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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    Neil ran and left behind nothing but a note as proof of his time as a Fox.
    A note, and Andrew.

    Four years of navigating Neil's absence lead Andrew to finally making a call he swore he'd never make.
    "Come back, rabbit."

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    19 Apr 2026

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    just so incredibly gorgeous
    i think andrew is so well-fleshed-out in this, in a way we dont really get in canon (duh, bc there's no pov)
    however: this is heartbreaking.
    the phone calls, the box, everyone else slowly moving on, matt's breakdown.....
    god.

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    (And when the vines reached my heart? I didn’t pull them out. I named them after you.)
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    Hanahaki: love that takes root where it doesn’t belong.
    Neil was never meant to feel it. He wasn’t supposed to survive long enough to. But then there was Andrew.

    Now Neil is coughing up flowers—blooms that carry every unsaid word, every moment he couldn’t let go. But this disease only ends in one of two ways:
    You confess.
    Or you die.

    And Neil has always been terrible at both..

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    11 Mar 2026

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    jesus christ
    this is.... so incredibly masterful that i am struggling for words
    neil's quiet and accepting descent into the 'garden' is so incredibly well-written -- this is the first time i have seen hanahaki where the element of mulch and actual rot is incorporated, it is so fitting and beautifully done
    i love how andrew is written when viewed from others' povs -- everyone knows except neil, and they just let them be while being oh so worried at the same time
    honestly gorgeous

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    Everyone always seems to have a crush on the frontman; Sirius is no exception.

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    22 May 2021

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    GOTH GF APPLICATIONS ANYONE?

    edit (12/01/2026): once again you are thirteen years old. please.

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    “Yeah, sure, steal my bird and then insult my clothing. Why not?” He waves a hand flippantly but Sirius stands up shocked.

    “Wait, what?”

    “Which part are you confused by?” the man seethes, eyes narrowed dangerously. “The part where I know you’re sleeping with my girl, or the part where you insulted my clothes two seconds ago.”

    “The first - I’m very aware about the cardigan joke.”

    “There’s no point in playing dumb, I fucking know.” The other sighs, all of the wind gone from his sails, shoulders slumping as he rakes a hand through disheveled curls, damp from the spitting mist outside. “Reversed the number on her phone found the billing address.”

    “I didn’t steal your girl, mate. I mean, I’m fucking sorry because that’s horrible, but it wasn’t me.” A snarl pulls up the others lip, he glares with disdain, but Sirius holds his hands up before he can continue. “I’m gay, for fucks sake. Like, really, really, gay. You’ve got the wrong bloke.”

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    02 Mar 2021

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    i just died of omygod. i love this so much and the personalities and the attraction and aaaaahhhh i cant this is why I read fanfic there is enough attraction in it to compensate for my lack of it.

    edit (12/01/2026): nope you were simply just thirteen years old.

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    [NEIL picks up the glass of water.]

    “Well that was a fucking mistake,” Mary says.

    Mary and Seth haunt the narrative (for real). This changes nothing.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    such an interesting approach
    i love getting a new perspective and a new way to approach the story
    i actually really enjoyed the seth and mary interaction