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follow me down by vividblossom (dirtymudblood)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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“My fucking god, Hollander, you talk so much,” Rozanov says and Shane clenches his jaw. "I am not trying to set you up with Dom friend!”
“What then? You came to rub it in or–”
Rozanov throws his hands up in defeat and snaps, “Am trying to say; Hollander, I am Dom and I will Play with you, but you talk so fucking much I can not say this!”
Shane freezes. There’s no laughter now. His stomach swoops and plummets.
“That’s not funny.”
“Do I look like I am laughing, Hollander? Am serious.”
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- Part 1 of OWNED (hollanov dom/sub-verse)
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26 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is struggling to make ends meet. After his best friend Hayden sets up a dating profile for him on a sugar baby website, he learns that there are some men who will pay for anything - even companionship.
** EPILOGUE ADDED 02/20/26 **
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- Part 5 of Hollanov
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- English
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- 31,935
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- 8/8
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26 Feb 2026
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After ignoring his phone in favor of getting split in two by his situationship, Shane is stranded in Boston at the start of the zombie apocalypse.
Ilya is left with nowhere to go, and Shane refuses to leave him behind. In order to survive, they have to cross the Canadian border and get to the cottage, together.
But getting to Canada is far easier said than done. When Ilya is badly injured, their road-trip becomes a race against the dead—and the infection spreading through Ilya’s leg.
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- English
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- 90,658
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- 6/6
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26 Feb 2026
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The Application by Caraphernellic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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Shane desperately needs a job and applies to be a House Omega, not realizing it is for a member of the Russian mob.
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- English
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- 20/20
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25 Feb 2026
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The day he finally can invite Shane back to his place, months after the Tuna Melt incident, Ilya got shot instead. He still drove back home, because death can wait, he needs to win Shane back first.
Well, as it turns out, all actions have consequences; Ilya’s was having to go through the indignity of finally having his feelings returned, while everyone watches.
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24 Feb 2026
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My Husband is Hot and he’s making it My Problem by SugarandWhiskey (Smollypolly)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Feb 2026
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Five Times Ilya Rozanov Got Jealous at the Gym
And One Time Shane Hollander Did
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The 5+1 Hollanov fic based on a TikTok video I saw of a cute gay couple sharing a water bottle in the gym.
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24 Feb 2026
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a secret to yourself by rhodenia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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When you’re in love with someone as beautiful as Shane Hollander, you get used to being jealous.
God, do you ever.
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- English
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- 33,418
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- 7/7
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- 550
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24 Feb 2026
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“Shane,” Ilya calls out. “I am here.”
No response, just the ambient hum of Shane’s fridge. The TV is not on or anything. Is Shane even home?
Ilya walks through the kitchen and past the bathroom, still finding nothing. He heads towards the living room next. His imagination is already going, wondering if this is a surprise of some kind. Maybe Shane will come out from around a corner, launch himself at Ilya, push him up against the wall and—
Ilya’s thought process slams into a brick wall when he enters the living room. He stops walking, coming to a halt by the side of the couch.
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Sometimes, Shane gets…fuzzy. That is what Ilya has taken to calling it in his head. Then, Ilya stumbles upon something Shane hadn’t intended for him to see, and the puzzle pieces start to come together.
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24 Feb 2026
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through whatever you lose by aloneintherain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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Shane’s eyes snap open. Wait a second.
“Ilya,” Shane says, propping himself up on his elbows. “Ilya, wake up.”
Ilya makes a pained noise, eyes still shut. “I shut curtains already.”
“It’s not that. Ilya, hey. Don’t go back to sleep.” Ilya tries to bury back into Shane’s chest, but adrenaline knifes through Shane’s hangover long enough for him to peel Ilya off and roll him into his back. Ilya blinks blearily up at him, starfished in the sheets. Beautiful and naked and missing his mother’s cross.
OR: When Ilya’s cross goes missing after the Centaurs celebrate their first Stanley Cup win, Shane is determined to get it back. And so are the Centaurs. And the rest of Ottawa.
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- English
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- 7,038
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- 321
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23 Feb 2026
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Let me worship you by LoveOutOfLust
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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His google searches consisted of the following:
I can’t stop thinking about my husband’s stretch marks
How do I tell my partner I want to paint their stretch marks and hang the canvas above our bed?
Tiger stripes and other nicknames
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4 times Ilya worships Shane’s stretch marks and 1 time he’s scared he’ll lose them
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20 Feb 2026
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“Y-you want me to be a girl?”
Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.
“No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”
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Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.
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20 Feb 2026
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- Part 1 of HR Long(ish) Fics
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19 Feb 2026
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i care, i care, i care by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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“If it ever gets bad,” he’d said quietly, eyes serious in a way that made Ilya’s chest ache, “you call me. Or you call my parents. You don’t get to drown by yourself anymore. They love you. I love you and that’s not conditional.”
Ilya had brushed it off at first. He always did. “I am not drowning.”
Shane had just tilted his head. “Promise me anyway.”
And because it was Shane, because the word promise meant something sacred to him, Ilya had nodded.
“I promise.”
(ie. ilya gets sent a photo of irina while shane is in montreal and does the right thing and reaches out for help)
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19 Feb 2026
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It's all Canadian Vodka's fault by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.
The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive.
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- English
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19 Feb 2026
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a soul that's born in cold and rain by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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Yeva is giggling excitedly, and flawlessly executing her move, or so it seems. Her spin seems to be going well, until she somehow loses her footing, screaming in fear as she goes down. Hard. She hits the ice, face first, with a loud thud.
Ilya’s eyes go wide at the sight of his little girl lying there, unmoving.
Lying there....
Unmoving...-shane and ilya's daughter has an accident on the ice, which triggers a traumatic memory for ilya-
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17 Feb 2026
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wake you up like sunrise on the backs of your thighs by allforyoumylove
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Feb 2026
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“Da, Hollander,” Ilya says. “Suck your Canadian husband’s dick.”
Shane laughs once, almost soundless. “Shut up.”
Ilya does. He’s made the mistake one too many times of thinking control is possible here.
Taking Ilya in his hand, Shane watches a clear bead of precome already leaking like sweat on overripe fruit left too long in the sun; like a tear from the eye of a god roused in the body of this beautiful Russian-Canadian man who swims lakes and fucks under stars and is going to compete with Shane and not against him in the Olympics; who now lies back in anticipation, chest rising and falling in uneven waves as though love itself has unhinged his ribs.
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A slow morning at the cottage. Shane and Ilya are horny and in love. Married life is good.
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16 Feb 2026
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this is how i want to love you, cover to cover by allforyoumylove
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jan 2026
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“Don’t–” Ilya starts, already reaching, already cupping Shane’s face between both hands, thumbs warm and tender against his cheekbones like they’ve always belonged there.
Shane’s eyes are big and gorgeous and genuinely curious. “Don’t what?”
Don’t make me look like a lovesick idiot. Don’t make my heart trip over itself for a way out of my chest and into yours. Don’t say it like that—so fucking sincere—like you don’t know how devastating it is for me.
“Don’t butcher my language,” he says instead and kisses Shane’s smile hard, like reflex, like gravity, like there was never going to be another option.
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Shane sets out to learn Russian. Ilya discovers he's incapable of keeping his composure.
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16 Feb 2026
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vestigial instincts by pressuretoparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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Their rivalry, as history has written it, has finally come to an end.
"I won," Shane breathes, and the smile, the smile that's been plastered on his face since he scored, grows wider.
Montreal knocks Boston out of the playoffs. Shane learns how to be Ilya Rozanov's boyfriend. Ilya wears Shane's jersey. Set about a year after the finale.
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- Part 1 of winners-verse
- Language:
- English
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- 16,120
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- 1/1
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- 157
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12 Feb 2026
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all eyes on you by lanallite
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Since Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign dropped, it somehow escaped the hockey bubble entirely and spilled into the general public. There are countless TikToks now—not even from hockey fans, just regular people—posting about his husband in tight white briefs that leave very little to the imagination. Every sports show seems obligated to mention Shane Hollander’s Calvin Klein campaign. It’s inescapable in a way neither of them had expected.
At first, Ilya thought it was fun. He was glad the world finally saw his husband as the sexy, talented man he’d always known him to be. He liked interacting with fan posts and edits, even sending them to Shane just to watch the way his face would immediately redden.
But now, the public reaction is a little… much.
or; Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign goes viral, not only in the hockey sphere, but all over the internet. Ilya tries (and fails) to not show his jealousy.
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- English
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- 9,018
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- 321
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10 Feb 2026
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they say it's my fault but I want (him) so much by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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He needs to move, maybe get Rozanov’s attention before he loses his nerves.
And then the room tilts. His vision narrows, red light smearing into pink and white streaks. Shane staggers. The beer slips from his fingers. It shatters, foam splashing his shoes, glass skittering away. His knees give out like someone kicked him, and his hands shoot forward to hold himself upright.
His left palm lands in broken glass, though he doesn't feel it. What he notices is the certainty that everyone sees, that they can smell him—something sour and wrong. His scent, despite patches and care, has turned exposed.
OR: What if we took the club scene from episode 4 and had Shane collapse from experiencing Omega Rejection Syndrome after seeing Ilya dancing with someone else?
- Language:
- English
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- 7,366
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- 1/1
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- 131
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08 Feb 2026