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Tempt You Toward the Flood by babyrubysoho
Fandoms: Senjou no Merry Christmas | Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence | Furyo (1983)
24 May 2017
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Yonoi should have known something was wrong as soon as he laid eyes on him. When his first glimpse of the British officer revealed in himself the potential for something that felt like madness, an instant of prostrating spiritual fever. That moment of disorder should have warned him. But it passed too quickly, to be replaced by admiration, curiosity, a sense of something entirely other. And so he failed to recognise that he was in the presence of a demon.
*Yonoi tries to make sense of the magical creature that is...David Bowie XD. It doesn't go well.*
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31 Jan 2026
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Richie and Eddie remember who they used to be and decide what they’ll become.
A post canon fix-it where Richie saves Eddie from a skewering, Eddie U-Hauls to California, and they both slowly figure their shit out.
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04 Jan 2026
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Despite Your Destination by starclipped
Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King
27 Jul 2020
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Eddie's smile is sweet, tinged with something bitter. Before Richie can frown, Eddie turns the other way and sighs.
"Richie to the rescue, huh." The way Eddie says it makes Richie wonder if he remembers how he brought him back to consciousness. If he does he's being oddly cavalier about it. Maybe it simply doesn't matter. Now that's a thought that makes his heart twinge. "Well, maybe it's my turn."
"Sure, Eds," Richie cautiously replies, not quite certain what they're talking about anymore. "Maybe it is."
[Or: Thirteen year old Eddie Kaspbrak gets caught in the Deadlights. Twenty-seven years later, forty year old Richie Tozier does too.]
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30 Dec 2025
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All the Very Best of Us (String Ourselves Up for Love) by starclipped
Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King
08 May 2020
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“Richie. Richie, it’s me,” he whispers, so softly that it’s almost a figment of his imagination. “Hey, it’s Eddie. I’m Eddie. I’m okay, Rich, and you’re okay, so just… please, stop saying shit like that. You’re—you’re scaring me.” He says that part like he’d rather do anything but admit such a thing. But then, as his eyes dart over Richie’s face, his expression shifts, the usual constipation twisting into something close to hysteria that he tries and fails to mask with outrage. “And stop shaking me, shitbag! I had to claw my way out of a fucking disaster zone and I’m really sore—”
Richie doesn’t know how he knows it, that this is the one and only Eddie Kaspbrak, truly here in the flesh, but he does. Because it’s as if the piece of him that'd been unceremoniously ripped away has miraculously been sewn back into place, worn and faded and uneven and maybe the wrong way around, but still very much present.
“Eddie,” Richie chokes, and the man he loves with all his heart is standing right in front of him, alive, and there’s no way he could make himself think otherwise.
[Or: Stan lives, Eddie is resurrected, the Losers visit Georgia, and Richie gets everything he's ever wanted (plus more).]
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- Part 1 of The Courage to Start Over
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29 Dec 2025
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Eddie Kaspbrak is not gay. He doesn't care what his mother, his girlfriend, or those assholes at school say. Just because he has Elton John posters doesn't mean he wants to hold hands with boys. And just because he doesn't like to kiss his girlfriend doesn't mean he's gay. He just doesn't like germs.
He can't believe his mother is sending him to True Directions. He doesn't need to learn how to be straight. He just wants to have a fun summer before going off to college.
He definitely isn't prepared for Richie Tozier to come into his life like a whirlwind and blow all of these pre conceived notions out of his mind and turn his whole life upside down.
But I'm a Cheerleader AU ❤️
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23 Dec 2025