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    Kinktober 2026 entries

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    03 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 62

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    “You think I can't handle it like you can. You think I’m weak.” Suguru says, as a statement, as a product of his months-long spiraling. He's picking what might be a culmination of all their fighting, and Satoru can't find it in himself to give in.

    “I think you’re the strongest person I’ve ever met.” Satoru breathes without missing a beat, and sees it in Suguru’s eyes, sees it reach him, hit him like a bullet wound. “And I think that your technique is cruel to you, inherently. And that your heart is too big for this shit.”

    Suguru huffs a laugh, small, a little disbelieving. “That sounds a lot like weakness.” He says, voice back down to quiet. Like he can't find the fight in himself, either, anymore.

    “It’s not.” Satoru says, final.

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    Or: Suguru is grieving, wilting, and succumbing to his illness of sadness, halfway to madness. Satoru's overworked and gripping on to his best friend so tightly he leaves claw marks; and finding he's, apparently, the same amount of in-love as always, in sickness and in health.

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    26 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    He spends the next five minutes telling himself very sternly not to look back over. There’s no need for him to observe the Cullens any further. He has the information that Kasumi was frothing at the mouth to give out. He has enough.

    Satoru really really doesn’t mean to do it. He doesn’t. He is actively and consciously trying his hardest to avoid the temptation. But alas, albeit fleetingly, his eyes drift back of their own accord, drawn by something he can’t name and doesn’t want to examine, and this time—

    Suguru’s head turns.

    Toward Satoru. 

    It’s like a compass needle finding north. His eyes—those beautiful, liquid puddles of warm, golden honey, just like the rest of his foster family—find his and hold him in place. A jolt of something that Satoru has never felt before in his life zips from his spine to the base of his skull, a feeling so incredibly overwhelming and overstimulating it borders on unbearable. Suguru’s expression doesn’t change. There’s no curiosity in it, no cordiality, no hostility. It’s empty, and Satoru isn’t sure if that’s better or worse than the disgust he was expecting.

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    20 Sep 2026

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    Suguru was well aware of the fact that he was in love with his best friend. The whole thing was enough of a bother to deal with even before the stupid flowers started sprouting in his lungs.

    Or, Suguru gets hanahaki but decides to ignore the problem, and Satoru— the problem— absolutely refuses to be ignored.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Satoru doesn’t give a shit if he could kill every curse in the whole country with a flick of his fingers: if Suguru’s not at his side to watch it happen, he couldn't care less about doing it. That’s just the kind of surety you have when you’re an arrogant, all powerful teenager and the person you love most in the world happens to be the same.

    It’s selfish. It’s the truth. A truth he’s had to come to terms with more than ever considering just how close death’s circled them in the past year. So the fact he feels like he’s right on the edge of— he doesn’t even know, something bad, something that could take Suguru from him—

    He’s kicking the sheets off before the thought’s even fully formed. 

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    08 Aug 2026

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    day 58
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    another one i think about often