buttoneyes
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
Russians do not blush. Russians do not get sick. Ilya gets concussions. He gets stitches. He skates on cracked ribs and calls it fine. He does not get sick. Which is why, when he wakes up at three in the morning in the middle of June, shaking so hard his teeth knock together, his first instinct is irritation.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 36,320
- Chapters:
- 16/16
- Comments:
- 926
- Kudos:
- 3,272
- Bookmarks:
- 1,520
- Hits:
- 89,038
Bookmarked by buttoneyes
16 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”
Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 58,821
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 1,460
- Kudos:
- 26,522
- Bookmarks:
- 5,837
- Hits:
- 507,191
Bookmarked by buttoneyes
11 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
After their summer in the cottage, Shane returns to Montreal’s locker room only to find out that his teammates have the newest gossip: Ilya Rozanov is dating a famous catwalk model.
Shane can’t believe it. Ilya is cheating on him! Or is he? And if he’s not… How does Shane ever make up for his stupid assumptions?
Bookmarked by buttoneyes
09 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Mother’s Weekend is supposed to be joyful—team dinners, proud moms, and a little slice of home on the road. For Shane, it’s familiar. For Ilya, it’s a reminder of everything he’s lost.
When a small moment hits Ilya harder than he expects, Shane realizes he can’t leave him to face it alone. So he sends Yuna to Calgary—quietly, lovingly—giving Ilya something he hasn’t had in years: someone in his corner, like a mom would be.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,154
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 76
- Kudos:
- 3,267
- Bookmarks:
- 621
- Hits:
- 25,044
Bookmarked by buttoneyes
09 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Grigori Rozanov had never gone on the Dad’s Trip when Ilya played in Boston. In all fairness, Ilya had never invited him because he never wanted his father to come.
Even if he did ask, Grigori wouldn’t have made the trip across the Atlantic just to be disappointed by Ilya in person. He was very capable of being disappointed in Ilya half a world away; that much had been made abundantly clear.
Years later someone else might be there to step up.
NOW WITH DAVID POV
Series
- Part 1 of My Ilya centric fics
Bookmarked by buttoneyes
08 Mar 2026