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    Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.

    It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.

    Found someone else.

    Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?

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    11 Jul 2026

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    All Ilya really cared about was Shane. It was stupid how much his life seemed to revolve around Shane fucking Hollander. And now he was dreaming about being a part of Shane’s life, and he couldn’t get enough of it. It was so pathetic, but he couldn’t bring himself to care because it was such a lovely dream.

    But what if this wasn't a dream? What if Ilya had, like, amnesia or something? He almost laughed at the idea. There wasn’t a world where this was his life. It had to be a dream, and fuck, he was gonna enjoy it!

    Chapter one edited by dxeej
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    *Medically suspect but adorable

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    07 Jul 2026

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    It had been a very weird day, but Shane wasn’t going to jerk off about it a second time.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    After they came out, Shane was ready for people to be weird.

    It was weird with other guys in the league, weird with reporters, weird with angry fans who thought his relationship had tanked their fantasy teams and their sports betting parlays, weird with sponsors and their very enthusiastic pride campaign pitches, weird on all the social media that he avoided like the plague.

    What he hadn't expected was for things to be so fucking weird with other gay people.

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    23 May 2026