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  1. Summary

    tamon's b side series, mostly tamon and keito centric cause they're my faves. might write about the others, will probably write for utamon and asunatsu too

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  2. Summary

    a collection of anakt till-focused oneshots or twoshots i dunno. i love my onesided anakt mizitill

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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Sawako spends most of kindergarten alone until a boy with a crooked yellow hat sits beside her during recess and asks to borrow a crayon!!!

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    15 Sep 2026

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    "she still thinks she'll see him tomorrow"

    will you sawako will you

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    Damian Desmond wakes up with a hangover, a migraine, and an elevator intercom that cheerily informs him he’s dead, which is certainly a bold claim to make before breakfast.

    The afterlife is a cocktail lounge. The bartender is Anya Forger, the girl he bullied, secretly loved, and spent six years destroying himself over after she was murdered. She doesn’t remember him. Instead, she offers him drinks, stickers, and no explanations. He offers the emotional stability of a rotting bookshelf.

    He’s not ready to choose his next life. He’s not ready to let go.

    He’s definitely not ready to fall in love with her all over again.

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    10 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yes

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    What a stupid disease, Damian lamented, moving past denial of his circumstances and straight into resentment. The cure was equally stupid.

    There were a few options to rid oneself of hanahaki, the first and simplest being that the sufferer could overcome their romantic feelings. Otherwise, they could make an unambiguous declaration of love, and if the recipient accepted, the sufferer would be healed. The latter choice was high-risk, it specifically required the sufferer to confess their feelings at the cost of the disease worsening should their love not be returned.

    The third option was only a cure insofar as amputation is a cure for a broken finger, not an option anyone with any sense would dwell upon.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    damian you need to die for the clout

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    Damian Desmond wakes up and he knows he’s on the top of the world. It’s finally his first day at Eden Academy and he knows he’s going to be an Imperial Scholar, just like his father and brother. The world is in the grasp of his tiny 7 years old hands and he will be the greatest politician to ever exist, he knows it.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    .........he's on top of the world, isn't he?

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    Damian goes through Eden’s orientation day. He thinks it’s fantastic (it’s not).

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    Inspired by Episode 6's ending in which we see Damian standing all alone in the group photo.

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    31 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    'Damian’s muscles tense up and he refuses to stand closer to that family. He doesn’t need anyone.

    (That’s because he doesn’t have anyone.)

    There’s no one next to him, and Damian thinks he doesn’t care. The weather’s pretty warm, yet he’s somehow shivering. He stares at his shoes. They look unreasonably small. He feels unreasonably small.

    The cameraman tells them to smile. Damian thinks he does, but he doesn’t really remember. His cheek hurts from moving it, so smiling hurts.

    If he looks to the right, he can see that commoner girl and her parents on the right end of the front row. Fitting how they’re situated completely opposite of him. He feels an odd stab in his heart when even that commoner girl has parents that came with her. That damned commoner girl who can see right through him and make him feel raw and exposed. She’s the only exception and Damian can’t help but be interested in her.

    … It’s weird. Damian has his high status, he has everything, but he also lacks what everyone else has.

    And it’s fine. It’s fine. It’s really fine because no matter what happens, Damian is still a Desmond. He still has his status and one girl cannot change that. He’s strong, he’s independent, and he’s fine. He really is!

    The wind blows past him, carrying the chatter and laughter from the other families, and Damian suddenly shudders. He stands there, hands shoved in his pockets (because Mother’s not there to tell him off), and puts on a perfect expression of nonchalance even as his cheek throbs in pain.

    … All things considered, Damian likes to think he’s doing pretty good on his first day at Eden.

    (In the end, Damian muses, he’s a liar just like his father.)'

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