bleedxblack

Digital painting by me of Bucky Barnes as the winter soldier in black and white



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    Bucky’s little secret isn’t a bad memory. Shit knows he has enough of those for seven lifetimes. It’s not an act of passion or a life he took or some stupid thing he said one night after too many beers. No. It’s a feeling. A craving. A desire.

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    19 Mar 2021

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    Written for this prompt: Can you write a fanfic about where Bucky has to get a spinal tap (or some similar painful and invasive-ish medical procedure) and is scared because it reminds him of his time at hydra, and tries to attack the doctors until steve shows up and has to hold him to calm him down to do the procedure?

    Bucky didn’t know if he was feeling more stupid or afraid, as he made his way to the door of the examination room. Being scared of a simple procedure like this? It wouldn’t have even crossed his mind before.
    Now, the clinical smell made his skin itch all over.

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    15 Mar 2021

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    There’s no happy ending.

    No, at least not in this story. Well one could disagree to that. It’s a matter of viewing a matter of logic or even the way one looks at the world. The colors of black red and white showing what sides are what. It’s a matter of choices and views, a matter of body and the matter of mind. Sometimes the unhappy endings are the happy ones, even if people wish for them not to be.

    It’s cold. Always cold, at least the floor. The tiling of Hydra’s rooms, they’ve always been cold. The floors, then again so have the walls. Everything feels devoid of emotions here, the walls, from the pale sick yellow colors to the faint greens in places. It feels like a deranged medical ward keeping prisoners.

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    10 Mar 2021

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    “Sergeant Barnes, all you need to do to stop the pain is to give yourself to HYDRA. ‘Hail Hydra’. That is all you need to say.”

     

     

     

    Nearly ten years after the fall, an unorthodox branch of the KGB form the infamous Red Room. Their first project-- to break the sidekick of America's golden boy and create the perfect, loyal Soviet soldier. If only it weren't easier said then done.

     

    From a prompt asking how Hydra broke Bucky before wiping his memories. There is no explicit rape, but there is non-con touching and implied content.

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    04 Mar 2021

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    You’re camping with your friends. On a hike, you are suddenly kidnapped by a man who takes you to a secluded cabin occupied by other men. They call themselves alphas, the only ones of their kind, and they are convinced that they can convert you (a normal human) into an omega in order to carry their young. They groom you and force themselves on you until you take their knot.


    Updates for Hunger will be in my bio. Thanks!

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