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Sam doesn't know what he's expecting to happen after Lilith's death. An overwhelming sense of satisfaction, maybe? The ability to look his brother in the eye and say "I did the right thing, I stopped a monster," and actually mean it?
Or maybe he doesn't expect anything. Maybe past the bravado and stubborn determination he doesn't actually want to come out the other end alive. Just wants a big showdown where he can make someone else feel as fucked up as he does.
Regardless, the absolute last thing he could have expected was for Lilith's death to be a bad thing. To be the straw that broke the camels back. But he's going to work with it, he's going to get the hell out of dodge and find a new normal.
Then again, can anything really be normal after you find yourself sharing a body with the devil?
[April 2021 note: this fic is NOT abandoned, health issues and deaths in my family are just keeping me from being able to write the topics addressed in this fic in a healthy way. Please be patient, thank you.]
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This is new to me, this is new to you by alpapaca
Fandoms: 闪耀暖暖 | Shining Nikki (Video Game)
11 Nov 2022
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After the Floral Encounter tea party, Dodora decides it is time to reach out to someone else.
Already living one identity crisis after another, Ashley takes a moment to think about what she deserves.
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Gabriel wants to set history to rights.
“This will be far worse for you than it was for him.”
“i know, but he didn't deserve it.”
His father agrees.
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Kakashi wonders distantly if this is what anger feels like. The deep feeling bubbling in his stomach and his chest takes a bit of effort to push down and he finds himself glad to have spent so long with a book in front of his face. He's not quite sure what his expression would have been if he was forced to make eye contact with the man.
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- Part 1 of Saline
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First work is essentially character study. It doesn't need to be read before the others, but the fics will occasionally reference some things from each other so I encourage readers to give them all a try!
After the first, each fic is a different possible timeline depending on where wartime!Kakashi & Obito get dropped. Usually this means ghost!Obito but there is an exception.
These are the current WIPs, which will be posted once they've been fully drafted:
Pippali - founders era
Betel - ANBU!Kakashi era
Duermeboca - ANBU!Kakashi era with a twist
Matico - starts at the end of the Pain arc- Words:
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Stiles' hands don't shake when he kills Theo. They're steady as he slits his throat, watching impassively as the blood drains onto the nemeton's stump, soaking into the dry, jagged rings.
His hands don't shake when he presses them against the blood-soaked stump, murmuring in a dead language he only knows because of the nogitsune. Magic flows from him, charging his words, his blood sacrifice. It seeps into the nemeton, cleansing and healing it, purging decades of misuse and abuse.
His hands don't shake as they call up the earth, revitalized from the magic he just poured into the nemeton, to swallow up the body he'd kicked to the ground, dragging it deep under the forest floor.
Before he leaves the clearing, he pulls a bottle of water from his backpack, washing Theo's blood from his hands. They don't shake then either.
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28 Nov 2025
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Time travelers who plan to kill Superman never account for Martha Kent in their plans. She may not be the World's Finest, but she's a mother with a shotgun, and all told that might be scarier.
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- Part 4 of Sorrowful and Immaculate Hearts
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09 Oct 2025
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It’s Not Pretend When It’s Real by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella) for Swlfangirl
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
27 Jul 2020
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“At least we got this far,” Stiles argued. “Could’ve been worse. For now, they know he’s taken by someone in the pack.”
“Mm hm,” Lydia said, giving him a look. “You realize that you are now going to have to pretend to date Derek, right?”
Stiles rolled his eyes. “Oh no, what a hardship. That sucks, boo hoo.” He motioned Derek emphatically. “He’s like, my best friend.”
“Hey!” Scott insisted.
“He’s like, my second best friend,” Stiles amended. “It’s fine, we’ll figure it out. Right?” He turned to grin at Derek, who was scowling at him.
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26 Aug 2025
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Prompted by @ssree: Deaton refuses to teach Stiles anything useful about magic, so Stiles does research om his own and stumbles on a forum/SoMe site for supernaturals. Maybe he finds friends and/or peole willing to teach him the basics. And then things go south in BH.
What the prompt says.
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15 Jul 2025
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It was a sad day when one had to resort to time travel because things were just so fucked up. Stiles should know. He went back to undo the whole ‘Beacon Hills is a death trap’ thing but for now he would just settle for knowing where the fuck he was. Even the year would be a nice start. Someone? Anyone?
Or, the one where Stiles travels back in time, karma comes to bite him in the ass, and he ends up as Kate Argent's hunter mentor. He didn't take Peter Hale into account either, and he definitely didn't sign up for everything that came after.
His life.
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09 Oct 2024