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The snow under them both was soaked with Derek’s blood.
His whole life was bleeding out on his father’s lawn with every faint beat of Derek’s heart.
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Or, the Mafia AU where Derek suffers from amnesia and forgets being married to StilesBookmarked by danielam
12 Oct 2025
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After spending eight years running from her serial killer father, Anna and her twin brother, Neil have been recruited to play for the Palmetto State University Foxes. It's a great opportunity, but can Anna keep this grasp of a future while protecting her and her brother from The Baltimore Butcher?
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03 Aug 2025
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Andrew met Neil in a park when they were five, hiding in a tunnel in the playground set and immediately the two became inseparable; causing chaos for the adults around them, growing closer and closer as the years trickle by even through trauma and abuse from caregivers and unstable mothers all until one day Neil's unstable mother snatches Neil away for eight years just as everything in Andrew's life shifts- from having a new adoptive mom, to finding his brother and doing everything he can to protect him, to gaining a family that he wants to share with Neil. And after eight years, after thinking that his best friend and only love was dead, Neil comes back into his life easily fitting himself by Andrew's side once again, leaving the two of them to navigate their new developing relationship together alongside their traumas and complex family relationships
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02 Aug 2025
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Neil Josten is one of the world's biggest popstars, with a reputation as clean and crushing as plated glass.
Andrew Minyard is his favorite artist. He is also so unapologetically himself that Neil cannot help but be besotted.
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02 Aug 2025
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“What do I get out of it?” Neil asked.
“Pardon?”
“I'm assuming I won't be playing,” he reiterated. “Nearly as much as the rest of the team or not at all- and don’t try to tell me any different because I can tell from your lot,” Neil gestured to Ralph and the rest of them. “That you love to pick up lost causes. So, what do I get out of filling your line so you can throw balls to each other.”
"Oh~ I like this one." Andrew said. "Can we keep him, Coach?"
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Neil gets a head injury that changes his mental stability. He is put on antipsychotic that causes him to become numb. After the Foxes recruit Neil's teammate in Milport and he's at the right place at the right time, he signs as well.
First book: complete!
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29 Jul 2025
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Andrew is adopted into the Wesninski family, who live in a decaying town in the middle of nowhere—where winter never ends and black snow coats the ground like soot. There’s a boy around Andrew’s age with unnatural indigo eyes, his mother Mary who exists more as shadow than person, and his father, Nathan, who radiates something deeply, irreparably wrong.
Or the story of Andrew and Neil growing up as adopted brothers, getting torn apart, and finding their way back to each other years later.
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12 Jul 2025
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One moment Neil was nineteen, bleeding out on the concrete floor of his childhood home in Baltimore. The next he was waking up to his mother’s voice telling him to wake up and getting in the car to go to West Virginia for his audition with the Moriyamas. Neil finds himself with a chance at a do-over and takes it. How much can he do without jeopardizing his happy ending?
A 'Neil dies in Baltimore and gets a redo' fic.
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05 Jul 2025
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Andrew Minyard has just signed on with a new team so that he can support his twin and his twin's wife as they begin their residency and get ready to welcome his nieces into the world. He may not give a shit about Exy, but it does pay well.
The Atlanta Wolves are paying him well enough to ignore the awkward tension of having to play with one of his college teammates again. The only problem is that Neil Josten has only gotten more interesting since the last time Andrew saw him when Andrew graduated from Palmetto State University.
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30 Jun 2025
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At first glance, Neil Josten appears to be a quiet, unremarkable high school senior with distant, neglectful parents. But behind the carefully crafted facade lies a far more dangerous truth: Neil is actually Nathaniel Wesninski, the fugitive son of a notorious crime lord. After his mother’s death and his true identity was exposed, Neil made a deal with the FBI—betray his father’s empire in exchange for protection and a second chance.
Now living under a new name and raised by FBI agent Amelia Young and her wife Linda, Neil balances life as a covert operative with the illusion of a normal teenager. But everything changes when Coach David Wymack recruits him to play Exy for the Palmetto State Foxes, a college team infamous for its chaos and broken players.
Though reluctant at first, Neil joins, drawn to the game and the fleeting promise of normalcy. But fitting in is harder than it looks. His new teammates are suspicious, cold, and completely unaware of the secrets he’s hiding—his real name, his past, and the trauma etched into his body and mind.
With danger looming on all sides, Neil must decide how much of himself he’s willing to reveal and how far he’s willing to go to finish what he started.- Language:
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25 Apr 2025
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Before fleeing to Europe, Mary and her son make a stop in Oakland.
Alex — who is Nathaniel, who is Abram, and four other names besides — meets a boy on a roof.
(Or, Neil and Andrew meet a little earlier. It changes things.)
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14 Apr 2025
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Andrew spends most of his childhood thinking he is a psychopath. He is not. Andrew is, and always will be, just Andrew.
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14 Apr 2025
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Neil Josten was done. Done living by his mother's rules. Done being someone he isn't. If he's going to die than so be it but he'll be damned if he dies anything but free and if he causes some chaos along the way well he wasn't raised a saint.
What if Neil was a little more apathetic, a little more sarcastic, and what if he wasn't afraid of himself.
Neil Josten was never supposed to be permanent he was quiet and didn't stand out in the crowd. Nathaniel Wesninski was the son of a killer and that killer taught him the trade, he was too sarcastic, with too much attitude. What happens when Neil learns to be both.Series
- Part 1 of Reluctant Acceptance
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01 Apr 2025
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26 Feb 2025
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An Omega Makes For a Fitting Fox by geekqueen99
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
15 Mar 2025
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When Neil Josten, someone hiding their designation, identity, and appearance, is recruited to the PSU Foxes, he knows it's a bad idea. The risks are too high. The consequences would include his death. Still, he can't resist.
All For The Games series rewritten within the omegaverse.
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- Part 1 of All For The Omegaverse
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18 Feb 2025
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09 Feb 2025
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“What day is it?” Derek demanded.
“What?”
“The day! What day is today?!” Derek let Stiles go, but only so he could reach into his pocket and pull out his phone. He tapped at the home screen, and then went so perfectly still that Stiles was pretty sure this guy wasn’t human. No human could stand that still.
When it was clear Derek wasn’t going to move again without some prompting, Stiles said, “It’s Wednesday.”
“That’s impossible,” Derek whispered.
“Not really, it comes around every seven days.”
“This is impossible,” Derek said again, looking around himself, as if he was searching for something.
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03 Feb 2025
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there is something wrong with you (that is also wrong with me) by PenguinMerchant
Fandoms: Captive Prince - C. S. Pacat
08 Jul 2021
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Damen is thirteen years old when his brother kills Auguste in a field at Marlas.
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29 Dec 2024
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Neil met Andrew in juvie when he was 15 after his mother died and the cops found him staring at a burning vehicle. He was wary of him at first but eventually, they became friends which then led to a little bit more than friends. When Andrew eventually left to go live with Aaron, they kept in touch, until Neil got out of juvie and returned to his life on the run, where their contact was scarcer. One day, Andrew got a call from +44 20 number. London. When he answered it was the same boy he missed, calling to tell him that he gave up on running and was seeking refuge with his uncle Stuart in London. And he went by Neil now. Neil Hatford. Andrew was just happy to hear that he was all right.
That was 3 years ago. Now Andrew is a sophomore at Palmetto State University, playing exy for the Foxes. And Neil… Well.
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16 Dec 2024
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Neil was living with his husband and his cats, when fate decided that he had enough peace and sent him back in time.
But with who was he sent back ?Bookmarked by danielam
29 Sep 2024
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Back and Back and Back by you_remind_me_of_the_babe
Fandoms: Carry On | Simon Snow Series - Rainbow Rowell
03 Aug 2024
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The thing about being in love with someone from the future is…well, it’s crap, isn’t it?
When Baz was young, he initially thought the Dragon Man visiting the woods behind his house was a figment of his imagination. As he grew, he realised his friend was very real, if still somewhat mysterious. When the Crucible finally casts Baz and Simon Snow as roommates, the truth of who he is begins to unravel.
A time travel AU.
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21 Jul 2024