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a sixth love language by b4ckshifting
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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“Is just a thing I do to help him,” he said quietly. Troy cocked his head.
“What do you mean?”
Ilya sighed, glancing around to make sure that Shane and everyone else were out of earshot.
“He gets… quiet sometimes. Can’t talk. When I see he’s getting like that…” Ilya looked up and pressed his lips into a line for a moment before continuing. “He feels good when he helps me. So sometimes, I maybe pretend to need more help.”
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Troy knows that Ilya knows much more English than he was pretending to earlier that night. He suspects that it had something to do with Shane. After all, most things that Ilya Rozanov does have something to do with Shane Hollander.
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“I don’t-,” Shane tried to start, tried to bring himself to look Ilya in the eyes, but found more tears threatening to spill over. He winced as he tried to blink them away, only for them to fall anyway. Ilya felt Shane’s hands starting to tremble.
“I know it is hard, but please let me help you,” Ilya said. “Is like how you help me, yes? When I can’t remember an English word, you help me think of it. Let me help you find your words, okay?”
Shane felt his heart flutter and his stomach flip. God, he loved him so much.
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Shane deals with casual homophobia from his Montreal teammates. When he shuts down, Ilya helps bring back the man he loves.
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- Part 1 of i'm bisexual, shane is super gay
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stories i'm writing that delve into shane and ilya's individual and shared experiences with being queer and being queer hockey players
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Deep Misunderstanding by some1_around
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Mar 2026
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“Am I a bad friend?”
Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.
Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.
Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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“You know I think about you all the time,
And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
And how bad it must have been for you back then,
And how hard it was to keep it all inside.”- Language:
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23 Mar 2026
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No, Ilya isn’t a martyr, but he isn’t selfish either.
Tonight he wants to be selfish.
Ilya wants to use Shane. He wants to use his willingness, his body, his everything to make himself feel better.
It’s a truth. Maybe an ugly one, but one that he owes to both himself and to Shane to accept. Tonight will be about him.
And Shane, for his part, is a willing participant in it all.
‘I want to be useful,’ he had said.
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22 Mar 2026
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& treasure in the dreams you wrote by celestevoid
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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“Hmm… if I could go back in time, I would have many things to tell myself, probably.”
“Oh, yeah? Like what?”
“Like,” Ilya took a deep breath, “Oh, young Ilya, give this sad Canadian boy a chance. There will be much improvement in his skills in few years.”
Shane furrowed his eyebrows, “what, like, in hockey?”
“No. Blowjob. You are much better about your teeth.”
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or, a sweet night at the cottage
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22 Mar 2026
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Friendship In Retrospect by HH_Arrow
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Jan 2026
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Cliff Marleau gets assigned to keep the new Russian rookie out of trouble. Fifteen years later, he gives a speech at Ilya's wedding.
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- Part 1 of A Formal Study of the Heart
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21 Mar 2026
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the fine(r) things by rowed
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Mar 2026
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Ilya has never been a fan of following the rules, but he is a fan of harassing Shane.
socmed fic: Ilya Rozanov vs. the NHL's Official Rulebook
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19 Mar 2026