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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Things looked different in the dark. Bad ideas seemed better. The shape of love was ill-defined and made out by feel instead of sight– fingers tracing jagged edges until they appeared smooth. Glossing over imperfections the eyes refused to miss. In the dark things were shadows and echoes. Easier to tilt the head, strain the ears and call it love.

    Something about the dark and the night and the moon– Makes me into a fool, the brunette thought to himself. Dazai’s gut twisted with a small shame.

    Something about the dark. The night. The moon.

    People are blood and water. And like the tide maybe the moon moved people too. Sent them places the sun wouldn’t take them. Parted their loosened lips to kiss and whisper secrets against their better judgment.

    Dazai rolled over, turning his back to the window. He pulled his covers up over his head to block out the light. The sheets still smelled like Chuuya. They’d have to be washed immediately. Thrown away entirely, perhaps.

     

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    After the fall out of their recent reconnection, Dazai and Chuuya must both come to terms with their own feelings. And decide whether or not to act on them.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    After sixty-two hours of non-stop work, all Chuuya wants is his bed. What he gets is his traitorous ex-partner curled up on his expensive suede sofa, delirious, shivering, and bleeding out from a wound that smells like rot. Dazai is hiding—from the Agency, from the Mafia, and from a new enemy that poisoned him with something No Longer Human can't nullify.

    With all of Yokohama compromised, Dazai decided his only safehouse left was the one place no one would ever look: the penthouse of the man who hates him most. Chuuya is faced with a choice: throw the bastard out, or deal with the glowing, necrotic wound.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Five times Dazai and Chuuya didn’t need words and one time they did.

    Or: Dazai loves touching Chuuya’s hair and somehow it turns into a relationship.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    “Knew you’d be awake. Didn’t want to bother anyone else. You know me, I love to annoy you.” There’s humor in Dazai’s voice, but then Chuuya hears a pant of effort and another thump.

    “Chuuya,” Dazai says, and for a second there’s genuine fear and desperation in his tone. “I can’t get up.”

    “Shit,” Chuuya swears, and a knot of worry settles into his chest. “I’m coming.”

    Dazai gets injured. Chuuya comes to the rescue.

    Feelings are revealed along the way.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    04 Jan 2026