10 Bookmarks by cxstil
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Jack Abbott’s seen war, blood, and sand — thought he left it all behind. He learned to live with it.
But the moment you walked into The Pitt, it’s like the desert starts breathing again.
Same eyes. Same fire. Same ghost he never buried right.Bookmarked by beth (cxstil)
05 Jun 2026
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Bassed on this request: Could you write a Jack Abbot x attending reader where they have a long and flirty history as people who have both worked at the ED? He finally asks her to be serious with him, but she recently got a breast cancer diagnosis and feels like she needs to go it alone bc she doesn't know the outcome and encourages him to move on to someone like Dr. Mohan. I would love an angst to fluff and happy ending for reader.
Bookmarked by beth (cxstil)
27 May 2026
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You and Jack have been together for almost a year. You decided to keep your relationship on the down low to avoid awkward questions.
Unfortunately, Jack can’t help but stare at you throughout your shift together. People start to notice.
This follows season 2.
Bookmarked by beth (cxstil)
26 May 2026
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Castiel Novak is 27 when he suddenly loses his twin brother Jimmy, and his whole world turns to ashes. How do you deal with losing half of yourself when your whole life always revolved around the two of you, like yin and yang and black and white? How do you deal with a broken soul and old demons looming over you with no one to hold you back anymore?
After 10 years as a Navy Special Warfare Operator and more than a dozen deployments in both Afghanistan and Iraq, a battlefield injury forces 28-year-old Chief Petty Officer Dean Winchester to choose between being stuck behind a desk for the rest of his career or going back to civil life. When he learns about his friend Jimmy’s death, Dean makes his way back to Kansas with his heart in his throat and broken pieces at his feet.
Things are already complicated and painful enough as it is, but when former lovers Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak meet again after 10 years of radio silence and a galaxy of wounds and scars solidly standing between them, it feels like both a curse and a blessing has been placed on them both. Is there any hope in putting back their broken pieces together after a decade, and how do you deal with grief and broken dreams?
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- Part 1 of Patient Love verse
- Language:
- English
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- 167,722
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Collections:
- 3
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- 322
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- 1,151
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- 383
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- 25,129
Bookmarked by beth (cxstil)
28 Jul 2025
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In the spring of 1944, the 104th Medical Battalion of the United States Army is disbanded, and its men reassigned to various infantry companies in preparation for their invasion of occupied France. For First Lieutenant Novak, this is less than helpful, as he has so far met his platoon’s designated medic a grand total of twice, and has both times found Sergeant Winchester to be the optimum combination of reckless, arrogant, and downright insufferable so as to make cohesive platoon function near impossible. When the time comes to move out, however, Castiel has to reconcile himself to the fact that men are going to go down and trust that Dean Winchester may well be the only person who can put them back together again. WW2 ETO infantry AU.
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- Part 1 of Ninety One Whiskey
- Language:
- English
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- 401,183
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Collections:
- 15
- Comments:
- 2,959
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- 14,554
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Bookmarked by beth (cxstil)
28 Jul 2025
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From the outside Castiel Novak looks like a regular guy: a good job, two teenage kids, a nice house and a crappy car he’s way too attached to.
But there’s one thing no one knows about him: that, over twenty years ago, he used to live next to none other than Dean Winchester – back then a brash and loud-mouthed boy and nowadays a huge movie star and Hollywood’s sweetheart.
Castiel never bothered to tell anyone about his childhood friend because frankly, who would believe him? Probably even Dean himself already forgot about his former awkward and weird neighbor, so Castiel seriously doesn’t see any point in mentioning the whole thing ever.
But then an interview on national TV happens where Dean reveals way more about his past than ever before … and Castiel - as well as the rest of the world - suddenly realizes that he left a much bigger impact on Dean’s life than he originally thought.
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- Part 1 of Starstruck
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 203,515
- Chapters:
- 50/50
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 6,927
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- 10,117
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- 2,247
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- 332,171
Bookmarked by beth (cxstil)
28 Jul 2025
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Coming Home (But Not to You) by queercatfan
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
24 Dec 2024
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When Viktor makes the reluctant decision to move back to Piltover after six years to be a professor at The Academy, he's forced to share an office with none other than his former lab partner Jayce Talis, the very man who caused him to leave Piltover in the first place.
(modern professors AU)
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- Part 1 of Coming Home (But Not to You)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 118,854
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Comments:
- 4,630
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- 43,079
- Bookmarks:
- 10,273
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- 1,102,355
Bookmarked by beth (cxstil)
28 Jul 2025
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Dean is a hunter.
Castiel is a Man of Letters.
And even though they have to work together on a regular basis, there is not much sympathy between them. Castiel thinks Dean is too brash and reckless while Dean in return sees nothing more in the other man than a rude asshole with an obsessive love for books and a truly terrible fashion sense.
But fate clearly has a funny way of throwing these two together over and over again.
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- Part 1 of Shot Through The Heart
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 156,327
- Chapters:
- 32/32
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 1,494
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- 2,631
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- 672
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- 74,391
Bookmarked by beth (cxstil)
28 Jul 2025
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What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.
- Language:
- English
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- 97,556
- Chapters:
- 12/?
- Comments:
- 5,877
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- 40,928
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Bookmarked by beth (cxstil)
28 Jul 2025
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Take Off Your Father's Jacket (It Never Fit You Anyway) by Wow_thisiswheremylifeis
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
12 Apr 2023
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“It’s okay to be soft, Dean.” Cas murmured, like it was something easy, like Cas knew how to put everything down for a second and just yearn.
Dean didn’t know how to be soft. He’d never been one to cuddle, he’d rather die than use floral smelling lotion on his hands, and he never put sugar in his coffee.
His whole life he’d been rough around the edges and overly masculine to survive. He’d made up for his pretty face and long lashes by wearing a leather jacket that smelled like gunpowder and his father’s whiskey, with pockets that were too, too heavy with sins he’d commit again to keep his brother safe.
How would he even begin to allow himself to want–and reach out for what he wants?
Dean sighed. “I uh–It doesn’t come easy to me.”
Castiel shrugged like he already knew, like Dean wasn’t the one who still wore his Dad’s leather jacket, hoping it was enough, hoping he was enough.
Cas leaned into him, his back to Dean's front. “It’s easier than you think.”Or when Dean’s weird, bee-loving, friend Castiel winds his way into Dean’s bed (even though Dean is not gay), and Dean finds himself wanting things more than ever, wanting things he can’t have, wanting things that he’ll never earn.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 146,114
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Comments:
- 184
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- 863
- Bookmarks:
- 274
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- 21,249
Bookmarked by cxstil
11 Dec 2023