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    “Mmm. You want it bad,” Ilya purrs, teeth grazing the column of his throat.

    “Yeah,” Shane whines, hating how petulant it sounds. A fresh flare of determination rises up in response. “Just give it to me. Ilya. I can—just go hard. Just make it fit.”

    Ilya laughs quietly, incredulously. It’s hot against Shane’s ear. “Make it fit."

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    Or: in the midst of a stressful season, Shane's a little... out of practice. He's not gonna let that stop him getting what he wants.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    The prospect of two uninterrupted weeks — the kind of time they’ve never had together — stretches out in front of him like a fever-dream. It doesn’t make him ease his grip. It makes him want to cling tighter. It makes him feel crazy; makes him breathe in the woodsy scent of Ilya’s hair right down into his lungs like he hopes it’ll take root there. He wants to climb inside Ilya and never come out.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    It’d made his skin warm all over again, knowing how the bruises had gotten there, thinking about it. Fucking like animals outside because they couldn’t make it indoors, couldn’t wait to get clean before they’d needed each other too badly and nature had run its course.

    Shane’s entire life is control, control, control. This thing—with sweat and teeth and no definable rules, unravels him in a way that he would never have thought to expect.

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    Or, revelations on the table and a looming two week timer counting down, Shane and Ilya spend some time navigating intimacy more freely than ever before.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    The Uber drops Ilya off and then speeds away, the last screech of sound disappearing from the empty dark alleyway behind Hollander’s place. Ilya lights a cigarette and fishes his phone out of his pocket.

    Lily: let me in

    The minutes tick away with no answer. Ilya continues to smoke, the dark amusement in his belly swelling as he pictures the petulant pout on Hollander’s lips as he ignores Ilya.

    Lily: you might be loser tonight but you don’t have to be sore loser

    He drops his cigarette and grinds it out under his heel.

    A minute passes. Two minutes. Then the sound of feet thumping down the stairs, and Hollander opens the back door.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    It takes living through four iterations of the exact same day for Shane to think, okay. Maybe this doesn’t have anything to do with hockey.

    In his defense, it’s not like time loops come with a manual.

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    25 Jun 2026