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    “Holy shit, Eddie. You weren’t kidding. You have a hot husband,” is the first thing Greta says 30 seconds into Eddie pretending he’s not freaking the fuck out about pretending Buck is his husband at his barber’s lesbian wedding.

    He kind of feels like he’s going to puke. This was a bad idea. This was a terrible idea.

     

    Or, a classic case of fake dating at a wedding.

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    29 Sep 2026

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    "What do we have?" Eddie asks eventually, swinging his gaze over to Buck.

    "What?" Buck rolls his shoulders back, posture stiffening.

    "You told Maddie that you could understand Tommy being threatened by what we have," Eddie says slowly. "So I just wondered what that is?"

    ~

    Or, after Eddie finds out about Buck's ill-advised backslide with his ex while he was away in Texas, Buck and Eddie get into it while making dinner. And then again after dinner. They have a lot to sort out, okay?

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    18 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    Eddie opens his mouth to allow Buck in, backing him firmly into the counter. Buck tastes like coffee, and there’s a few grains of sugar on his lips that Eddie licks off. He absently wonders if Buck had brought pastries, and apparently that’s all it takes for him to remember himself, remember that he’s only partially dressed and definitely reeks of hangover, can practically smell the alcohol oozing through his sweat glands.

    He pulls back, presses a chaste kiss to the side of Buck’s mouth as his hand drops from the back of Buck’s neck to reach blindly for the mug. Buck doesn’t make a noise as he passes it over, silently allowing Eddie to take one sip, then another.

    “Mm,” Eddie says, half a grunt, “is that a new creamer?”

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    18 Sep 2026

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    He’s not stupid. It took him some time — years — but Eddie’s half certain that, should his patience snap one day, should he lean in across the way one night when it’s just the two of them, should he palm at Buck’s jaw to bring his face closer and kiss him on the mouth, Buck would kiss him back. That’s not the problem.

    The problem is that Eddie’s gonna ruin it.

    He’s ruined every other romantic relationship in his life. If it happens with Buck, Eddie knows neither of them will come back from it.

    These days, he’s content with having Buck the way he does now. He may succumb to weakness, sometimes, like he just did in the kitchen, holding Buck like that, but Eddie’s willpower is the stuff of legend. He’s happy with his place in Buck’s life. He can play the part of codependent best friend, dad who stepped up, platonic soulmate.

    The main issue here, really, hindsight twenty-twenty and all, is that Eddie really misses being a husband.

    or: five times eddie, willing and knowing, acts like buck's husband, and one time he. well. you can guess where this is going.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    "You’re acting like you’re not going to have to miss me,” Buck says, pressing the bruise. “Like I’ll be able to come over whenever I want, crash at your place when I get too tired, like you’re not leaving the timezone.”

    “Yeah, well I’m trying to keep you in my life,” Eddie bites out, “and you’re acting like this is some kind of permanent goodbye.”

    “This is goodbye, Eddie,” Buck retorts, his jaw tense. “You’re leaving.”

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    In which Eddie is delusional, Buck is defeated, and they are both handling the move well.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    It's not silent, not really. There are distant sirens, coming from somewhere up above. There are the rustlings of leaves from the trees surrounding them. Beside him, the ragged, desperate breath of Eddie trying not to cry.

    “Eddie…”

    Eddie laces their hands together and gives a weak squeeze. “We’re okay, Buck,” he says like he’s repeating a mantra. There’s blood on his teeth. Buck gags. “The ambulance is coming. We’re gonna be okay.”
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    or: Buck and Eddie wreck their car.

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    07 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 75

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    "I'm afraid I'm going to hurt you."

    Harry hums. Louis feels like he's holding his breath, waiting to hear Harry's reply. "You probably will. But I'll probably hurt you too. But I don't want to do this with anyone else, even if it hurts."

    It sounds so simple, the way Harry says it. Like it's obvious, like it's the only option they have (and, really, maybe it is), like nothing will ever come between them. "Okay," he whispers finally. "Okay."

    [another timestamp, this time based around louis' album Faith In The Future, from 2010-2023. this one is about loving someone so intensely you would do anything to protect them, even when you're not quite sure what it means for you when things come crashing down.]

    or: harry and louis' love from louis' perspective. it's about love and it's about loss, and it's about louis coming out on top despite (or maybe because) of it all. the soundtrack: faith in the future. the subject? the one man who's been there through it all.

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    13 Jul 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 74

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    “Both.” Harry says easily. “The point is it’s a dream, and I can think whatever I want.”

    “Your mind is a wonderful place.” Louis tells him, and if Harry wasn’t already head over heels in love with him (head over heels about a billion times over by now) he would’ve plunged right over the cliff between liking and loving the second Louis says that.

    [a timestamp fic between 2010 and 2022, told using snippets of harry's house. the album imagined from bottom to top, the moments little flashbacks in film reels. it's about love, and it's about keeping that love alive despite surmounting challenges.]

    or: harry and louis' love story told at different points in their history. the soundtrack is harry's house. who he wrote it for was never really a question.

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    13 Jul 2024

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    During a yearlong hiatus, Louis visits Harry at his cabin in Idaho, where long-buried feelings ignite like the fire keeping them warm.

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    14 Sep 2023

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    "We keep telling the other, I love you and I love you, and we do, though we both know where the knives are." - Laura Van Prooyen

    harry is a third-year witch and violinist at Laitswold, the only magical academy in the UK, with dreams of taking on the world, and hopefully breaking the centuries-old curse on his family while he's at it. he does not dream of facing off against his childhood rival and duet partner, but louis is back in town after six years abroad, so that's exactly what happens.

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    14 Sep 2023

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    Before the dawn of their first proper interaction, Louis William Tomlinson doesn’t know the impact of the starlit atmosphere. He doesn’t know that snails can sleep for years on end, nor that an octopus has a pulse that triples the human beat. He doesn’t know any of that, because he’s yet to dive into the enigmatic, limitless mind of Harry Edward Styles.

    And when he finally knows, he doesn’t ever want to go back.

     

    Or: An enemies-to-lovers fic where Harry and Louis are neighbours who are forced to get along due to the inconvenience (or convenience) of a broken lift.

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    14 Sep 2023

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