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Zanka blinks at the older man. Then blinks again. Feels like his brain has done a hard reset at the sudden pivot in topic.
Feels dumb when he blurts out, “Follo?”
“Mhm, he was real worried about you missing dinner. Wanted to make sure someone brought you something.” Enjin states, reaching up to rub at his chin in a theatrical display of thoughtfulness. “You know, he could have just brought it himself.”
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Zanka is injured, and Follo’s reaction forces them to confront unfamiliar feelings.
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27 Jan 2026
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“What do you want, Seba?” Shin asks.
“You can read my mind,” Natsuki thinks. “I’ve already thought about it, so you should know what I want.”
“Yeah, but I want you to say it.” Then: “No one’s home, so you can be as loud as you want.”
The in-betweens of it all.
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11 Nov 2025
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The team is losing and Rin's frustration is palpable. Tabito declares he'll get the next goal no matter what and turn the game around. In the excitement of their win, Rin pulls him aside.
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- Part 2 of Blue Lock Rare Pair Week 2025
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25 Aug 2025
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"It's Karasu-kun to ya," Tabito mutters, as if on autopilot, and woah, deja vu. Suddenly, even while curled up in Hiori Yo's bed in Hiori Yo's apartment in Hiori Yo's city, far, far away from Japan -- the memory of two boys silhouetted against the setting sun on the practice pitch of the Bambi Osaka Youth Club seems to lie right at his fingertips, begging for him to take hold and never let go.
things you said when you were drunk.
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- Part 1 of WHEN WE HUG (WE DON'T HUG NOW)
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30 Mar 2025
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Following Blue Lock’s victory against the Japan U-20 team, Tabito’s fascination with Rin is only piqued even greater. After eavesdropping on his conversation with Isagi, Tabito decides he wants to have a chat with Mr. Number One as well.
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Or: Karasu is amused by the fact that Rin finally has to learn what it means to be defeated.
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23 Feb 2025
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'Cause you're the cigarette and I'm the smoker by a_ngelitto
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
21 Feb 2025
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“Light me,” Rin says, but he doesn’t wait for Karasu to pull out his very faulty and probably hazardous old lighter. He takes it upon himself to lean forward and close the gap between them just a little more, enough that he can tap the end of his cigarette against Karasu’s already lit one.
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Tabirin smoking together
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21 Feb 2025
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so who was i to you, my love? by stormyrainyday
Fandoms: Metal Fight Beyblade | Beyblade Metal Saga
07 Apr 2025
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“There’s Pegasus!” he’d said, “Dad showed me.” Hyoma remembered. Ryo’s Storm Pegasus was legendary even then.
“And there,” Gingka had continued, “is Aries. It’ll be easier to see next month.”
“Where?”
Gingka took his hand and traced the path. It was a small thing, humble next to Pegasus, but he too felt like he’d grown wings with the way his heart soared.
“Woah,” was all he could say, but he was no longer looking at the sky.
Gingka and Hyoma, through the years
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slow updates (i'm sorry)
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02 Jan 2025
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take me, show me by littencloud9 for EnigmaticInsignia
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Anime), Blue Lock (Manga)
29 Dec 2024
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Chigiri loves football. It’s to the point where he’s ready to tear himself apart if it means feeling the everlasting high that running on the field gives him, and sometimes it makes him feel crazy, but there’s—
Isagi.
Isagi, who understands this dangerous passion like no other. Isagi, who doesn’t just encourage, but embraces it, the passion and the pain. Isagi, who plays football like he needs it to breathe, like it’s the blood rushing through his veins.
Because football isn’t just a game—it’s life. This, Chigiri understands like no other.
or, chigiri and isagi, on fueling each other’s fire, undying passion, and a thirsty need for survival
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01 Jan 2025
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“I’m out of clean clothes,” Minho grumbles in complaint. “I only packed enough outfits for a 2 or 3 day trip. How much longer is this going to take?”
“Believe it or not, Stockholming you into taking me back has proven to be a very long and drawn out process, hyung.”
Seungmin hops in the car after receiving his divorce papers in the mail. He types in the address on the navigation app on his phone. Destination: Minho or bust.
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05 Dec 2022
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21 Aug 2022
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In the lost corner of your heart by sapphirenightingale (duskcravings)
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
29 Aug 2021
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"Seung-" Jisung tries but Seungmin ignores him, moving forward to hook an arm under Minho's armpit. Every area of contact burns, makes him feel disgusting and unwanted. Brings bile to the back of his throat.
"Jisung, he is drunk and the Uber is waiting, we should help him inside." He tells Jisung
"I don't want them, Sung. I don't want my soulmate." Minho tells Jisung.
Jisung watches him horrified, struggling between reaching out to either help Minho or comfort Seungmin.
"Min, this is all a-" Jisung starts but then Minho makes the decision for all of them by turning his face and emptying his guts on the alley floor.
A soulmate au where Seungmin and Minho hate each other.
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22 Jul 2022
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“So what’s this about you trying to break up with me?” asks Seungmin.
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22 Jul 2022
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11 Jul 2022
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i'd never ask you (cause deep down i'm certain i know what you'd say) by sparemethehypocrisy
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
23 Aug 2022
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He's stunning in the low light of the theatre, adoration writ plain as day into every line of his features, and Hyunjin feels a warm swell of affection flood his gut.
He's close, and warm, and beautiful, and everything Hyunjin has ever dared to want.
He's staring at Changbin.
Three years ago, Hyunjin would have told you fracturing his ankle was the most painful thing he'd ever had to endure, and three years ago it was.
He'd take a fractured ankle over this any day, in a heartbeat.
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09 Jul 2022
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04 Jun 2022
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“Ten more minutes please,” he whispers, closing his eyes and relaxing his body. When Hyunjin hums in agreement, he can feel the vibrations through his chest. It makes him feel even closer to him than he already is.
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05 May 2022
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Compliment something about me and I’ll tell you if it’s good or not.”
Pretty Boy steps a few paces away and gestures to himself. Felix hesitates, partially because he’s nervous but partially because… well, there was just too much to say. He could talk about his thick lips, or how elegant he looked under the night sky, or his calculating, fox-like eyes that held his gaze and stripped him down to his bones the moment they first met. But it wouldn’t be genuine. Felix isn’t here to seduce him. Felix just wants to get to know him. So…
“I like your hair.”
A pause, and Pretty Boy blinks. “My… hair?”
“It’s a blonde mullet, like mine,” Felix says, running a hand through his own hair. His grin grows sheepish. “You’re actually the first person I’ve seen who has one too. I don’t know, I just think that’s cool.”
Something in Pretty Boy’s eyes soften, and the teasing air between them suddenly hangs heavy with tension; the gentle kind that creeps up your shoulders and feels like anticipation.
“Good answer,” Pretty Boy finally says.
or, Hyunjin gives Felix his heart but Felix realises too late that he can't give anything in return.
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30 Mar 2022
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we missed the exit miles ago by strawhatmikans for Laughingvirus
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
09 Jan 2019
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Falling in love works like this: you do it once, and then sometimes you get the chance to do it again.
Or, the laws of astrophysics refuse to let Hyunjin and Felix lose each other.
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19 Mar 2022
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Thing is, he feels. The members all know how much he feels. His squawks of disbelief and anguished groans when he’s watching a particularly gripping drama is testament to that. But he’s never felt as small and afraid as he’s felt in the last few months.
[Felix is there when Hyunjin is having a hard time.]
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25 Feb 2022
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Felix likes Changbin a lot but Changbin has no idea… and Hyunjin knows.
“Ya! Wake up. I’m not your girlfriend. I’m Felix Lee stop hugging me.”
“Just a little bit more.’’
“Wake--“
“Five more minutes.”
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20 Feb 2022