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A year after the battle with Chuck, Dean and Cas move to Los Angeles to live out their official retirement. Dean decides to finally give firefighting a try and ends up assigned to the 118. Just his luck, there's a massive thunderstorm brewing on his first shift...
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And so on an unremarkable Thursday, Evan Buckley takes his own life.
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everything you have ever done, you have done for love by myaimistrue
Fandom Supernatural
14 Apr 2021
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It isn't easy to figure out who you are. Hunting monsters, being the Righteous Man, and killing God--well, they only make it harder.
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30 Nov 2024
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Does it count as a midlife crisis when you buy a house and renovate it in secret, not telling your brother a single thing about it?
Well, Dean most certainly doesn't handle Cas' death very well and so somehow he ends up grieving in his own special way: by building a home and praying that one day he will share it with someone very particular.
Deep down Dean knows it's a futile hope and probably not really healthy to cling onto it so desperately, but at the end of the day dreams occasionally come true, even for a Winchester.
Right?
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27 Nov 2024
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Castiel gives Dean a late night lesson in scripture interpretation.
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04 Sep 2024
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Charlie is back in all her glory. The Winchesters have showed up on her doorstep and she’s making the best of it the only way she knows how. By being the little sister Dean never wanted and shipping the shit out of Destiel.
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13 Aug 2024
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It almost feels like, if Dean went to sleep right now, he could get it back. Like he would slip right back into the dream, and it would pick up where it left off. But Dean doesn’t even want to, now that he can see that world for what it is: a cheap hallucination, poking at all his weaknesses, going right for the soft underbelly Dean never shows.
All that work. All that work Dean had done over the past few weeks, trying to numb himself and act like he’d forgotten about it. And now it feels like the Empty took Cas all of five minutes ago, all over again.
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A post-15x19, forty one year-old Dean gets a taste of what twenty seven year-old Dean went through in 2x20, “What Is and What Should Never Be,” and sees how the shape of his own happiness has changed. Then life goes on, same as it ever was—except for the dreams he starts having at all hours of the day, and a familiar voice on the phone that's starting to sound a little too real.
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Bookmarked by antibuck
06 Jul 2024