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they say I killed you by belladonna7532
Fandoms: The Radiant Emperor Series - Shelley Parker-Chan, She Who Became the Sun - Shelley Parker-Chan
26 Nov 2021
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In his dreams, Esen does not drop his sword. He hefts it in one shaking hand, his face fractured by grief and fury, and lunges at Ouyang. In his dreams, Ouyang barely puts up a fight, his mind an endless litany of Esen saying I would give you anything, saying the thought of being apart from you for so long seems strange, saying don't leave me don't leave me don't leave me don't leave-
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Ouyang dreams of Esen, after.
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haunt me then by belladonna7532
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
25 Nov 2021
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This Lan Zhan was always eerily reminiscent of the boy whose voice- Wei Ying. Wei Ying - had been the only thing capable of dragging Wei Wuxian to his feet when the Burial Mounds swallowed him whole.
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Wei Ying’s smile did not waver in the face of Lan Wangji’s helpless silence. He took a step forward, rivers of ash streaming from his dark robes, drifting carelessly in the wind, “What are you going to do if you find me?”
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An apparition, and a nightmare.
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Severide had seen the look on Casey's face when Brett told them that the victim had died, and he had known ever since then that this case had gotten under the captain's skin.
Coda to Make this Right.
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“I’ll cover Severide with my body and we’ll make a stand right here.”
Severide finds out what Casey was willing to do when he was trapped under the chimney in 7x08.
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Ilya’s still learning what Shane likes and needs, observing him quietly because Shane’s not so forthcoming with what he wants unless he’s certain it’s what he’s supposed to want. But it’s not until Shane reaches back and grabs Ilya’s hip to pull him closer, pressing their bodies together and taking some of Ilya’s weight, that he realises Shane’s been studying Ilya the same way.
“I’m trying to take care of you.”
“Why?” Ilya says, instead of something safer.
Shane twists over his shoulder to frown at him. “Because I want to? Because you’re tired and sad and not feeling well?”
“Oh.” Ilya pulls his bottom lip through his teeth. “But I…”
“I think maybe we both fucked up tonight?” Shane says tentatively.
“No, is not your fault.” Ilya rubs a hand over Shane’s shoulder and then kisses it, wet and soft. “You’re good.”
Shane hums like he’s not convinced. He turns and drapes his arms over Ilya’s shoulders, still pressed close. “After this, will you…”
“Yes,” Ilya says, his mind sharpening attentively, “Tell me what you need.”Or: They communicate just a little bit better and let themselves be just a little more vulnerable, both with each other and their people.
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- Part 1 of tell me what you need
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19 Apr 2026
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Gather 'Round the Campfire by Writer_and_Thrasher
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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As is true of most of the best things in life, it was completely and totally Jackie’s idea.
“Come on, are you serious? You’ve never played ‘Never Have I Ever’?”
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Or, Shane, Ilya, Hayden, and Jackie play Never Have I Ever while on vacation. Everyone learns something about one another, and Shane learns that being open with the people he loves isn't so scary.Bookmarked by belladonna7532
19 Apr 2026
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To Hate and To Hold by Writer_and_Thrasher
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Feb 2026
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Hayden hates Wednesdays.
It used to be one of the better days of his week. And then Jackie extended the invitation to Rozanov.
So now, Hayden hates Wednesdays.
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Or, Hayden has never understood how things work between his best friend and his boyfriend - and he doesn't want to. But one dinner night may just force himself to open his eyes a little.
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19 Apr 2026
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continuity errors/tuesday again by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Apr 2026
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The first thing you should know about time loops is that they’re really fucking hard to break. The second thing is that you can never break one in such a way that it is incapable of returning.
The third thing you should know is that everyone around you has probably been stuck in a time loop at one point or another, and they made it out alive. This is only comforting if you’re a numbers guy, or if you’re the kind of guy who talks to others about how it feels to live the same day over and over and over and over and over and over again.
Shame if you’re not; the most important thing you should know about breaking a time loop is that it helps to tell someone you’re trapped in one in the first place.
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- Part 11 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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12 Apr 2026
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corner of the world by berrycluv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.
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a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism
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