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    There's a spell that could get Castiel back- a spell to unite soulmates across impossible distances. But instead of reaching into the Empty, the spell brings Dean another version of Castiel entirely.

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    What happened between them will forever be a stain on their relationship that will never be capable of washing clean. It will stay with them forever, no matter how hard they try to ignore it.

    It will linger in the eye contact that they share so frequently, and will remind them with every brush of a hand.

    It will make itself known in memory amidst every future promise of “I need you, Cas” that they will continue to lie and say is platonic in nature.

     

    (TLDR: 18k words of angsty, carnal, desperate purgaytory sex. Yay!)

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    01 Aug 2025

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    “I need you to marry Castiel.”

    They weren’t the words Dean expected to hear from his business partner’s mouth before their bakery-slash-chocolate shop opened for the day. He’d been quite happy being single—and who the fuck was Castiel, anyway?

    It turned out that Castiel was a Russian erotic novelist in need of a ticket to America, and Dean… well, Dean was a last resort.

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  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    Five months into their dynamic, Dean had finally settled into a rhythm with Castiel—one that felt steady, grounding, and real. The anxiety that used to tighten his chest before every scene had started to loosen, replaced by a growing sense of safety, of trust earned over time. Castiel knew how to read him now—how to pull him back when he spiraled, how to push when he needed it.

    It wasn’t perfect, but it felt right. Solid.

    Still, even the most balanced dynamics had their fractures—hairline cracks that didn’t always show until the pressure was on. And Dean was beginning to learn that trust didn’t mean things couldn’t still go wrong.

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    “You’re allowed to test the rules,” Castiel continued softly. “You’re allowed to make mistakes. But I need you to believe that I can correct you without it changing us. I need you to trust me to hold you accountable and still love you through it.”

    Dean nodded, his voice barely above a whisper. “Okay.”

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    Sequel to "A Bad Habit" please read that first!

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    When Dean swipes right on Castiel, he expects the usual—some playful banter, maybe a date, nothing serious. But from the first message, Castiel is different. He’s sharp, confident, and knows exactly what to say to leave Dean restless and wanting. Their chemistry crackles through the screen, teasing turning into something charged, something neither of them can ignore. But when they meet in person, Dean realizes he’s not just flirting with trouble—he’s walking straight into it.

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    Dean: So, do you just come with the warning label, or should I start drafting one myself? Something like: “Caution—may cause shortness of breath, excessive blushing, and uncontrollable moaning.”

    Castiel: I bet the sounds you make are as pretty as you are.

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    Yeah, he's definitely in trouble.

    Under Construction!! Going through the first few chapters because the format is all in italics.

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    29 Jun 2025

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