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“What do you want to do?” Buck asks. It feels like a safe enough question—something neutral, not too leading.
Eddie’s brain does not, apparently, think so.
“Touch— myself,” Eddie blurts, before his entire face flushes. He presses a thumb into the corner of his eye, nostrils flaring as Buck stares, jaw hanging open.
For a long, horrible moment, neither of them says a word.
OR: fate forces Buck and Eddie’s hands when they get doused with truth serum.
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- Part 8 of ejo + 911
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04 Jul 2026
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Buck: embrace the homo
Eddie: ?
Buck: hope of missing out
like. u know
instead of fomo
(fear of missing out)Eddie: I know what FOMO is.
But sure
Embracing the homo.Buck makes a very embarrassing, somewhat pained noise, on account of being very embarrassed and also in pain.
His phone buzzes again.
Eddie: I didn’t get dressed anyway.
Can’t exactly show up in this haha
[Photo Attachment]OR: Buck and Eddie go to San Francisco for a gala. There, in an unfamiliar city, they embrace the homo.
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- Part 13 of ejo + 911
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24 Jun 2026
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“Are you in love with me?”
“Please,” Buck whispers, the plea cracking in his throat as he fights against the urge to collapse against Eddie and sob. “Please don’t ask me that.”
“It’s a little late for that, Buck,” Eddie says, his free hand returning to Buck’s cheek, swiping away another tear with heartbreaking gentleness. “Please. Just answer.”
“It doesn’t matter if I am. I’m— I’m outta dicks, Eddie. I’m out of excuses.”
Eddie blinks at him, fingers freezing. “What?”
“I— This is the last one. I-I don’t have any more.” Humiliation burns a path up his neck, heating his cheeks.
Frowning, Eddie asks, “... Are they single-use? What the hell am I missing here?”
“N-No. I— I wash them. I’m very hygienic. Y-You have to keep them clean so they last a long time, b-but sometimes people buy new ones for new partners, I guess. I just— I’ve only used most of them on me. A-And you, now.”
“Buck?”
Voice weak, he answers, “Yeah?
“Are you in love with me?”
OR: After exploring Buck’s entire strap collection, things get a little messy.
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- Part 4 of ngl prompts.
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24 Jun 2026
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Hovering his thumb over the link, Ravi hesitates for just a moment. Fandom is sacred to some people. It saves lives, even if "normal people" refuse to admit it. Suddenly, Ravi feels like he's overstepping boundaries, because fan-fiction is apart of some people's identities. You learn of a character and relate or love them so much, they gain a part of your soul. Like Ravi with Spider-Man. Like Christopher with Super-Man. Like Buck with…whoever he wrote or read about.
It could simply just be a reader account, Ravi thinks. Maybe all that typing was a comment gushing about how well someone did? And even if it was a writing account, all Ravi would do is look at it. Right?
Right.
Ravi finds Buck's private AO3 account, where Buck writes fan-fiction about Eddie being in love with him. He decides to do something about it.
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- Part 4 of buddie gifts ᥫ᭡.
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11 Jun 2026
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Eddie comes home to find Buck curled up with a cat he did not agree on sheltering.
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- Part 3 of buddie gifts ᥫ᭡.
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10 Jun 2026
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A year ago at that bachelor party, so drunk he was draped across Buck’s lap with his nose buried in all the intoxicating silky heat beneath the notch of Buck’s jaw, Eddie asked Buck what he smelled like to him.
It’s not a question you’re supposed to ask, but Eddie forgets the rules sometimes. Ignores them. Things like that don’t matter between him and Buck, they never have.
He’s still not sure what he expected Buck to say. Nothing, maybe, which he assumed was the truth, Eddie’s scent faded to barely echo of what it should be. But Buck had taken Eddie’s jaw in one hand, had tipped his head back so the line of his neck was bared to Buck like an offering, had stopped to scent him with his mouth still open, had said against Eddie’s sweat-tacky skin, so low his voice thrummed in his chest, You’re the sweetest thing I’ve ever met.
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Eddie hasn’t gone into heat since he presented at seventeen. But living with an alpha who takes care of him for the first time in his life is about to change that.
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While in search of a roommate, Ilya comes across an interesting Facebook Marketplace listing from Shane Hollander.
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- Part 1 of message sent to seller
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31 May 2026
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“I don’t know, she’s cute. Nice.” Eddie shrugs again, and Buck has to refrain from snapping 'that’s the spirit!' He can be supportive. He can.
He can try.
“That’s it?” Buck tilts his head, huffing a breath that he thinks sounds enough like a chuckle.
“I don’t know. She’s a nurse, I think. She loves kids and science, I think Chris’d really like her.”
It only takes a second. Something in Buck cracks open and magma pours out, scorching heat that spreads and burns through every inch of his flesh. He doesn’t have time to rein it in; he scoffs against his better judgment, mumbling barely under his breath, “You gotta be fucking kidding me.”
Or : Eddie is about to repeat past mistakes, and Buck finally snaps.
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30 May 2026
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“Yeah,” Eddie breathes out, nodding. “Yeah. I’ll be your first.”
“We don’t have to,” Buck rushes out, eyes half-lidded. “I just—”
“Please,” Eddie says urgently, cutting Buck off. “I want to.”
Buck seems to catch on, then, a grin spreading across his face as he ruts against Eddie’s hand. “Ye– Yeah? You wanna pop my cherry, Eddie?”
OR: Buck and Eddie lose their virginities together. Kind of.
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11 May 2026
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“Sit on me.”
It’s an insane thing to offer. Logically, Eddie knows this. Nobody in their right mind would do what he’s about to do, but Eddie’s starting to think maybe he isn’t in his right mind.
“Sit on you?”
“On my thighs,” Eddie explains. “That way you, uh. You know. You can touch.”
“Your ass?”
Eddie nods.
A small, wheezy laugh slips past Buck’s lips. “You want me to sit on you and j-jerk off to porn?”
“And touch,” Eddie adds.
Or: Buck wants to hit the town and get laid. Eddie is vehemently against this idea.
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02 May 2026
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“Well, hey, look on the bright side,” Trinity says. “Now that Becca’s busy with Adam, maybe you finally have time to score some dates. Get that V-card punched.”
“That sounds like it would hurt,” Mel frowns.
“No, the V-card isn’t— that’s your— you know what, nevermind,” she huffs. Mel can feel Trinity’s eyes on her in her periphery, looking her up and down, and she self-consciously tucks her hair behind her ear. “So… no boys, huh?” she says thoughtfully.
“Mm-mm,” Mel hums, shaking her head.
“Does that mean… yes girls?” Trinity asks, hesitant and overly careful. Very unlike her usual bravado.
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23 Apr 2026
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after a movie night takes an unexpected turn with a slow, deliberate kiss that neither man chooses to stop, buck and eddie find the foundation of their friendship fundamentally altered. a long twelve hour shift the next day proves to be super awkward and tension filled when the tones don't go off even once, and everyone around them can sense something is off. eddie almost considers thinking the q word.
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- Part 11 of sharky writes one shots
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17 Apr 2026
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09 Apr 2026
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“Don’t talk about Buck,” Eddie says. “He,”
There’s not much he can say without outing himself, so he stops short. Inhales. Exhales. Inhales. Exhales.
“Look,” Eddie says, firm, “Chris is my son. And I get to decide where we live.”
“Oh, Eddie,” Helena says, voice full of pity. “Please don’t force our hand.”
“Force your hand?”
“To fight for his custody.”
“What?” Eddie asks with quiet disbelief. His brain is in the process freezing completely, his veins ice cold.
He knows his parents don’t like him. He’s known that his whole fucking life. But this? This is too much. And worse, it’ll hurt Chris. Turn him into the same mess Eddie is.
“He needs stability and security. Something he clearly didn’t have until very recently. We’d been thinking about it ever since you got shot. Then he called us, and we’d fully decided but, you just let him go and we thought we wouldn’t need to. But now,”
Eddie’s breathing gets increasingly heavier until he collapses.
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The Diaz parents Diaz parent and Eddie has a panic attack, so Buck drops everything and flies (not) straight to El Paso. They find their way home.
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02 Apr 2026
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“So,” Buck says, head spinning. He’s really feeling the alcohol now. They definitely should have eaten something before drinking. “No women.”
Eddie fumbles as he sets the bottle down on his bedside table. “No women.”
“What about men?” Buck blurts, which is—crazy, because again: neither of them are gay.
They’re just two straight guys. Two straight guys in Eddie’s bed, tipsy, and—and Eddie doesn’t want to sleep with women. Which means nothing.
Beside him, Eddie goes preternaturally still. “I would know, if I—you know.”
“Okay.” Buck’s hands twitch at his sides. “I—yeah. Me too.”
Then, very seriously, Eddie turns to look at him. “If I were gay, you would be my first call.”
Warmth blooms in Buck’s chest. Eddie’s so nice to him. “Dude,” he says, touched. “You’d be my first call too.”
Or: a story set in season 2 featuring tequila, Just The Tip, and, finally, a kiss.
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- Part 14 of ejo + 911
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26 Mar 2026
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when the rain washes you clean (you'll know) by beetlesandstars, kryptonian
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
11 Mar 2026
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Buck’s single, to boot, so he’s probably missing it. The small touches, the quiet intimacy of doing something as ordinary as showering together. Having someone take care of him.
Because that’s what Eddie’s doing. He’s taking care of him.
And apparently, Buck’s dick likes that. Buck’s dick, that Eddie is still making eye contact with.
It twitches, and Eddie blinks at it in Morse code.
S.O.S.
Buck makes a small noise, and Eddie, finally, tears his eyes away. He doesn’t trust himself to speak, so he bites his tongue.
“Sorry,” Buck says quickly. His cheeks are ruddy, blush spreading around the rough scrapes. “S-sorry, it’s just—it’s been a while, and the cast—and, you know, I’m right-handed, so I can’t, and sh-sharing a bed, it’s—”
“It’s fine,” Eddie says. His voice comes out clipped, which is not what he wants. Softer, but no less awkward, he says again, “It’s fine. It happens.”
OR: Buck falls off a cliff. Eddie isn’t there to catch him, but he is there to pick up the pieces.
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- Part 12 of ejo + 911
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11 Mar 2026
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"I miss you."
Eddie didn’t mean to say it, didn’t even know he was thinking it. Buck shifts a little restlessly.
"I literally could not be closer to you," he says dryly. Which isn’t true, after all. They’re under the same covers, Buck’s body warming him as his must be warming Buck’s, but there’s plenty of space between them.
The only way to change things is to find a way to say what you want.
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22 Feb 2026
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Running to the frontlines from a childhood he never had. Taking a bat to the wall with his son in the next room. Having an affair with the spitting image of his dead wife.
Eddie knows he’s never been good at grieving, knows he’s never been good at losing what little he allows for himself in the first place. This is why he also knows his coping mechanisms can’t possibly get any worse.
Buck, as he so often does, makes him reevaluate his assumptions.
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Evan Buckley dies behind a wall of glass. It’s a shame that when he’s revived not three minutes later, no one is informed.- Language:
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22 Feb 2026
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“Doc said to let you know that your blood results all look good, but we’re still waiting on word for your shoulder, but we don’t think it’s a break,” she tells him, and he breathes a sigh of relief. She flips to the next page. “And I know you’re probably more worried about it than you’re letting on, but don’t worry. Your baby is fine. Pup is in tip-top shape.”
Eddie’s entire world comes to a halt.
“Sorry, what?”
Her hands pause on the forms, eyes drifting upward, almost comically slow to meet his. “Which part are you confused about?” She asks, tentatively.
Jesus Christ. His entire body suddenly feels aflame, the aching pains long forgotten, the scrapes all along the side of his face no longer even stinging. He sits up far too quickly, glancing down at where they’d drawn the blood from him before looking back over at her.
“Pup?”
Her face goes pale. “Oh.”
“Pup?” He repeats, voice pitching higher.
Or day 6 of Pregnant Eddie Week: Miscarriage scare
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- Part 4 of pregeddie week.
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21 Feb 2026
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After Eddie transfers to San Antonio, Buck no longer feels comfortable in the 118 and instead transfers to become the Lead EMT at Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center, where he finds himself overworked and in need of connection.
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15 Feb 2026