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  1. Public Bookmark 98

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    Fyodor maintained his cool and impassively stared across the table. Unruffled expression must have, ironically, betrayed some of suspicion he’d rather had kept private. The fact he stalled and held cup suspended mid-air didn’t help the matter at all. Nikolai inquisitively observed and ginned like he swallowed a canary. Talk about evident, ‘guilty’ was virtually spelled over his face.

    “Not gonna ask if I laced your drink?”

    So this is the game they’ll be playing? Very well. Fyodor could play, but he doubted Nikolai could keep up for too long; no one ever did. “Should I?”, Fyodor tipped head and asked innocently. Intentions, like Nikolai’s, were anything but.


    In which Nikolai laces Fyodor’s tea with aphrodisiac, plays mental chess-game with him, wins for once and reaps the benefits.

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  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    “You talk too much, boss”, provoked Fyodor like already hoarse voice didn’t crack on every other syllable; like his face wasn’t on fire, like he didn’t want to cry from how much pain and pleasure was imposed on his fragile body; like he could handle it.

    “And you give yourself too much credit, rat”, Fukuchi countered in a heartbeat and narrowed eyes in warning. Not a promising sight for Fyodor, especially if conceit insists rebellion is a must.


    In which Fyodor seeks catharsis via being destroyed in bed, is unwilling to admit it but Fukuchi still gives him what he craves for.

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  3. Public Bookmark 76

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    “Oh Fyodor, you have no clue what you’re doing to me”, Nikolai confessed, voice drenched in lust and desperation. Only in moments of graveness or fervid intimacy did those lips utter his name without any suffixes or cutesy, ardently and secretly like lovers do – but lovers they were not, just perverse parody of that.

    Fyodor chuckled sadistically and tipped head to side. “Far from that Nikolai, your problem is that I do


    In which Fyodor realizes Nikolai has thing for being praised only by him, is more than pleased, decides to put that to test and reaps fruits of his hard labor (gets destroyed in bed).

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  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    “It’s your first time, let me show you magic!”, instead of unfastening the belt and finally giving them both what they crave Nikolai propped up on elbows and beamed innocently like he wasn’t about to introduce self-proclaimed God to concept of cardinal sin.

    Fyodor glared daggers but with flushed cheeks and glassy eyes he looked more enticing and intimidating. Then he just sighed, threw head back onto pillow and demanded in already way too exhausted tone - “Drop the theatricality and just fuck me already”


    In which Nikolai jinxes his chances of getting laid by being a clown.

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  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    “Those unholy desires…”, Fyodor rubbed drool from his chin, fixated with nothing short of repugnance in eyes. Yet still rubbed knee against his groin and betrayed what he’s truly after.

    “… do you think Lord would accept them as anything but transgression?”

    In spite of ache and sexual frustrations Nikolai still smirked. “With God I parted ways long ago, his opinion doesn’t sway me any more”, he puffed. Leash sharply tugged, collar dug into skin and, for a moment, suffocated. Instead of being frightened into conceding Nikolai was spurred into pushing on as he knew punishment afflicted implies sore spot was poked prior.

    “All I’m asking is for you to accept them”

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