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    Dean, Benny, Charlie, Garth, and Cas are old college buddies. In their thirties now, they meet up once a year to shed their adult responsibilities for a week. This year it's Garth's turn to choose where they go and he's still as obsessed with horror and weird shit as he was back in college. He ends up picking a supposedly deserted hotel in the friggin' mountains. The place is creepy as hell and as night falls, two things become increasingly apparent. One: the place isn’t as deserted as they first thought, and two: Dean’s college stalker is back from the dead.

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    30 Mar 2022

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    Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.

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    "You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"

    Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.

    Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.

    "What?" Dean grits out.

    "I love you, too."

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    25 Apr 2021

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    Love love love

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    Getting blindfolded and blown by a random dude his girlfriend knew didn’t exactly sound like an ideal Sunday for Dean, until it actually happened.

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    08 Jun 2020

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    When Dean kicks Castiel out of the bunker, they have no contact for months. Once the Gadreel/Ezekiel situation is finally resolved, Dean tries to reach out, but cannot get in touch with Cas. To his horror, he soon discovers his friend has been in trouble for a long time. Dark Fic.

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    31 Mar 2020

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    “I’ll make you a deal,” Castiel said in lieu of answering his question and laughed when Dean’s brows shot up in surprise. Clearly, his change in attitude was unexpected.

    “Oh yeah?” Dean's bright green eyes held amused interest. “What kind of deal?”

    “We continue on as we have been the last few months; hanging out, getting to know each other and after six months if you still feel about me the way I know I'll still feel about you, you agree to date me.”

    Thirty-five-year-old Castiel Novak may be newly divorced, and newly out of the closet, but he still knows what he wants and what he wants is Dean Winchester. Now Cas just has to convince the man to take a chance on him. Shouldn't be too hard, right?

    Dean would be lying if he said that the newest transplant to Angel’s Bend wasn't totally his type, not to mention insanely hot. Unfortunately, Dean has been somebody's big gay experiment before and doesn’t want to put himself through that again. But something about Castiel Novak makes him wonder if it's not worth the gamble.

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    23 Mar 2020