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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    Jax looks down at the sink, comprehending nothing. There is a corpse in the mirror, in the water. Rotting meat, decomposed flesh. He smells blood. There’s no blood here. He can’t even bleed anymore, no matter how much he wants this to hurt. No matter how much he needs this to hurt for him to feel even remotely alive.

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    A deeper look into Jax's dissociative episode, nihilism, self-hatred, suicidal tendencies, and panic attack at the end of Episode 6. The clock is ticking, and it appears as if our favorite rabbit is one step closer to abstracting......

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    25 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    “I’d like it if you got up.” She smiled, like she was challenging him. He stopped laughing and let his head fall back heavily. At that moment, everything about him could be described that way.

    Heavy.

    “I don’t want to get up anymore.”

    Fuck.

    They say a drunk mind speaks a sober heart. Jax is breaking hers.

    (I’m sorry but Episode 6)

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    21 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    Taking place the night of Episode Six after the award ceremony. Jax’s thoughts were too loud, so he decided to go outside to cool off. Turns out the person he least wanted to see had the same idea.

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    16 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 98

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    That was when the knock came.

    Buck flinched, blinking sluggishly, his fever-addled brain taking a second too long to catch up.

    Outside his window, Athena stood with her arms crossed, one eyebrow arched, watching him with something between exasperation and concern.

    "You gonna come inside, or are you planning on sleeping out here in the driveway?"

    Buck swallowed, his throat scratchy and raw. "I was just—"

    "About to drive off?" she finished for him, her voice dry but not unkind. "Looking like that? Buck, honey."

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    Or, Buck is sick but instead of driving home, he drives to Athena and Bobby's place

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    03 Apr 2025

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    and ill cry then yeh?

  5. Public Bookmark 56

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    Buck was a-okay

    At least that's what he convinced himself after the events of the tsunami. But when sent out on a water rescue that didn't go so smoothly, he realised that maybe he wasn't so fine after all.

     

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    Buck goes surfing (without a board)

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    21 Mar 2025