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  1. Public Bookmark 70

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    "Charles, what’s up?"
    There was a brief pause on the other end, followed by a shaky exhale. "I'm sorry, I know it's late. Or early. I just..." Charles trailed off, his voice strained. "It's Max. He’s gone."
    "Gone?" Daniel sat up sharply, "What do you mean 'gone'?"
    "From his place in Monaco. He left a note and I can’t read most of it ‘cause it’s in Dutch but it’s bad, Dan. It’s bad and I don’t know who to call."

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    Max's never had to cope before, it's just something that's always happened. Until it doesn't, and he can't.

    Ft. the effects of being raised like a champion racehorse, friends that make you realise there's more to life than this and a hard reality check.

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    31 Dec 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark *

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    What he feels for Daniel is unmistakably jealousy, the kind that wrings out his stomach like it’s a dirty dishcloth.
    But despite that, he can't hate Daniel. Everyone loves Daniel. It's impossible not to love Daniel, even Max can't help it.

    (Maxiel slow burn with a lot of angst)

    tags will be updated as i post more chapters. content warnings will be in the notes

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    12 Dec 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Max opens his mouth and then closes it, looking away. What he did during last year was work his ass off and try to not give in to it. What he has done today - this weekend, in fact - is exactly the opposite. Working himself sick, pushing himself to exhaustion - it worked, for a while. Now it just feels like he’s drowning.

    or: Max doesn't allow himself to accept the possibility that he might need help. Gianpiero, once again, is a good man.

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    26 Nov 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    26 Nov 2025

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    Max's well deserved "I am the team" rant

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    The canon divergent, angsty, post Spanish Grand Prix.

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    26 Nov 2025

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  6. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Yeah, well consider it festered,” he spits out. “It isn’t something I can do so easily.”

    “What isn’t?”

    “The waiting. The waiting around,” he answers, and even he can hear the frustrated tone of his voice. He thinks he is probably not entitled to it, considering that this conversation is a cancerous growth from the desire that he can’t let go of. “I cannot just sit quietly for the next time you want me. There’s no time in the day for that.” There’s hardly time now. The fucking title hangs in the balance, and Daniel comes to him wanting to talk now.
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    Or, Max and Daniel have a brief reunion after quali for the 2025 Vegas Grand Prix

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    25 Nov 2025

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  7. Public Bookmark *

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    It’s the 2023 season. Max is outed through a leaked sex tape. Daniel watches it all unfold.

    If the tags worry you, I put some notes in the end. Chapter 1/2

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    23 Nov 2025

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  8. Public Bookmark *

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    Max prides himself on his lack of self-depreciation. For all of Max’s flaws, he’s never been one to blame himself for problems that aren’t his fault. It doesn’t count that he blames himself for all the people that leave - those are his own fault. He has enough evidence to prove it too.

    Or, five people who leave Max, and one person who leaves, but comes back.

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    21 Nov 2025

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  9. Public Bookmark 38

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    What if the collision between Max and Lewis had a bit more serious consequences for Max?

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    18 Nov 2025

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  10. Public Bookmark 19

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    Baku 2018 cuz why not? Max tries to apologize after their crash, but Daniel is too angry to hear it and lashes out. He hurts Max and just wants to make things right.

    This is more pre-slash, not explicit relationship. Can be read as pre-slash or just friendship.

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    18 Nov 2025

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  11. Public Bookmark 9

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    He ignores the cameras, the reporters, and anyone else that tries to talk to him; he doesn't shake hands with Charles; he steps on Daniel's foot when he gets off the weights; and he shoves past Lando. He gets mad about everything in the garage, the people that try to stop him, and the way they look at him with pity, which he thinks would be fucking fantastic if it didn't make him so ashamed.

    or: Max struggles to be back in Sliverstone. Even those closest to him cannot always understand everything.

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  12. Public Bookmark 17

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    Max feels strangely warmed by Brad's offer. It's nice. Nice to be cared about, liked, appreciated. Even though Max is not sure how good of an idea that would be, to speak to someone about this, or how much damage it would cause. And that's one of the most terrifying things of all; consequences.

    or: Brad thinks Max's scars are the result of self-harm. They are not.

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    18 Nov 2025

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  13. Rec 22

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    For the briefest, most shameful moment, Gianpiero wanted to get up and walk away, letting the wind have whatever pieces of Max were falling apart out here.

    or: Max talks about dying. Gianpiero listens.

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    18 Nov 2025

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  14. Rec *

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    Jos Verstappen dies and the grid slowly realizes that they’ve never really known Max at all

    or 10 times Max shatters everyone's view of him and reinforces their view of his father

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  15. Public Bookmark 66

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    he finds max on the floor with all the lights off, almost tripping over him. “baby,” he says, heart already in his throat. “whatcha doing down there?”

    or: max said he was struggling with blurry vision at the u.s. gp, 3 months after his 51G crash in silverstone. naturally had to write how daniel would've handled that.

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  16. Public Bookmark 32

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    Max feels it before it happens. He’s coming towards the Raidillon on his first out-lap when the car twitches, flinches something unnatural under his hands. Suspension, he has time to think, and then the car is sliding.

    Afterwards, all he can remember is the feeling of turning, falling. The quiet rush of air. The crunch.

    or, daniel and max in the aftermath of a crash.

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    18 Nov 2025

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    Dick could take a little tedium for the sake of the men, and he could take a hint of moral turpitude for Nix.

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    18 Nov 2025

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  18. Public Bookmark 14

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    “—and you pick them up and put them where they shouldn’t be.”

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    18 Nov 2025

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  19. Public Bookmark 1

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    Resting the gun under his chin, Wayne took a moment to breathe. He wasn’t entirely sure what you were supposed to think, or even say, when you’re about to kill yourself. He wondered if he should write a note. Maybe a simple “Sorry I was a fuck-up” or “Hope the cleaning bill isn’t too much”.

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    18 Nov 2025

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  20. Public Bookmark 28

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    The figure crouches down, and it’s easier to see him now. His blue-gray eyes hold the beginnings of amusement, if that counts for anything. Said sunlight is making his red hair light up all golden-like. The name tag on his uniform reads “Winters” which is almost an irony. “You look a little worse for wear, soldier,” Winters says.

    It takes Lew a minute to find himself. “Yeah?” he answers finally. “Well, you look—”

    But however Winters looks, he is not to know. Rather than finish his sentence, Lew rolls over onto his side and loses that second half of his lunch. Puking is an activity he’s friendlier with than he’d like to be, he’s very familiar with the territory. It’s been a long time, however, since he’s had a hand on his back, patting him through the worst of it.
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    Or Lew finds out what devotion really means in the shape of someone who could never return it

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    18 Nov 2025

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