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• does it feel like a heart attack? / like there's no way out or no way back by damaged0mens

  Fandoms: Blind Channel (Band)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  19 Feb 2023

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Aleksi Kaunisvesi | Alex Mattson/Niko Vilhelm
  • Aleksi Kaunisvesi | Alex Mattson
  • Niko Vilhelm
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Arthritis
  • Character Study
  • Painkillers

  Summary

  “Just take it easy”, Niko said after what felt like forever in silence. And it was exactly what Aleksi needed to hear and at the same time the exact thing that Aleksi didn’t want to hear.

   

  or Aleksi is struggling and Niko tries to be there to help.

  Series

  • Part 3 of i know you feel lost / but i'm here to wander with you

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,813

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  11

  Hits:

  176

• found pleasure in my pain, baby by damaged0mens

  Fandoms: Blind Channel (Band)  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Gen
  • Work in Progress

  05 Apr 2022

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Aleksi Kaunisvesi | Alex Mattson/Niko Vilhelm
  • Aleksi Kaunisvesi | Alex Mattson
  • Niko Vilhelm
  • Joel Hokka
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Implied/Referenced Drug Use
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • implied/referenced eating disorder
  • Self-Harm
  • Character Study

  Summary

  “Your mind scares me”, Niko whispered and regretted it the second he had said it.
  “Sometimes my mind scares me too”, Aleksi sighed.

   

  or: Aleksi is obsessed with the word "better" and Niko is on the hunt to find himself from the bottom of the bottle, aka terrible coping mechanisms & friendship that evolves on the road.
  (Slow burn)

  Series

  • Part 2 of i know you feel lost / but i'm here to wander with you

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  20,345

  Chapters:

  7/8

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  44

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  686

• some monsters are harder to vanquish / together we'll manage to make it through by damaged0mens

  Fandoms: Blind Channel (Band)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  24 Jan 2022

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Joel Hokka/Aleksi Kaunisvesi | Alex Mattson
  • Aleksi Kaunisvesi | Alex Mattson
  • Joel Hokka
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Mental Health Issues
  • I Made Myself Cry

  Summary

  "He was afraid that if he was easier, softer, or even a bit kinder to himself, the things he had earned through hard work and pushing himself wurther, would slip away his fingers, like he had thought the wine glass would slip, if he had let it."

   

  or: Aleksi's struggling & Joel tries to help.

  Series

  • Part 1 of i know you feel lost / but i'm here to wander with you

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,340

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  44

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  445