with the not so good ones, are what makes Eliott who is. Lucas didn’t make him better, he made Eliott want to fight to get better and that’s all someone could ask for.“

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    15 Jan 2022

  12. Public Bookmark 13

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    Why wasn't  what he had, what he created, what he wanted— why wasn't  it enough for others? For himself. 

    It should have been. 

    But it wasn't.

    -or-

    Eliott spends his life running. He runs into Lucas. Maybe now he can find some direction of where to run to. Maybe.

    -or-
    That prompt: Lifting the other's chin up, kisses as promises, hiding your face in their neck (a hug)

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    13 Jan 2022

  13. Public Bookmark 42

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    That seems like the breaking point for Eliott.

    He backs away from Lucas as though he's been slapped, bumping into stray, pieces of furniture in his haste to make a beeline to the door.

    "Eliott -

    "I want to be alone," Eliott's voice is trembling and Lucas hates himself.

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    13 Jan 2022

  14. Public Bookmark 22

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    "He did everything he could to make sure Eliott was comfortable and knew he was not alone without interrupting his words."

    Or, the one where Lucas and Eliott talk and open up to each other about what was going through their heads during the past week.

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    10 Jan 2022

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    "What if I don't love you anymore?"

    What do you do when your worst nightmare comes to life? Lucas can't get Eliott's words out of his head, his worst insecurities coming to the surface once again.

    Or, our boys have a huge fight and some harsh words are said.

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    07 Jan 2022

  16. Public Bookmark 43

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    (Last time they were at the airport, Lucas kissed him.

    Which wasn’t a mistake, but was not the right thing to do, either. It was stupid, is what it was. Eliott was going away for a long time, with his two giant suitcases and dreams waiting to be fulfilled somewhere else, and it was very silly, to try and begin something, whatever this spark in Lucas’s heart was, here in the face of so many things coming to an end.)

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    07 Jan 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 83

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    According to the multiverse theory, besides the universe where Lucas’s family stayed together or where his eyes are a different colour, there also must be a universe where, somehow, Eliott loves him back.

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    26 Dec 2021

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Lucas is in his final year at the Paris Opera Ballet School and he’ll be damned if he lets his former friend-turned-rival Eliott steal the lead role in their production of Swan Lake.

    aka- lucas and eliott are rivals who are forced to room together for their final year of ballet school before they try to enter the company. we can all see where this is going.

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    23 Dec 2021

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Eliott’s world has always been black and white.

    He’s not even being dramatic— he’s already seven years old, he’s too old to be dramatic.

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    22 Dec 2021

  20. Public Bookmark 99

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    It makes him wonder, if there’s a universe where Eliott could remotely feel a little of what Lucas feels right in the middle of his chest, and, if by some luck, that universe is this one. Lucas wonders, and wonders, if this is the universe where he gets to be happy with the boy he loves.

    or

    the one where le gang goes on their first vacation together and everything feels epic, until it doesn't

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    22 Dec 2021

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