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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    Reki's childhood friend is back, and Langa is jealous!

    Reki thinks the world of his old friend. Langa despises him pretty much on sight.

    Worse, the old friend doesn't treat Reki right. Time for Langa to go mama-bear and protect his sweet, innocent Reki!

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    06 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SO CUTEEE!!

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Langa Hasegawa returns home from work one day to a love letter left by his boyfriend. The more he reads, though, the more worrying the words become, until eventually he finds himself rushing to Reki's house in worried panic. Reki's been off for a few months-- but when did it get this bad?

    Reki's always had anxiety and self-esteem issues. But they've been rearing up viciously the past few months, constantly reminding him that his boyfriend, Langa, and his family deserve so much more than he can ever be for them. That he's dragging everyone down. So he decides to do something about it. But nobody was supposed to find him, to see him- especially not Langa.

    And the aftermath, comfort, and resolve following all this heartbreak.

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    17 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    im about to cry.

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    It’s during their final year of high school, half a year left before their graduation, and Langa has no idea it’ll be the last week he ever spends with Reki.

    He likes routine. He likes the steady rhythm of mornings, the feel of the sun on his skin, the sound of birds nesting above him in the trees. Nature makes sense- weather shifts in patterns, plants grow in cycles, and the sky is always there. For Langa, who’s autistic, that kind of consistency is a comfort. So is Reki.

    Reki, who brings him outside of his head. Who’s messy and bright and grounding all at once. Who made him laugh even on the days when nothing else felt real.

    But nothing about the week that follows is fair. There’s no foreshadowing, no slow unravel. Just one unpredictable moment- and then everything changes.
    Suddenly Langa’s routine is shattered. The world feels colder. And the person who made him feel like he was finally living… is gone.

    Now he has to figure out how to keep going. How to exist in a world Reki is no longer in, when Reki was the one who helped him feel like he belonged in it in the first place.

    … He just knew Reki made his world make sense. And now, nothing does anymore.

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    15 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    when this is finished itll kill me.

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    Langa dropped his board beside Reki’s and sat beside him. They didn’t talk for a while. Just listened to the world hum — tires rolling by, seagulls screaming toward the coast, the hiss of wind brushing past the alley.

    “You didn’t show up to the ramp this morning,” Langa said after a long pause, voice hesitant.

    “Didn’t feel like it,” Reki muttered. He couldn’t look at him.

    He felt it again — that ache, right behind his ribs. The same one that bloomed during that stretch of time when everything between them had cracked like ice under pressure. When Langa had soared and Reki had drowned in his own insecurities.

    “I waited.”

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    15 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    they were infinite

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    "All at once, Langa was 15 again. He was alone and cold and panicking and the only thing he could think was when is dad coming home? But he wasn’t, was he? Langa was by himself again, rocking back and forth on the king-sized bed again, and it was so, so dark.

    But then, there was warmth.

    This time was suddenly different, all he could feel now were a pair of arms wrapping around his back from the side, and they were tight and safe and felt like a version of home that he had found himself.

     

    Reki."

     

    OR: Langa has a nightmare about his dad at a sleepover with Reki, and who better to comfort him than Reki himself?

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    11 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i actually cried.