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    All it took was one bullet. One stray, misfired bullet in the throws of chaos for Chuuya’s entire week to be ruined.

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    In which Fyodor wants revenge, Chuuya is confused, and we all hate Dazai

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    21 May 2026

  2. Rec 30

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    A bruise mysteriously appears on Chuuya's jaw. Dazai works himself into delusion as a distraction.

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    21 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    Nakahara Chuuya, a new addition to the Yokohama EMS, makes his first call as a student EMT for a suicide, except he never expected it to be someone his age with such a lifelessness in his eyes that if it weren't for the heart rate monitor, he would think he was dead.
    After making this patient who overdosed on acetaminophen, he never forgets it. Yet, after so many shifts and patients, the memory becomes grainy in Chuuya's memory. He forgets of this boy, occasionally remembering bits and pieces of the call, but never quite his face or name.
    Years later, he makes a call for an attempted suicide again, but he doesn't expect to meet the boy grown up now. The man looks different now, but he still hasn't found a reason to live. After making more calls for this suicidal maniac, Chuuya begins to learn more about the patient, and himself.

    ***TW: major character death, suicide, attempted suicide, self-harm, overdose, hanging, drowning, hurt/comfort, angst, suicidal thoughts, sexual harassment***

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    19 May 2026

  4. Rec 8

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    Chuuya should be happy now. He has every reason to be happy. He works at the agency, and everyone says that's good. That's supposed to be good.

    He's happy. He is.

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    19 May 2026

  5. Rec 48

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    “There is no way you are fine with what’s happening in Yokohama, Chuuya.”

    “It’s all alright for me,” Chuuya said, not taking his eyes off the book this time. “After all, the Port Mafia is winning.” His face didn’t reveal any of his emotions, but it didn’t escape Dazai’s attention that Chuuya’d been stuck on the same page for a while now. 

    “Really? I heard you’ve been calling in sick quite often lately.”

    “I am sick.” Chuuya looked up from the book and gave Dazai a cold stare. He raised his fist to his mouth and coughed theatrically. “I am a responsible citizen, after all,” he said, drilling Dazai with his heavy gaze. “I don’t go to work when I'm not well.”

    Silence fell upon them. Dazai was the first to break it.

    “Come with me.”

     

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    After Fukuzawa’s death, the Armed Detective Agency has fallen apart, the Port Mafia is on the rampage, and Yokohama is in ruins. Dazai and Chuuya make a run for it.

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    19 May 2026