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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    Turns out, Cas helped to create Dean - snuck off to the human factory and plunked out the most perfect baby he's ever seen (or that's how it happened according to Dean). And then he waited. On his perch in the clouds, watching that Winchester boy grow up. Helping him through childhood and adolescence and finally showing up when the human needed him most, when he couldn't resist any longer. And now he curls his giant wings around Dean, and counts the man's freckles for the billionth time, already knowing the exact number. He helped create Dean, after all.

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    24 Nov 2025

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    What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.

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    25 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    When he wakes, relief floods Castiel. Chuck is gone. The Earth is saved. The Winchester brothers have succeeded.

    Jack must have pulled him out of the Empty, spoken him back into existence. So he turns to Jack and looks at him, asking why he’s back with just a tilt of his head. Anything to avoid the memory of his last life.

    “I’d like to rebuild Heaven and I need your help,” Jack says, a simple request.

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    10 Jun 2025

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    Dean’s sitting at the kitchen table with Sam when his phone rings. Jody’s name flashes across the screen and he considers not picking up. It’s not like Dean doesn’t want to talk to Jody, it's just that he can’t bear talking to anyone these days.

    “Hi, Jody,” Sam says.

    “Howdy, boys.” She asks them to take over a case. Something about werewolves. Dean doubts they will, Sam hasn’t let him pick up a gun in months, not since their last hunt.

    Jody’s voice cuts through the phone. “Alright, if you boys don’t wanna take the case, I’ll see if Castiel will, but I think he’s helping Claire in Colorado–”

    Dean doesn’t hear a damn thing after that, and by the looks of it, Sam doesn’t either. For the first time in days, Dean opens his mouth and speaks. “Cas is alive?”

    Jody’s voice is quiet on the other end. “He didn’t tell you?”

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    17 Apr 2025

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    Canon-divergent from 12.08

    After Sam and Dean are arrested, Castiel is left alone and scrambling to find them. He knows they’re locked away in a government facility, and he’s still able to hear their prayers, but no matter how he tries Castiel can’t seem to track them. He chases leads and even attempts to hunt on his own, but Mary is AWOL, Crowley refuses to help, and Castiel’s options are running out.

    Weeks pass, Castiel’s hope dwindles, and through it all Dean prays, keeping them connected. His voice is comforting, frustrating, and occasionally annoying, but in his solitude Castiel comes to cherish it. But then one day, without warning, Dean stops praying, and Castiel is forced to confront some uncomfortable truths about his feelings.

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    12 Apr 2025