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re: hi by fleezerweezer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:
They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.
After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%
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Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?
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- Part 1 of re: hi
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The Owners Have Entered the Chat by fffpppp
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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The team owners discuss Hollander's move to Ottawa.
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- Part 3 of Panic! At The League
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Ilya Rozanov does not come pre-installed with good communication or healthy coping skills. Is he going to seek out help on his own? Hell no! But when a family member kills himself, fellow Boston Raider and friend Cliff Marleau decides that Ilya is going to therapy come hell or high water. And Ilya... well, Ilya is just playing along to keep the peace. Right? He doesn't need therapy. But if it helps his friend be less worried, so be it.
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What if Ilya came into the tuna meltdown with slightly upgraded social skills and no one actually ran away before they had a conversation?
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The summary doesn’t do this fic justice, but it is accurate. Sweet. “What if Ilya had a therapist and cliff was emotionally intelligent?”
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The idea of being alive was never appealing to Kit Warren, a gay teenager who works as a prostitute. He feels intense regret for nearly everything he does, which he numbs with substances - often provided by his friends, who try their best but succumb to their own vices. His life seems to turn around when he becomes close friends with his history teacher, Mr. Foster, who gives him valuable life advice. But when a series of increasingly traumatic events occur, Kit is challenged to fight to survive in ways he never expected.
A Full Moon's Eye is a sprawling story, an incredibly disturbing and gripping look at the worst case scenario, set in a struggling suburban town in the American Midwest. It is as philosophical as it is psychological, and every new horror seems to multiply with each new chapter.
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Chpt 9
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What if when Angela came home to find Wesley on the couch after he OD’d, he was dead?
She doesn’t tell anyone, not when Lucy is missing. Wesley is dead, Lucy is not, and they need to focus on finding her. Nothing will bring Wesley back, but she can still help Lucy come home.
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- Part 1 of What if Wesley Died?
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Hope You're Not Waiting For Me to Wait For You by Latigra
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 May 2026
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AU where one of Shane’s rookies comes out early on in his career. Organized in chronological order.
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A Court of Vice and Victors by wishcamper
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
23 Feb 2026
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“Then stop, Cassian!” She was shouting now, inches from his face. “Stop fighting for my life! I never asked you to! Forget about me and move on!”
A sparkling tear froze on the tip of her eyelash and he felt a triumph in it, this sign that she was in there somewhere. His hands ached for her. This had all gone so differently in his head.
“I can’t,” he admitted.
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Or, a therapist's attempt at an ACOSF rewrite, because trauma's a bitch and muscling through isn't the only way.
Featuring:
-Nesta's alcoholism and trauma taken seriously
-IC family dysfunction reckoning
-recognition of Illyrian oppression and effects of colonization
-women being resourceful and empowered in spite of their circumstances
-healing not being a straight linepro Nesta, pro healthy Nessian, anti nobody, pro everyone is capable of change
CW: This work explores themes of trauma recovery, colonization and systemic racism, and gendered violence and reproductive abuse, and contains mentions of physical and emotional abuse, suicidal ideation, abortion, substance use, and sexual assault. Specific warnings will be included for each chapter, please take care of yourself.
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“Hey,” he says again. Like he’s waiting for Steve to turn and look at him. And Steve has to swallow hard as he twists back around. Can’t help but notice how hot this guy really is. How much of his type he really is. Nothing like Tommy but a lot like his porn preferences. Nothing like anyone he has been with before but a lot like the fantasies he’s had.
“Yeah?”
“Come here.”
Come here. Oh, it’s so simple but what blossoms inside Steve is overwhelming. It spreads, multiplies and grows, in that one little moment. Like a virus. He’s plagued with it. Words he always wanted from Tommy but always got ‘go away’ or ‘get off’ instead.
Steve steps towards him. Because it would go against every single instinct if he didn’t.or
Newly single, flight attendant Steve Harrington is getting over a toxic relationship, when rockstar Eddie Munson stumbles onto the 8.15am flight to Chicago and causes severe turbulence.
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On the outside always looking in by hello_God_its_me_Sara
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
05 Mar 2023
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fueled by @yuttikkele's post on tumblr
"I still honestly loved my idea of MCU!Harry Osborn being the kid that died right before high school, and everyone thought Peter was his best friend, but they barely knew each other and met one time. I just thought that idea was fun."
In which I an unfortunate DEH apologist wrote up an outline for
full post: https://www.tumblr.com/yuttikkele/710793301927903232
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Jason only came back to confront Batman and kill the Joker. His job is done.
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Worthless Necessity by Kirityu_Ryukaro
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
13 Apr 2022
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Quirks aren't everything in this world, nor is your family status.
Animals are treated less than humans, even though they have the capacity to feel emotions and think for themselves. They're pushed away, merely because they're not human. Nezu? Heck, he's so smart, everyone's scared of what would happen if they got on his bad side. Half the society, at the very least, still think that he's just an animal.
Midoriya? No quirk, he's ranked even lower, less than human. At least Nezu still had a quirk.
At least, that's what they thought.
Warning: This fic contains depression, suicide, self harm, etc.
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- Part 1 of The Worthless Necessity Series
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I Will Teach You by Patroclus19
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 May 2026
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Ilya learned very young to hide his softness. He knew now it was only allowed to exist in the quiet, in the twenty minutes of empty ice he carved out for himself after practice.
Shane wasn’t supposed to see it.
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 May 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
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A cancer diagnosis forces Shane and Ilya to stop pretending they have time. They don’t slowly fall into each other—they crash into it, trying to make up for seven years of almosts and what-ifs. But illness doesn’t magically fix who they are. The same walls, fears, and habits that kept them apart are still there—only now they have to face them while fighting something much bigger than themselves.
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- Part 2 of Something Worth Hanging
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Beautiful
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the morning light is turning blue (the feeling is bizarre) by secretly_a_savior
Fandoms: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse)
09 Apr 2026
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“I know.” Leon breathed. “I know. There’s something wrong with me. You- I think you know what it is. You have to help me.”
Chris dropped the phone, the receiver catching on its coiled line and slamming into the wall. The sound made Leon flinch.
“You have no idea what you’re talking about.” Chris let out. “You’re in shock.”
Leon heaved himself backwards with great effort, leaning backwards in the chair instead of forward. He revealed the only clean part of his body- his neck.--
In 1977, Chris Redfield was exposed to an experimental Umbrella pathogen that turned him into a creature of myth. In 1999, he's living in Raccoon City, a Police Lieutenant in the prestigious STARS program, and assigned to train a rookie with a penchant for the occult and a loud mouth.
(RPD/Vampire AU.)
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After surviving horrors together in a hardcore Minecraft world, Parrot loses Wifies in a catastrophic explosion and retreats to a snowy mountain, building a cabin to escape the pain. Months later, compelled by forces he doesn’t understand, Parrot returns to the ruined prison and finds Wifies alive but unconscious.
As Wifies slowly recovers and regains fragments of his memories, Parrot becomes hyper-vigilant, treating him like glass to protect him from danger, rather, from Wifies himself. Through quiet routines, acts of care, and shared confessions, their bond and trust are rebuilt, almost as if the world itself reset to give them a second chance. Amid the changing seasons, they learn to live together in safety and warmth, finding love and peace forged from survival and trust.
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Parrot's life after Wifies died, one day he decides to go back to Paragon, he doesn't know why and he finds Wifies there.
Wifies doesn't remember anything from the start of the mafia arc and is utterly confused.
The story follows Parrot and Wifies rebuilding their life, and developing a deeper bond than before as well as fragments of the past continues haunting them, challenging the very bond they created.
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Bro awesome work abt WIFIES living
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Reshaping Fate: A Journey Through Lives by Ruuxa
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
02 May 2026
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After Jiang Yanli died, there wasn't much left. But his last straw broke during the siege. He made a decision: he wanted to shatter his soul. With all his sins, he believed he should never be allowed to reincarnate. But someone had other plans for him.
When he awoke, his soul was intact, and Meng Po, the goddess of forgetfulness herself, offered him her help-help for a happy ending with his soulmate. But he had to fulfill some conditions.
Why would such a powerful entity help him? Was she the only one? Would he be able to abide by the agreements, or would he give up
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Time travel reincarnation
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“I think I could love you the way that you deserve to be loved.”
“How?” Jungkook whispers, and his voice is so fragile that Jimin worries he’s going to panic, that he’s going to end the conversation.
“Slowly,” Jimin murmurs back. “So slowly that you don’t even realize it’s happening. You’ll wake up one day and my touch won’t scare you away, but you’ll crave it. Softly enough that when you think of my hands brushing your skin, you won’t flinch, and instead you’ll feel safe. Quietly, but with all of the passion that you deserve to feel. In a way that you won’t doubt it when I tell you that I do love you. When I reach for you, you’ll know it’s because we mutually belong to each other, and I’d proudly and firmly declare it to anyone that doubts the way that I feel. Intense enough that you only feel overwhelmed in all of the best ways because you can tell that I love you. Like that,” Jimin whispers.
“Is that what it’s supposed to feel like?” Jungkook asks in a small voice, and Jimin can only dip his head in confirmation. “I’ve never felt it.”
“You deserve to,” Jimin can’t help but tell him.
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Jungkook's never tried to heal from the trauma all those years ago. Until he meets Park Jimin.-
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Cute
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Markiplier Things by Starsirrah
Fandom A Heist With Markiplier (Web Series), In Space With Markiplier (Web Series), Iron Lung (2026), iron lung - Fandom, markiplier - Fandom, Markiplier TV (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF, Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series)
01 May 2026
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He comes at night, on the eve of a storm that will last for seven years. She cannot know it then; only when the veil of perpetual blizzard seals the south from the rest of the world and she is a sea away in the belly of the empire will Katara understand her fate.
“I need your help.”
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OR: Eleven years after the death of the Avatar, the Fire Nation’s prince asks for a favor.
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For later