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    unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov play on the same team in college. However, for some inexplicable reason, Rozanov seems to hate Hollander's guts. Little does Hollander know that the one whose been leaving him love notes in his stall has been Rozanov all along.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    There were times when everthing felt unreal.
     
    Seventeen-year-old Ilya – hell, twelve-year-old Ilya – would have been horrified at being tied down like that. Of being so open and vulnerable in front of another person. (He would have been grateful to have someone to love and be loved in return.)
     
    But twenty-seven-year-old Ilya is slowly waking up with the sun shining though those big ass glass wall, and making the water of the lake shine and dance while loons (fucking Canadian wolf birds) cry to each other and his arms full of his sleeping, warm boyfriend – and god, how is this his life.

     Whatever he has done in a past life to deserve this happiness, he would always be grateful for it. He will not let Shane slip though his fingers.
     

    Or: A slow, soft, smut filled morning from Ilya's pov. With a hint of Freckle worship - because it's Ilya, come on.

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    26 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 95

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    Ilya gets hurt during training and has to get anesthesia. Because of that, he doesn't remember who Shane is anymore when he wakes up - Shane, who is his husband.

    So, of course, he flirts with him.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    When Ilya proposes he could marry Svetlana to get citizenship, he did expect Shane to be a little surprised. However, what he didn't expect was for Shane to look away from him without saying anything.

    Ilya had never regretted anything more in his life.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    “I need to sleep,” Ilya murmurs next to him on the bed, his voice distant.

    “Yeah, me too,” Shane rushes to agree. His fingers drum against his glass of vodka and he chugs the rest in one go. “I should, uh…” He moves to stand up off the bed, the soiled towel dropping from his stomach, and his knees buckle.

    Shane stumbles but remains upright, his vision blurry. But the glass in his hands slips from his trembling fingers, and, to his absolute horror, shatters all across the floor of Ilya’s penthouse suite.

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    After the hookup where Shane and Ilya didn’t kiss, Shane nearly passes out in his rival’s hotel room.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Hayden finds Lily’s contact and touches the little call button.

    After a short time, the call connects. “Shane,” a breathless sound reaches his ear, a broken heavy Russian accent cut off by a choked up sob. “You scared me.”

    Hayden hangs up.

    OR

    Hayden calls Lily after Shane’s injury

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    26 Feb 2026

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    The Ottawa Centaurs and the Montreal Metros play against each other for the first time since Shane's transfer, a game he's been dreading. He didn't leave on good terms, and some of the players still cling to their ill-will towards him. It all comes to a head in the third period, when Shane gets violently boarded, and Ilya sees red.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    His mouth parts. A hint of his soft, wet tongue as it swipes briefly across his lower lip. A second passes. A hesitation. Then, “You'll make a mess.”

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    25 Feb 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 85

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    “You didn’t even kiss me last night,” Shane can’t help himself from saying in this consequenceless place. “You fucking asshole.”

    “So sorry,” Rozanov says against his mouth, taking the hand braced on the small of his back off to pull at older Shane, and now they’re both shoulder to shoulder on top of him. “Very sorry, Shane. Let me make it up to you now.”

    Shane leaves Ilya's penthouse suite in Vegas, 2014 heavy hearted and unkissed.

    He wakes up in 2022.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    25 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 18

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    Snapshots of Heated Rivalry with daemons - Ilya's daemon is a wolf called Tatiana, Shane's is an artic fox called Emi.

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    25 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 62

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    Shane is just trying to survive his last year of university, but for some reason he keeps crossing paths with a ridiculously good-looking (and extremely cocky) Russian man named Ilya. He decides to just ignore him, but that's practically impossible when his daemon drops her non-existent panties every time she sees him.

    Or, Shane's daemon is obsessed with Ilya Rozanov. They're also in university and kind of fall in love almost immediately.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane desperately needs a job and applies to be a House Omega, not realizing it is for a member of the Russian mob.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    “Why not strip poker?”

    Shane blinks. Over the roars of the rest of the table, Ilya has to lean over so that Shane can hear him. His hot breath tickles across Shane’s cheek.

    “Hollander? This is okay with you?”

    Shane opens his mouth to say no are you all crazy there is no way I could get naked in front of you without you being able to see how desperately I want you, but swallows it down.

    “Sure. Yeah, it’s fine. I’m okay.”

    Or: the boys gang up on shane during strip poker and ilya is going to kill them dead

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “Fuck you,” Marleau says, through breathing, wheezing laughter. “I didn’t almost die—”

    The flat of Shane’s tongue presses, hard, against the head of Ilya’s cock. Ilya narrows his eyes. Oh, I see, he thinks flatly. To the extent that there had been anything to forgive, Ilya is fairly certain that Shane had immediately forgiven his little stunt during the call with Pike. He had neglected to remember, however, that Shane’s mind tended to plan on a scale of weeks, months, or years, and that forgiven did not necessarily mean forgotten.

    Shane gets payback for the phone call with Hayden.
    Sort of.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    "In between companies. Living in a shithole," Ilya Rozanov's message read, “Will pay whatever price to move in now.”

    Shane clicks on Ilya’s profile and skips over every other piece of information until he finds what he’s looking for.

    SECONDARY GENDER: Alpha.

    Absolutely no way in hell, Shane decides immediately. Never happening.

     
    → based on this tweet

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    24 Feb 2026

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “H’rder,” Shane whines into his mouth, not even trying to interrupt the kiss but speaking pathetically muffled and slurred around Ilya’s tongue.

    Ilya knocks their foreheads together, smiles.

    Nooooo Ilya, not before the game, Ilya,” he whines, a sweetly mocking imitation of Shane, “and now look at you, mhm? Why should I ever listen to your complaining, baby, when you’re gonna be such an easy, perfect slut for it anyways?”

    Or: Shane plays four-dimensional chess to get Ilya to fuck him even when he tells him no, for Shane-typical control freak reasons, in Shane-typical convoluted ways, with Shane-typical unawareness of this being a sex freak thing. Ilya provides, of course.

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    23 Feb 2026

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