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After Shane's brutal departure with the Metros and the homophobia and racism he faced with the team, he joins the Centaurs with his husband by his side. Nobody warns him about the anxiety he would face when it comes time to play against his old team.
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Shane has a panic attack right before a game against the Metros and regresses under stress. Ilya is there to take care of him, but they face some difficulty with the Centaurs during the game.COMPLETED 03/04/26
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- Part 11 of Hollanov
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28 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.
The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.
@OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.
@OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm
Epilogue: 3/1
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- Part 1 of 1100200's Hollanov Fanfics
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03 Feb 2026
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Across the Red Line by Wipandwonder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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When a brutal on-ice accident nearly claims Shane's life in front of 20,000 fans, Ilya's carefully guarded world shatters. He can't hold Shane's hand in the ambulance. Can't claim him as family in the hospital. The fear of losing the man he loves forces Ilya to make a choice. Keep hiding, or risk everything?
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03 Feb 2026
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All Shane wanted was a peaceful two weeks with Ilya. Yet somehow once again the universe is against them.
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02 Feb 2026
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Always choose you… by lunaloki1234
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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(Not a great summary, but here is an Angsty story for you)
Takes place during the long game after their fight.
Shane doesn’t keep driving home, Ilya is his home. He’d always choose Ilya and he has to make sure Ilya knows that.
Ilya turns off his phone not wanting to talk when Shane calls him. He regrets that later
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02 Feb 2026