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Lew can’t die because the person next to him is the most important to him in the whole entire world. If Dick Winters went down today then Lewis Nixon wouldn’t be too far behind. He didn’t have anyone back home to think on. Not really. He didn’t need to look back across the ocean to have someone to fight for, he just had to look forward at the man who was leading him. He has no reason to go back and every reason to stay.
---Bastogne is cold, Dick is sick and filled with guilt, Lew stays.
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*New Christian Horner allegations raise questions at Red Bull*
The article title still doesn’t mean anything to him, so he keeps reading
"Christian Horner’s sudden exit from Red Bull has drawn much speculation. . . A reliable source has come forward with new accusations. . . Even more disturbing is the alleged past sexual relationship with an underage team member at Red Bull."
George feels the color drain from his face. He snatches the phone, scrolling through the rest of the article. The name of the supposed underage team member is never stated, but as far he’s aware Max is the only one in the team's history.
---Secrets brought to light make life miserable for Max. George helps him cope the best way he knows how.
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- Part 2 of Dance With the Devil
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“It does not matter. It was a long time ago.”
George wishes he had denied it. Told him he had it all wrong. But his words are confirmation enough. A shaking hand comes up to cover his mouth, he thinks he may be sick.
“You never- why didn’t you ever say anything?”
“There was nothing to say."
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Max checks in on Kimi. George checks in on Max. He finds out some things he wishes he hadn't.Series
- Part 1 of Dance With the Devil
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“Is something wrong with the car?”
“No- uh- no-” He clears his throat, trying to catch his breath. “I think- mmm- I think I am going to pass out.” He knows those are not words he should be saying on the radio. It’s dangerous. Anyone could hear it. But-
“Max, pull off to the side. Now.”
Max would shake his head but he knows it’s a bad idea. “No, No,” but he’s having trouble getting the words out. They're slurring together and the pulse behind his eyes is unrelenting. The world’s nothing more than a black and white blur, GP’s voice struggling to be heard over the intensifying ringing. “I-I can make it to pit I just-”
“Now Max.”
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Max has been struggling since Silverstone. It finally catches up with him in Austin.Series
- Part 2 of Silverstone Crash
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Daniel releases a breath before turning back to Max. The kid is pale, shaking like a leaf and staring past Daniel towards where his father just exited. “Max,” he goes to put a hand on his shoulder but decides against, letting the hand awkwardly fall back to his side. “Are you alright?”
“Why - why would you do that?” There's a heat behind the words Daniel hadn't been expecting.
“A thank you would suffice.” He can’t help but throw back. He’s not sure exactly what he had been expecting. Certainly not the kid to bow down and start praising his name. But he hadn’t been expecting hostility.
“Why would I- what did you do?” Panic is creeping in, and while Daniel would have expected it around the time that bright red handprint appeared on his face, now, when his father is actually gone?
---Daniel stands up for Max when Jos takes things too far. The result is... unexpected.
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"Charles, what’s up?"
There was a brief pause on the other end, followed by a shaky exhale. "I'm sorry, I know it's late. Or early. I just..." Charles trailed off, his voice strained. "It's Max. He’s gone."
"Gone?" Daniel sat up sharply, "What do you mean 'gone'?"
"From his place in Monaco. He left a note and I can’t read most of it ‘cause it’s in Dutch but it’s bad, Dan. It’s bad and I don’t know who to call."-=-
Max's never had to cope before, it's just something that's always happened. Until it doesn't, and he can't.
Ft. the effects of being raised like a champion racehorse, friends that make you realise there's more to life than this and a hard reality check.
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What he feels for Daniel is unmistakably jealousy, the kind that wrings out his stomach like it’s a dirty dishcloth.
But despite that, he can't hate Daniel. Everyone loves Daniel. It's impossible not to love Daniel, even Max can't help it.(Maxiel slow burn with a lot of angst)
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Max opens his mouth and then closes it, looking away. What he did during last year was work his ass off and try to not give in to it. What he has done today - this weekend, in fact - is exactly the opposite. Working himself sick, pushing himself to exhaustion - it worked, for a while. Now it just feels like he’s drowning.
or: Max doesn't allow himself to accept the possibility that he might need help. Gianpiero, once again, is a good man.
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- Part 3 of sing him praises.
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For the briefest, most shameful moment, Gianpiero wanted to get up and walk away, letting the wind have whatever pieces of Max were falling apart out here.
or: Max talks about dying. Gianpiero listens.
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- Part 9 of sing him praises.
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Bookmarked by anemptyflask
26 Nov 2025
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Max's well deserved "I am the team" rant

