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Harry’s first memory at Wool’s Orphanage is of Tom Riddle.
He thinks Tom Riddle makes many exceptions for him. (He’s right.)
Featuring: poverty, death, racism, the slow corruption of morals and a mutual obsession, and meddling old men and their wars. And (a dash of) social commentary and justice, for those who are interested.
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- Part 1 of Tod und Verklärung
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Two years have passed since Madara left the village. When Hashirama sees him again, he isn’t expecting the babe on his hip.
The child stares at him with wide, frightened eyes, upset by the presence of an unmated, unfamiliar alpha standing close to her mother. She clings harder to Madara and buries her face in his body. Madara pats her back soothingly as he narrows his eyes, his spicy-sweet scent of woodsmoke and freshly sliced ginger gathering protectively around the babe.
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Everyone has their soulmate’s first words to them tattooed on their wrist in their soulmate’s handwriting, which only they can see. When their soulmate speaks those words to them, it'll become visible to their soulmate.
Tobirama’s wrist reads: “Tobirama, I believe?”
He’s always wanted a soulmate.
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In which Tobirama is smitten, and the future changes.
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Post-canon Madara travels back in time and leaves the village. Hashirama dedicates his life to finding him. Twenty-five years later, it’s not what he thought it’d be at all.
Or, Madara wakes up and leaves. Hashirama follows.
Hashirama approaches, and Tobirama still faces the kettle, refusing to turn and look at him. Who still doesn’t look at him once as Hashirama patiently explains his plan. I’ve decided to leave, he tells him. This way, I can find Madara and bring him back to the village, he says earnestly.
Tobirama shakes his head and turns around slowly, his eyes unreadable. Say you find him, he says. Say you find him and he says he doesn’t want to come back. What will you do then?
Hashirama stares at Tobirama. I will find Madara and bring him back to the village, he repeats.
Tobirama’s eyes narrow, and he gives an agitated shake of his head. “Disgraceful,” he mutters. “War is coming, and you choose to leave.”
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cause I never wanted saving, I just wanted to be found by caxandra
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
31 Dec 2023
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In which Dabi has non-romantic Hanahki disease for his father.
Enji closes his eyes and Touya’s tearful face appears, startlingly clear in its clarity. He’s tightly grasping a yellow carnation, head tilted up to gaze at his father, teary eyes staring at him with utter devastation.
“I have,” Touya hiccups, “Hanahaki disease. Mom told me.” The tears overflow and run down Touya’s face as Enji silently stands there, staring uneasily at his eldest child, confused and unsure of what to do. Touya breaks into heartbroken sobs, and Enji still can’t bring himself to move. He just stares at his son.
Somehow, Touya survived Sekoto Peak. The Hanahaki survived with him.
Enji puts his head into his hands and weeps.
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keep your eyes closed, we can live in a reverie by caxandra
Fandom: Naruto (Anime & Manga)
02 Nov 2023
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In which Madara develops Hanahaki disease, and Hashirama can never seem to stop making wrong decisions.
In one universe, Madara dies from his disease after hiding his Hanahaki from Hashirama.
In another universe, Hashirama learns of Madara's affliction and forces Madara to undergo the surgery. (It goes as well as you'd expect.)
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I keep coming back, just like a revolving door (I say I couldn't want you less, but I just want you more) by caxandra
Fandom: Naruto (Anime & Manga)
20 Feb 2025
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Madara never stopped thinking about Hashirama, as much as he would like to deny it.
(This is as happy as it gets for Hashirama and Madara.)
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I confess the incandescence of a dying light by caxandra
Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
29 Aug 2023
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Fics following the first work are unrelated to epilogues. In those epilogues, Dabi and Enji live, Dabi dies while Enji lives, or Dabi and Enji both die.
Epilogues are yet to be posted.
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Tobirama loves Izuna.
In one universe, Izuna does not reciprocate.
In another, Izuna does.
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Tobirama is the both the architect of his own salvation and ruin.
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Hashirama kills Madara at the Valley of the End. Madara haunts Hashirama.
In one universe, Madara’s cruelty spurs Hashirama to change.
In another universe, Madara is kinder to Hashirama, and things don’t change.
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"Are you Izuna?" Tobirama asks carefully.
Izuna wonders at the correct answer to that question.
or: izuna is alive, from a certain point of view.
prompt: drugged | any au
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- English
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Bookmarked by caxandra
13 Jan 2026
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Orochimaru's problem was simple; he was incapable of understanding a pleasure as available as sex. Jiraiya, who considered this peculiarity of his friend an easy problem to solve, decided to address it one night in the midst of a forest, making those golden eyes the only witnesses to his impulsiveness.
Bookmarked by caxandra
11 Jan 2026
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Orochimaru considered that yielding his personal space, coupled with the growing threat of succumbing to those profane touches—of losing control and ultimately finding a certain delight in the situation—was becoming a risk far costlier than whatever price he might extract from Jiraiya's shattered pride.
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love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage by voxofthevoid
Fandoms: Bleach (Anime & Manga)
30 Sep 2023
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Ichigo wakes up handcuffed to his bed, with his husband of barely a year—nine months and thirteen days—holding a knife to his throat.
His first thought is that it’s a sex thing.
His first instinct, strangled before it can take root, is to reach for the nanoreceptors in his bloodstream.
Alarm wars with a dull spark of interest as he struggles to wake up; the fact that he’s struggling, limbs heavy and eyelids hot, is strange and concerning enough that it wakes him up a little more.
The knife presses a little more firmly to his jugular, and the weight on his stomach shifts and settles, hot and heavy on his diaphragm.
Familiar blue eyes, modded to be slitted like a cat’s and glow in the dark, peer down at him. He can’t see the rest of Grimmjow’s face. The room is drenched in darkness.
“I know you like it rough,” Ichigo rasps, tongue just barely cooperating, “but isn’t this a bit too much?”
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He immediately sensed him when he entered the hideout. The chakra was weird, in an unsettling, almost worrying way, even if he would always claim that there was nothing to worry about a weak Uchiha Izuna. But his charka was low, dull like the ashes of a big fireplace beyond the point where a gentle blow could stir up the flames again. Izuna was usually more of a wildfire. Wild and blazing, an untamable force of nature under pale skin and wiry muscles.
Bookmarked by caxandra
23 Dec 2025
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“Big Brother.”, Izuna whispered in a charming voice Tobirama hat never heard out of his mouth, making him sound all soft and vulnerable and pleading. Oh, that fucking voice would appear definitely in his dreams when the extended version of “lewed ponytail-games” was on! “Don't bother to fight. Just take me home, please, big brother!”
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Constantly being torn between thinking with your brain and thinking with your dick was so, so exhausting.
Or,
Tobirama and Izuna blackmail each other into marriage.
Bookmarked by caxandra
25 Jun 2025
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HIKAKU FINDS OUT ABOUT THE GENJUTSU LMFAOOOO
“This is why it had to be you,” the guy mumbled, although Izuna wasn't sure he was really talking to him, and then, “Your brain is just as flawless as your face.”
Izuna nearly imploded.
24 painful hours until dick.
How the hell was he gonna survive until then?