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    "I'm not like you," Atsushi replied with a sneer. "I don't actually want to hurt you."

    The anger that had subsided began bubbling up to the surface once more. Akutagawa felt frustrated and confused, and he tightened his fingers around the bruises on his wrist.

    "Do it anyway."

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    15 Mar 2026

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    "Is there anything wrong, Ranpo?" Poe asks finally, after a few minutes of silence. He's standing a couple steps away from the detective, trying to read anything from his face.

    "Have you ever been in love?"

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    25 Jan 2024

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    Dazai pissed in a stranger's car- because screw the bourgeoisie- and now he has a sugar daddy. What the fuck.

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    24 Jan 2024

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    After doing some perfunctory waving and smiling for the crowd, he turns to Chuuya and elbows him in the arm, too high above to reach his waist. “Aren’t you tired yet of always losing to me?”

    “I hope you fall off the podium and die,” Chuuya says without breaking his awkward camera grin.

    Dazai mock gasps. “Now what would your fans say if they knew the vile things that come out of your mouth when no one’s looking?”

    — or, the figure skating AU in which Dazai and Chuuya are forced to become rink mates when they are teenagers, sparking a rivalry that is as catastrophic as it is epic. A story about obsessions.

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    10 Oct 2023

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    It’s been seven years since the outbreak. Two weeks since Chuuya last heard from his little sister. That’s two weeks too long. Chuuya has one goal: to find her, no matter how many Infected he has to kill or how much of Asia he has to cover to get to her.

    His plans are simple enough. But then Dazai shows up.

    Based on The Last Of Us.

    Russian translation available here.

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    22 Sep 2023

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    Chuuya being hit with an Ability that alters his mind in a very specific way, where he’s not in a coma, nor is he in any sort of pain, but he’s also very much not himself, and it's up to Dazai to help him — but first he'll have to figure out how.

     

    [Russian translation available HERE]
    [Українська translation available HERE]

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    27 May 2023

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    When violin student Nakahara Chuuya meets a mysterious stranger, the night before his first day at the super-exclusive Port Academy, he thinks it'll be just a one-night stand like any other.

    An extremely good, overwhelming night that will leave no trace in the morning.

    Except that the stranger is no other than the feared Dazai-Tsushima Osamu.
    He is a violin prodigy, married, and the headmaster of the Port Academy.
    Getting involved with him is definitely a terrible idea.

    Despite it all, Chuuya finds he can't escape the gravitational pull that drives him to Dazai.

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    03 Mar 2023

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    Rumor has it that a figure in Yokohama’s underground scene is holding a contest. The top-voted street racer wins a free enrollment into the next Formula 3 season, all the way in California. They might as well be handing out a one-way ticket to the F1 roster, and all the fame, glory, and money that comes with it.

    The entire city’s confident that the best driver that the circuit’s known in decades, Dazai Osamu—street name: McQueen, will win the opportunity.

    That is, until a redheaded rookie known by the name of Prince shows up on his streets.

    Translations available here.

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    28 Feb 2023

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    “Four months from now will be the seven year anniversary of when you and Osamu Dazai released your hugely successful first and only album Double Black and its diamond single Corruption. After performing with Dazai earlier this year, are you planning anything special to celebrate?”

    “Corruption is insanely overrated, and I would prefer to never hear Dazai’s voice for the rest of my fucking life.”

    gorgeous art by @Letnia919 and liz

     

    [Russian Translation]
    [Vietnamese Translation-Facebook]
    [Vietnamese Translation-Wordpress]

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    21 Feb 2023

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    It was hard work finding a way to pay the rent while balancing a full college workload and a grueling basketball practice schedule. Luckily for Kagiura, he had found the perfect job. It paid well and he could work from home! All he had to do was smile for the camera.

    Oh, and get naked and engage in a little self-love.

    He knew better than to get too close to any of his fans. It was never a good idea to get involved with someone who paid money to watch you perform sexual acts. But every rule has an exception and for Kagiura, the mysterious Dreamliner was his.

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    21 Feb 2023

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    It’s fine, it’s all fine.
    As the only executive present at the current onsen trip, Chuuya has the situation under control.
    As chair of the risk committee and unofficial favorite executiveTM of the entire organization, he can solve this minor crisis.
    There’s no need to panic.
    What else can go wrong? It's not like they're gonna meet the shitty Detective Agency at a hotel or something.

    “Just fucking leave, Dazai. I’m tired and it’s your fault so, please, leave me alone.”

    “No.”

    “Leave.”

    No.”

    [Or: the (not so) accidental joint Agency/Port Mafia onsen trip that goes as badly as you may expect.]

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    17 Feb 2023

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    17 Feb 2023

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    “Are you sure? Maybe you weren’t hiding, maybe you were trying to find a box to stand on!” Dazai posits, all too cheery about insulting Chuuya’s height, as he contently drums his fingers.

    “Hah?! I don’t need a box to see over the counter!” Chuuya vehemently argues, his cheeks a light shade of pink, as Dazai maintains his smirk.

    “Mm, are you sure about that?” Dazai repeats as if he already knows the truth and it only makes Chuuya turn even more red. “A pint-sized garden slug like you needs all the height he can get,” he adds on with a faultless, beaming smile and, honestly, Chuuya can’t decide whether he’s insulted or enamored. Maybe a bit of both.

     

    Or: What if Hanahaki were contagious? What if Chuuya is pining, but Dazai is choking on flowers?

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    31 Jan 2023

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    “There’s a shade of blue one can only find in Yokohama.”

    Dazai Osamu is thirty-three, a best-selling writer, the youngest winner in the history of a prestigious literary prize and an Alpha.
    He's a father, a genius and — some say — a disappointment.

    Nakahara Chuuya is twenty-five.
    He's the only Omega in his publishing course, and his second gender made a fighter out of him. He's an overachiever, a brother, a friend.
    He just wanted his favorite writer to notice him.

    [Or: That literary soulmate AU where everybody suffers]

    Spanish translation on Wattpad
    Russian translation by Rev

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    28 Jan 2023

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    When genius designer Dazai Osamu allowed himself to fall for a college student, he never expected it was going to be love — especially not the kind that devours you from the inside out. The kind that poisons the days and keeps a man awake at night.
    Most of all, he never expected he'd lose Chuuya to acting and fame.

    Two years after their break up, fate seems determined to give them another chance.

    -

     
    “…You don’t love me anymore."

    Dazai stiffens. It’s a bratty comment, one that is calibrated exactly to coax a reaction out of him, but he still glances at Chuuya with a hint of worry.

    “Why would chibi say that?”

    “You didn’t take off your bandages.”

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    28 Jan 2023

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    Dazai "Ouji" Osamu is the most popular idol of his generation.

    People adore him, critics worship him.
    He has the whole world dancing in the palm of his hand.
    When he steps into an underground bar in Yokohama, on a summer night like any other, he is looking for a muse, a fake boyfriend and a reason for living.

    Nakahara Chuuya just wanted a glass of wine and a one-night stand.

    (Or: the “I slept with a stranger and he turned out to be my little sister’s favorite singer” AU where two idiots catch very real feelings through a fake dating contract. Art in notes.)

    Russian translation here by Sterialye

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    20 Jan 2023

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    Nakahara Chuuya doesn’t believe in love.

    That is, at least, until he meets a bandaged boy who tries to pay for coffee with kisses and claims that Chuuya saved his life.
    But Dazai Osamu can’t be seriously in love with him.

    No one needs an Omega who can’t have sex, and Dazai might not be who he says he is.

    [Or: that 🐥!AU where Chuuya works at a coffee shop and his sexual life always got in the way of his relationships, while Dazai hides a secret past.]
    Completed on Twitter.

    Russian translation here.

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    17 Jan 2023

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    Meet Nakahara Chuuya: executive, most skilled martial artist in the Port Mafia, and public face of Mori Corporation after the King of Assassins murdered the Flags.
    The movie star, the former King of the Sheep, the human experiment; the partner.

    The only man, rumor has it, Dazai Osamu will ever love.

    “Are you still mine?”

    “Of course,” Chuuya said. “You own me, Boss. You, and half of the world.”

    “And you have no idea how much that bothers me."

    #1 Kingdom of the Wild: Chuuya — actor, executive. Partner.
    #2 Tender is the Flesh: A love confession (or two).
    #3 Bones to Hungry Dogs: Meursault
    [Or: The Exes to Fuckbuddies to Lovers AU where Dazai is the boss of the Port Mafia, and Chuuya took over Lippmann's vacant spot as the public face of the Port Mafia after Stormbringer]

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    11 Jan 2023

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    “Welcome to Yokohama, the paradise for the criminal, the gifted and the undead.
    Enjoy your stay… if you survive.”

     

    Nakahara Chuuya is the new human blood bag for the boss of the Port Mafia.
    Let’s be clear: the contract pays well, but he hates it.

    Dazai Osamu is undead, unnerving, and way too smug for Chuuya’s thin patience.
    Too bad he is also annoyingly handsome.
    He’s just job, until he’s not.

    [Or: a Beast AU with a sprinkle of Vampires]

    Art in notes.
    Russian translation here.
    Spanish translation: here.

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    08 Jan 2023

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    “Maybe,” Dazai purrs, fingers brushing softly against the little blue ribbon that keeps Chuuya’s hair in place. “Maybe Chuuya is my something blue. What do you think, chibi? Now I just need something borrowed—”

    “Shut the fuck up,” Chuuya hisses.

    Ane-San was so right.

    “Do you want something borrowed, Dazai? Then it’s your fucking lucky day because we are on borrowed time. And unless you do something about it, it’s gonna end very soon.”

    [Dazai is about to marry a girl Mori has picked for him - a girl Dazai might even like if he tries hard enough.
    Problem is, he never imagined he could fall for his wedding planner.]

    Russian translation by Orliade here.
    Russian translation by @chixaemvmeste here.

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    02 Jan 2023

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