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    unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov play on the same team in college. However, for some inexplicable reason, Rozanov seems to hate Hollander's guts. Little does Hollander know that the one whose been leaving him love notes in his stall has been Rozanov all along.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    There were times when everthing felt unreal.
     
    Seventeen-year-old Ilya – hell, twelve-year-old Ilya – would have been horrified at being tied down like that. Of being so open and vulnerable in front of another person. (He would have been grateful to have someone to love and be loved in return.)
     
    But twenty-seven-year-old Ilya is slowly waking up with the sun shining though those big ass glass wall, and making the water of the lake shine and dance while loons (fucking Canadian wolf birds) cry to each other and his arms full of his sleeping, warm boyfriend – and god, how is this his life.

     Whatever he has done in a past life to deserve this happiness, he would always be grateful for it. He will not let Shane slip though his fingers.
     

    Or: A slow, soft, smut filled morning from Ilya's pov. With a hint of Freckle worship - because it's Ilya, come on.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Ilya gets hurt during training and has to get anesthesia. Because of that, he doesn't remember who Shane is anymore when he wakes up - Shane, who is his husband.

    So, of course, he flirts with him.

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    26 Feb 2026