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Don't get sentimental (It always ends up drivel) by bekabby
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
08 Jun 2025
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Admitting to himself that he does in fact not hate Logan Walker at all drives Keegan into a spiral, because trivial things like romance are a distraction and inevitably lead to heartbreak.
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How to feel your feelings: a complete guide by Keegan P. Russ by bekabby
Fandom Call of Duty (Video Games)
08 Jun 2025
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It starts with her, in a way. Starts with her bathroom counter, half-empty pill bottles and scattered hot rollers and the dark curiosity to know what’s more important than him. Starts with 40s and a dare he makes with himself, alone in his room. It ends up here, in the shadow of her sick bed. Exhausted. Clean, mostly. Broke and back in his childhood home, a high school diploma and accidentally acquired plaque declaring him Employee of the Month! the only thing to show for thirty five years on this big, green earth.
“Yeah, Randy,” he says. “It’s a thing I do.”
(the dealer Benson AU)
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21 Oct 2025
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They drive for a long time and Benson talks for a long time, about how they're both better than their stupid lives, about how he's helping Randy by taking him along for the ride, helping him find some backbone or something like that. But not too much backbone, of course, not enough to cross the man beside him.
But, Randy does want to cross him again, just to see that flare of a reaction that got his blood pumping again.
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19 Oct 2025
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“Now Randy,” he says, low and careful and right against his mouth, “you’ve gotta remember that when I tell you to do things, it’s for your own good. Right?”
Randy’s having a hard time keeping his eyes focused on just the cigarette or just on Benson — both are so close that his eyes keep making them blurry.
“Uh— Uh-huh.”
“So when I tell you you’re gonna smoke,” he continues, “that means you’re gonna do what?”
Randy’s stomach drops. He doesn’t understand — doesn’t understand how Benson making him smoke is for his own good. He knows it’s not. He wants to ask, but knows Benson will just punch him for it instead, so he doesn’t. He feels his teeth clench together; Benson’s fingers flex along his jaw, feeling the muscle twitch.
“Randy.”
He relents. He feels like putty, all his nerves spooling and tangling and getting crossed to make him numb.
“I’m gonna…” Randy swallows, feeling breathless. “I’m gonna smoke.”
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18 Oct 2025
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sirens in the beat of my heart by TheFlirtMeister for erebid
Fandoms: The Passenger (Movie 2023)
17 May 2024
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Randy's a very good puppy.
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17 Oct 2025
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Alternative Universe.
Randy's life is turned upside down when his mother is hospitalised. He's left alone to shoulder the burden, and after facing the financial reality, he realises something's gotta give.
He talks himself into attempting the world's oldest profession.
He just didn't account for his co-worker being there.
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17 Oct 2025