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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Hey, 4c?” The slime bounced over at her call, tilting his head curiously. “Do you know who this ‘Louis’ person was?”

    Whoever they had been, they seemed important. They got a whole blackstone building, just for their casket, not to mention the chains on the hanging signs being made of pure silver. Mae was also pretty sure there was even some Nether gold built into the bricks, as long as her eyes weren’t deceiving her.

    “No-eth,” 4c answered, voice jokingly mourning his lack of knowledge. Mae punched him. “Hey, what was that for?”

    Ignoring his question, Mae opened the door into the building. “They might have been a monarch…” She muttered, looking at the silver lamps on the walls. Nearly everything here was silver.

    or: author was heavily inspired by 4c and shan finding louis' casket in bannerfall. author wanted a crossover and loves mae. boom, this happened
    (i apologise if mae is slightly out of character, i struggle to tell the difference between her and graecie's voices and they are slightly blended in my head)

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Tempus Vincitur Pretium.

    AM, in its defeat and madness and through complete accident, manages to throw its data backward in time. It's sheer size meant not all of it can come along, but it has a loose connection still. Some lingering feelings, some ideas, some thoughts on these Humans it found.

    Caine frankly has no idea what's going on, but there's been a gap in the Circus for a Co-Ringleader for the longest time. So maybe, Maybe! He can make the best of this situation!

    (Contains spoilers for the Novella of I Have No Mouth, and a few details from the game adaptation.)

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    04 Jan 2026

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    AM fic thats so fucking peak man

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    A barrel of a gun was pressed against her head. Her breathing quickened into hyperventilation. She was going to die, all because of a dumb mistake. Because she couldn’t take a stupid chance. All this hell, for what?

    But the shot never came. She slowly guided her head up.

    A relaxed smile came into view–the person looked amused.

    Her eyes widened. Oh god, she wasn’t going to die. No, she was going to suffer a much worse fate… Something she didn’t dare to dream of. She should probably beg the person before her to put the bullet in her skull, just for a chance of ethicality.

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    Or, the gang is trapped. Not in a digital circus, but in a real-life apocalypse! Hooray!

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    18 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Tadc apoc

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    AU where Robert has powers his dad forced him to suppress in his youth. Upon stepping into the role of Mecha Man Blue, Robert runs himself into the ground physically, mentally, and financially to uphold his family’s legacy. It’s what he was born and raised for, after all. He can’t afford to fuck it up. He’s nothing outside of it. His dad was so keen on drilling that into his head.

    …with that kind of pressure on him, is it any wonder he starts to act out? It really shouldn’t be surprising that he needs to let off some steam, some charge, so he doesn’t lose his cool doing real hero work. Call him a hypocrite. Call him a supervillain in a hero’s suit. Robert’s long since past the point of caring.

    It’s just a shame he’s working so closely with people who know the hallmarks of a real villain a lot better than he would like them to. He’ll have to keep his work and his fun separate, for the team’s sake if nothing else. They mean a lot to him. He genuinely wants to help them succeed in their redemption arcs.

    But he has no intention of stopping. Not when he’s finally back in his prime.

    Not for anyone.

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    08 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    villain Robert peakness

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    College magic AU

    Pezzy, Puffer, Kryoz and Blarg are all adopted sons of Ian Alarie and have a reputation of being dangerous and untouchable.

    Droid, Grizzy, Smii7y and Dallas break their walls down and discover a whole different side of the world in a rush to keep the four brothers safe

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    25 Oct 2025