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He isn’t sure what it is, but since coming back, Buffy seems so much more… mature. Wiser. He isn’t exactly certain why.
A time-traveling Buffy fic from everybody else’s point of view.
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17 Dec 2025
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“How long have you wanted me?”
“What?” is her very eloquent, not at all flustered reply.
“How long,” he says slowly, deliberately, “have you wanted me?” There’s a stagnant moment of silence before Spike continues, “Only way I figure it, it wasn’t just impulse that night at that abandoned building. It was something you’ve been thinking about for some time, yeah? Just curious as to just when.”
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- Part 4 of in the shadows
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17 Sep 2025
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Now that Pandora’s box has been opened, she can’t help but wonder more about William. Not William the Bloody, as she’s well-acquainted with him, but William the man. It’s possible he was as bad as Spike claims, but she doubts that. His mother, whoever she was, sounded like she loved him. A lot.
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- Part 3 of in the shadows
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17 Sep 2025
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It’s wrong, she knows, to take such pleasure in it. To use him the way she does. For her, this is just so she can feel alive. Feel real. It’s the closest she can get to what it felt like, when she was in Heaven. To him, it means something more. Whatever he feels for her, it’s not love, but it’s something and it’s real to him. She can never give him exactly what it is she wants yet she keeps him near her by offering him this.
It’s all she can give.
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- Part 1 of in the shadows
Bookmarked by dehlis
17 Sep 2025
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if it feels good, then it can’t be bad by untiljanuary
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
26 Feb 2023
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She thinks about how Tara said she hadn’t come back wrong at all, that it was something with the chip instead… but maybe there was something wrong with her all along, even before that first night with Spike in the abandoned building. Sure, Angel had a soul, but even then, it wasn’t like it was supposed to happen, her falling for him. Not that this with Spike is anything similar—
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- Part 2 of in the shadows
Bookmarked by dehlis
17 Sep 2025